As my head spins I think about the reason.
I dont know what to feel. My heart feels love but my mind questions it.
I am so confused. The move I push for the truth the more I get lied
to. My life has been based on nothing but lies. I dont understand why
this happens to me. I let my guard down thinking it's safe and I get
hurt by those I love. The pain seems to never end anymore. Nothing
helps to ease the pain now. Maybe my life was ment to be filled with
pain for some reason or another. I just dont understand what i'm
destind to do that demands me to know such pain. I have no tears left
to cry. Pain and sadness have become the norm. Will nothing take away
this pain I feel Inside?
