i really can't describe how i feel right now, crushed for one, the love of my life and best friend moved back to alaska, taking with him my heart. and i like a dumbass opened myself back up and apparently too soon after he left only to be crushed again. and now the man who i gave everything to for so many years, doesn't even tell me he even misses me anymore. i should have gone with my first thoughts and stayed alone, that was what i wanted, but apparently we can't control how we feel. will i ever find somebody who will love me with just as much passion and heart as i do? i feel like i've lost my best friend in the whole world.
