What Can I say
As I sit here in total disbelief of what has Become of what once was us. I can't help but wonder what I can tell you to make things all better. I know what I shouldve done to avoid the hurt that I have caused your heart? How do I replace your feelings of uncertainty & confusion.
I can't help but think of all the wonderful times that we shared. The Glorious thoughts and beliefs that I would one day share your life with you as your Wife as you so ask of me so many times to only hear me say No I can't. Dare I believe that my mistakes have taken those once feelings down a path that has no return, nor forgiveness?
I cannot take back what has occurred, nor can I replace the feelings that you endured with My broken promises. The promises that I made to you countless times.
My life once again clouded, and so uncertain without you. You brought to me a belief in myself that was clouded and without hope. But what have I offered in return? I took you for granted,
I know that it may take a lifetime to heal what I have tainted. And, I know that the odds are against me but I will continue to offer you my love & my life. A life with complete Unconditional & Eternal Love.
I have adored you from the moment that I laid eyes on you and I thank GOD each and everyday for sending you to me. I Love you!
