hannah laughed at him when he told her wat she did was wrong. she gets one mroe chance or i'm walkin out on her and he's talkin to her and our friendship will die where it stands. the bitch should know better.
tu is gonna take me to a club soon. guess we'll stick to our idea of puttin some reggaeton music on a stereo in the empty lot near wilson and just dancin. mayb we'll get our own lil party going.
i'm not going to aimee's party to stay. me and rachel are droppin in, givin the bday girl gifts and leavin. i'm not about to get caught wit aimee for underage drinkin and possession. i aint stupid...plus if i get going on drugs i know i'll keep going. i get hooked easily.
kenny and patrick came over. kenny was there to apologize for wat happened last night wit hannah. pat was there cuz he was kenny and it was nice to see him again. that's why i was MIA for like 5 hours. my parents actually left us at home by ourselves and nuttin happened, go us!
hannah's been being a bitch that i'm DONE with. all she does is put me down and makes me feel like shit so i'm gettin out while i can. if she doesnt get that tryin to seduce my ex bf that i do still have feelings for isnt gonna get me pissed, well she better think again. she doesnt get that no one at skool likes her even tho they all pretend they do. such a fuckin bitch.
i got enough anger at her to go and shoot something. damn i wanna beat something up even if it's like a junk car or some shit.
i was sittin there last nite thinkin "damn i wish i was somewhere else". they (my ex and hannah) talked about gettin drunk together but then her leanin over my lap to talk to him and pushin her boobs up in a low v-neck in front of her ex and mine was enough (he looked too and this is a guy who tried to beat up any guy who tries to hit on me). i didnt even touch my ex as we walked even tho he tried to hold my hand and put his arm around me. we ran into our gay friend i ran to him and told him wat had happened and we became exclusive, not even kenny could cut in (and he introduced me to tu!). i hugged hannah's ex to get her and kenny jealous but of course hannah had to try to kiss my cheek. tu and me were like watever bitch.
fuckin tired of being forgotten...i never forget memories that mean something to me but everyone else forgets me...thanks guys.
it's almost a yr since i popped the 12 pills...and my parents are going away again...
