6232133's blog: "Poems"

I've always wrote about the bad in my life

Always emphasized  on my lows and my strife

But there's a story left untold

And I feel as if it's time to let it unfold

Such as I didn't fight to get ahead

I used my intelligence instead

And I deserve this place in life I've built

I will never allow myself to get swallowed by guilt

Because there was no pretty face to get me by

No rich parents to act as my ally

I relied on deception and manipulation

Until I miraculously bloomed and learned to use temptation

Such a sad world when tits and ass control a man

Something I could never comprehend

But it was my ticket to rise

While the need for admiration led to an unseen surprise

 I had fallend in love

And I saw it as a sign from above

As the one thing that became my decline in power and demise

I could no longer embrace this horrible facade

No longer deny the destrustion I brought

For it was the answer I had so longingly sought