And I am not ashamed. Over the years I have learned if I mess up and cut, I should not hide it becuase there are people that can help me.
I dont know why I am so depressed right now. It all hit me today when I found out my best friend is for sure pregnant with her THIRD kid.
I will not cry and I am trying to not pity myself.
I need something, but I dont know what. I need arms wrapped tightly around me and soft kisses on my cheek. I need someone to not judge or look down on the fact I am nowhere near perfect.
