"LEARNING THINGS THE HARD WAY"
In this here lifetime of mine, i shall both experience
joys and pains, but know it is all for a reason. I have
but only one purpose in life right now and that is to
make people laugh and keep my family happy.
At times thoughts that never should have been going
through my mind, have been and now i am most ashamed i
ever allowed them to seep in. Wishing to be granted
the strength to stay strong.
Though i may seem at a distance at times, it is only
because i seem to think about way too many things. Just
trying now to just make it from one day to the next is
all i can do or accomplish.
I have let this depression of mine rule my life for
long enough now, and it is time for me to take back my
life, not worrying any longer of or about all of the
many stupid things that happen.
So, from this day forward i shall live my life the way
i see fit. Wanting to only bring smiles to my friends
and family. Not having them shed any more tears for me
because i have acted hastily.
It took me being more less falling face down in this
life to understand what it means to truly adore life and
the loved ones i have. Never again shall i go off and do
anything to cause one pain.
Guess for now i will go and just live each moment as
though it was my last. Always take heed in the way your
loved nes care for you, because in this life, they are
truly all we certainly have.
P.J.(Lil Poet)
1/26/08
12:28pm
