So i sit here not sure what im feeling.. its just like i m here and i cant feel anymore a few song lyrics pop into my head to better decribe it as music is a very powerful tool..
I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hold
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything...
I keep moving on tho even tho i feel so blank.. Heh sometimes i wear a great mask of hiding my emotion but some times i dont.. but always remember
I'm a soldier, these shoulder's hold up so much, they won't budge,
i'll never fall or fold up,
i'm a soldier,
even if my collar bone's crush or crumble,
I will never slip or stumble,
But I sit here ans sometime i have no one to blame but myself...
Desperado, why don't you come to your senses?
Come down from your fences, open the gate
It may be rainin', but there's a rainbow above you
You better let somebody love you, before it's too late
But before i go i have one request...
Can Anybody Find Me Soime one to Love?
