Okay I was sitting there the other day thinking about all the bad hand's I've been dealt in life, but then from somewhere something good always happens. So I guess I have been fortunate to that point that not everything is as terrible as it could be. I have done a lot of growing up, and now I can hold my head up high and say I do everything on my own. considering I have literally been on my own since I was 14, my father never gave a shit(I have only met the man 3 times in my life) and my mother was addicted to meth. So I have been to the bottom of the barrel and have decided that I will not let anyone control me or my life anymore. So here here to one last hoorah before I go off to become that father of the year, even though I will be full o' piercings and maybe tattoos first LOL. I know what makes me happy and that is all I can do, keep myself happy and keep my children happy!!!!! The rest should just all fall into place as I go along.
Does any of that make sense?