You give me strength when I need it
You give me encouragement to stand on my own two feet
You talk to me like no one else can
As I lay here tonight thinking of you.
Wandering how I must look like a fool
Waiting for you to come by
How could I let you get to me?
When I barely even know you
But you are on my mind and now I'm wandering
Are you lying awake or are you sleeping.
Wanting to be held by you but I, don't know where we stand
Is this a crush or is this just lust
I thought by now I would know!
Am I letting my guard down too quickly?
Am I moving too fast I don't really know.
I pray that God gives me one more night with you soon
So that, I would know and time would stand still
So we, can make love until it hurts and brings us both to tears
I may not like how it turns out in the end
But at least my heart will know if this is a crush or the real deal.
Would we remain only friends or could there be something more
That could bring us closer together
But whatever the outcome may be
I hope we can remain close friends forever!
July 2004
