its december im waiting on and see my family its been so long .. its getting colder and colder and this aussie girl is so homesick she could cry over and over.. the passport took so damn long to get .. my brothers , sisters , Aunts ,Uncles and cousins are all there waiting for me.. and here i am . trying to wait patiently .. but its getting harder and harder.. to wait i just want to be in their arms hugging them telling them so many travel stories i can't shut up for hours and hours .. this homesick girls heart bleeds from missing them for so long.. i can't wait to be meet my neices and nephews .. and my lovwly sister in law.. i miss having a family so bad... i miss my dad too .. eve though its not always easy hes always in my heart .. i hope i get home to say merry christmas to seem all . or ill know i'll cry so many tears and when everyone else is happy.. ill be all alone .. well not quite all alone i could see my ex .. force my myself to be nice. but it wouldnt be the same..