Nearly every time I dream, the same nightmare ensues. A dead friend haunts me. I scream, rant and cry whilst telling him to stop and leave me in peace. Some nights are unbearable and I wake in a cold sweat, barely able to breathe, like he was holding me underwater, hoping I die and join him.
He took his life and this is what he left me with. Death by any means I take seriously, but I've had enough. Maybe I'm going crazy or just still mourning his death. I just wish he'd leave me the fuck alone.
