xX TishyLicious RLGF2 Just Syn Xx's blog: "Poetry "

I dont know where I stand in life,
I Dont know who I am;
My haunting past is a part of me,
That so Long ago took its stand;

I want to know My destiny, 
I want to know the truth, 
But lately it has been Difficult, 
No light seems to shine through;

The darkness set upon me,
Is binding me like chains,
Invisible to the Naked eye,
But they get tighter by the day;

They pull me closer to depression,
The light keeps traveling further away,
These chains are pulling me under,
God, Save me!
I silently pray;

I'm pushed down to my knees,
As my body becomes weak,
I'm left here all alone,
Drowning in my Misery;

The tears fall from my eyes,
as I silently cry,
The pain is so emmense, 
Sometimes I just want to die;

I wipe away my tears,
As I struggle to break free,
Break free from these Wretched chains,
that are constantly binding me;

I scream out to the silence,
"This is not the life for me,
God save me from this life of hell,
This is not my destiny;

But the Silence becomes stronger,
As I once again begin to weep,
Tears streaming down my face,
Is this the end of me?

I feel the chains getting tighter,
As I get up off my knees,
I will not live this life,
Even if I die Breaking free;

I look into a mirror,
That somehow just appeared,
the Sorrow in my eyes,
Now transformed to anger and fear...