~one of my point of views~
well as all that know me i was in a year and a half realtionship and things were good at 1 point....
then suddenly every thing turned to hell....it came out of no where like a big slap in the face
...it wasnt planed to happen the way it did...but when the shit went down i ran away from it all...
or so what i thought.... yea i went to texas and yes it was over brittney... but nothing changed a
bit...shit stayed the same i missed her even more then what i would have being here...most would
say i became a loser...cuz the month spent in texas did nothing for me...shit ever since i came back
to north carolina i aint be able to get a job...and life has just been so fucked up..2006 really
blowed...and drug me down to the ground...you see its new years and yet once agian i am single....
not planed but its just the way the cookie crumbeled...news flash to all the young ones out there thats
been fucked over by people in there life so many times....fuck looking for love wait till your
bout 25 or something....vuz i am telling you its not worth the pain to go through like i have or
anyone else...yes i know it sound very crazy but damn it ...its the fucking truth no matter what way you
look at it...people like to play mind games and the person you really want to be with will always want someone
else...so hell why not go out and do what you want and not have to worrie bout anything....
i mean hell yeah i give the people props on who has a realtionship and are doing good dont get me
wrong...but i am simply staing a fact for the people that cant feel this love just cuz the person
they thing and know they love dont want them...there is a 71% of people that are lonely in this world right
now... and i promise they have someone that leads them on as if they want to be with them and
never act apon it...so to the people that knows what i am going through...take this into thought
...i mean i know i sound like doctor phill but trust me i know what i am talking bout.... and
no this aint the first time this shit has happend to me... shit every girl i have dated has done this to
me...and i feel like its a bunch of bull shit to put up with...i am looking out for those ppl
that have had there heart broken so many times they cant take the shit no more...hell ppl should go
out and have fun .... cuz life aint for ever...and no i aint saying go out and fuck every person
in sight...i am saying go out and spend time with someone to get shit off your mind and just live life
to the fullest...cuz this life time only comes once and you dont wanna be the one who was sad there
whole fucking life now are you? but let this be a reminder....once they fuck you over they will always
fuck you over...so when that time comes where they want you back tell them its just a lil too late
cuz they had there chance and they blew it...1 chance is all anyone needs....i they cant do it for that 1st
time they cant do for you at all...
anyways if you read all of this thanx show you care and i hope i made since....
HAPPY FUCKING NEW YEAR...even though mine sucked...
and i hope your next year goes good for ya...
i am out!!!....more blogs to come...
peace out,
