Angel SnazzyChic Temp Demon FuMarried to...'s blog: "Perfectly Un-perfect!"

He's sitting at a bar sipping on tequilla, watching every girl that walks by. She's sitting on the bed wondering when he'll be home, wiping off the tears that she crys. He's done this every week for the past month, and she's always stood by his side. But tonight he's going home with the girl he's danced with all night. She's gonna sleep alone, waiting patiently for him to come home. Back to me, oh lord please bring him back to me. I can't bear to think about what has happened, why my love hasn't come home. Is he held in the arms of another, or is he just staying late with his friends? Back to me oh lord please bring him back to me. He sets out for the office the next morning, and she sets off to take their kids to school. A long night she cried last evening, he's feeling a little uneasy from what happened with him last night too. He decides to call it a day early, packed it up and headed back home. When he arrived she wasn't there waiting, but he will just keep waiting. Back to me, oh lord please bring her back to me, I can't bare to think about what has happened, why my love hasn't come back home. Is she held in the arms of another? Or is she just staying late with her friends? back to me oh lord please bring her, back to me. He waited it seemed for hours till, finally a call had came in. He stood for a moment in silence, to understand what was just said to him. Sir your wife was in a car accident, and tonight she won't be comming home. Standing at her bedside praying, he could only think of one thing to say. Back to me oh lord please bring her back to me. I can't bare think about what I've done now, and why I pushed her this far. Will she be safe in the arms of her savior? Or is she just gonna stay late here tonight? back to me oh lord please bring her back to me. For all the months he'd taken her for granted, and left her at nights crying alone, He's now standing next to her weaping, as they lower her down so peaceful, in the garden that she had planted. The preacher began saying a prayer, to the heavens oh lord we send her, we can't bare to think of why this has happened, she is now safe in the arms of you savior, she will be staying here with you late tonight. back to you oh lord we send her back to you. He will sit all alone this evening, wiping away the tears as he crys, he knows now what he is facing, that she won't be comming home to him tonight. He sits and just keeps thinking, if I would have only done things different, She would be lying next to me here tonight. As he sits there thinking, he slowly bowed down on his knees and starts screaming. Back to me oh lord why couldn't you bring her back to me? I would have done it all different, I would have left work and home each evening, I know she's safe in your arms our savior, but why couldn't you just bring her.... Back to me? @}-{-- Tammy Rose Duysen --}-{@ (C) Copyright 2009

What realy is perfect? Is it a person with the perfect body, or the perfect hair? Is it a person who knows what to say at the exact right time and in the right conversation? Is it someone who has the I.Q. of a genius? Do you have the perfect eye color, or wear your makeup and clothes just right? Do you never get upset, angry, or cry? Does our feelings work like machines on auto-pilot? Do we do all the right things, for those we love and care for? Is it when you have the perfect body type? Is it a person who has no disabilities? Do we always make the right decisions? Do you have the perfect relationship or marriage? Do you live in the perfect house or drive the perfect car? I don't know about the rest of the world, but I havn't seen perfect yet! I honestly don't think there is a such thing as perfect. This is probably because there is no such thing as perfect. We all laugh at the wrong time sometimes. We all cry, get angry and have our emotional moods. No body has the perfect body, even if from a far it seems like it! Even the skinny have flaws. We don't always do the right things at the right time. We don't always know what to say to a person who comes to us for advice. Nobody wears just the right clothes, because face is, in all reality there is going to be someone out there who doesn't like what you wear or like the way you do your hair and make-up either. Being a genius does not mean you are perfect, it just means you were blessed with more knowledge than the rest of us. If your, smart people say you are a nerd. Nobody will ever always make the right decisions, because even when they seem right, it will effect another in an adverse way. There imay be no such thing as the perfect relationship or marriage. Just cause it seems like it doesn't mean it is. You always run into a road block here and there and you will never always see eye to eye. I am a firm believer that there is not one person in this world that does not have a disability, we all may not have visible and physical disabilities, but we are all not smart we all don't feel or live perfect, we don't all drive the perfect car. I believe the worst disability that exists today is ignorance. Because ignorance is blind. More people suffer from this because they look past the fact that they are not perfect and trash on those they think ar not. Life is so short! We all need to start taking more time to help another less blessed than we are, and be more considerate to those who do have visible physical disabilities. Stop and think about the fact that just cause you look good now or seem to have everything in life doesn't mean you will later. Things happen in this world in the blink of an eye. Step back and take a moment to think about this and how everything you do effects not just you but those around you as well. Where you thought perfect was, can no longer be there. Where you thaught im,-perfect was will be the one person who will step up and be there for you in a time of need. That one person will be the one to save your life one day if need be and that one person might be the one who doe something so dramatic it changes the world.