Three years have passed, three long years. Many things have changed over that time. Ive moved several times, made and lost many friends, went to college, bought cars. Ive also bounced around relationships, for better or worse. Loved and lost, and all in that time, ive had to find my way alone. Struggling to make sense of everything, fighting with myself over who to blame, trying to come up with the words I could tell my ex fiancee. In those three years, weve stopped talking, had our first fight, and went our seperate ways. We loved and lost, but of all we lost, mostly each other. Though we have never reconciliated with each other, it is safe to say, weve moved on and away from each other. Ive had to find my own way to deal with not haveing my ex around. If I could speak to her, one last conversation, I would say how much I still love her, and say just how sorry I am, for all the mistakes I made. Also, I would tell her how sorry I was for blaming her for everything, how much I miss her. I dont know what else I would say, but I know, this would be a start, at a true reconciliation. At least for me.
