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The New War (first Poem Of Mine Posted On Here)
--The New War I can play dead. It's so orginal. You cant fill in the blanks. It's only temporary. America - the wasteland - Full of low blows, the foresaken fake highs. Everyone's doing it. I saved myself from the human race. I was on the battlefront of my independence war. Every day people with dream machines. Who wasnts to pretend this isn't out darkest hour? We can offer nothing. It's peace that confuses. We can only bleed for you. It's love that is toxic. America - the wasteland - with tricks up our sleeves, we bow to everyone. Left myself not behind, with the sun rising over my shoulders. With pieces missing, my soul tattered, I look back and know, the world was beautiful.

Warning!!
WARNING: This person is saracastic as hell. Anything she says or does after 12am is completely and uterly insane. Any actions that this person takes should be viewed as a joke and should a 3rd party be hurt or offended during these actions...they need to get a life. Manufacturer is not responsible for lost or damaged goods upon arrival of this person in your personal space. If you whine or complain that this person has hurt your feeling(s) then this person reserves the right to point and laugh at you for a long time or until you run away. If you would like to submit a complaint to our company, please fax us 17 copies of your 500 word essay stating the reasoning behind your lack of humor and we will get back to you with our response within 7-10 business days. Thank you, Management

Dj Schedule For Sweetwater's Lounge
Flash Clocks **** YOU MUST HAVE AN APPROVED SALUTE IN ORDER TO WORK AS ANY STAFF POSITION AS WELL AS DJ FOR MY LOUNGE**** Jade Sun ~off~ Mon 8am - 12pm Tue 8am - 12pm Wed 8am - 12pm Thu 8am - 12pm Fri 8am - 12pm Sat ~off~ ----------------- DJ AMERICAN GLAZIER THURS. 4 AM TILL 8 AM FRI. 4 AM TILL 8 AM SAT. 4 AM TILL 8 AM SUN. 4 AM TILL 8 AM ------------------------ DJ MOM ( Brittney) TUES 8 PM TILL MIDNIGHT WED 8 PM TILL MIDNIGHT ------------------------- DJ MISTRESS GODESS SUN 8 TILL MIDNIGHT MON 9 TILL MIDNIGHT FRI 8 TILL MIDNIGHT SAT 9 TILL MIDNIGHT ------------------------- DJ SUNSHINE PRINCESS **FILL INS WHEN NEEDED** -------------------------- DJ BLADED TONGUE **FILL INS WHEN NEEDED** ------------------------------ WE STILL NEED DJ'S TO COVER THE FOLLOWING TIME SLOTS SUN 8 AM TILL NOON NOON TILL 4 PM 4 pm till 8 pm MIDNIGHT TILL 4 AM MON 4 AM TILL 8 AM NOON TILL 4 PM 4 PM TILL 8

My Very 1st Contest!!!
I NEED COMMENTS!! IF YOU CAN SPARE A FEW IT WOULD BE GREATLY APPRECIATED!! QUEEN ROBIN IS ALSO OFFERING FU BUCKS, BLING, AND 11S FOR ALL LOVE GIVEN!!! STOP ON BY AND LEAVE ME AS MANY COMMENTS AS YOU CAN!!! THANKS SO MUCH!

Hellboy Ii
I came into this movie with high expectations, I must admit. I was one of the people who loved the first Hellboy. I liked the style it was filmed, I liked the script, and the casting was great. So when I heard that the people who did "Pans Labyrinth" joined forces with Hellboy, I got a woody. I felt that there was absolutely nothing that could go wrong with the mixing of the two. Guillermo del Toro directed, wrote, and produced this movie. It seemed like the first minute was his name over and over, he did so much. I wouldn't be surprised if he catered it. I liked what he did with it though. It's obviously a labor of love on his part. Ron Perlman plays Hellboy. He has found a good niche playing parts in movies that are popular, but geared towards certain people. He was great in Aliens. He was great in Blade II, and he continued the trend in this movie. Granted, he's in a red suit, lots of makeup, so its somewhat limited, but he loses himself in the role, and he's gre

Dare Ya :-)
"!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!! Your Name: Age: Location: 1.Favorite position: 2.Do you think I'm cute?. 3.Would you have sex with me? 4.lights on or off? 5.Would you have to be drunk? 6. Would you take a shower with me? 7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 8.Would you leave after or stay the night? 9.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 10.Condom or skin? 11.Have sex on the first date? 12.Would you kiss me during sex 13.Do you think I would be good in bed /? 14.Would you use me as a booty call? 15.Can I use you as a booty call? 16.Can we take pictures of the act? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?" Also < IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET

Shadow Angel
She is in a contest to win a year VIP and only needs 60k comments to do it so please if you have time come by and drop her some comments to help her out this woman is such a great and totally awesome person and she so deserves this more than anyone else I know. Click the image to get started and thanks in advance for your help!! :)

Show Mwah Fu Love !!!!!!!!!
These pimp outs are brought to you by me ~Milady Fatzke~and Club Envy Please show them mwah fu-love !!!!!!! HELP REACH THE NEXT LEVEL BRING THEM SOME FU-HAPPINESS!!!!!!!!!! Ð¿ RÊÁ£~~ØWÑÊR ØF Ç£Úß ÊÑV¥~~@ fubar ·°¯`·•Ð¿ §‡£VÊRM‡§T ÇØ-ØWÑÊR @ Ç£Úß ÊÑV¥•·´¯°·@ fubar ~*LadyBug13*~ ~*~ Fu-wife~of~DJ~Mystery~*~ ~*~DJ Real's Personal Assistant~*~@ fubar ·–•ÐJ Mý$†è®ý ~ÐJ Måñågè® @ Ç£µb Êñvý~Vampire freak~vampire lover~@ fubar .:.Áñgèl.:.¤ºM®§.Whítê

Chapter 4
Chapter 4 Elizabeth entered the suite allowing her eye to scan her surroundings slowly so that Jay would not notice. “Please have a seat while I go and fix us both something to drink.” Jay headed over to the bar near the balcony. “Do you still drink Jack and Dr. Pepper, or have you changed to something a little more famine?” He watched Elizabeth as he awaited her reply to his simple question. Elizabeth sat on the couch and slowly licked her lips trying to find her voice to reply to Jay’s simple question finally she found her voice. “Jack and Dr. Pepper is just fine. I have not changed my choices in my preferred alcohol over the years.” She laughed softly as Jay smiled and started to fix each of them a drink. As he was coming back to take a seat next to Elizabeth there was a knock on the suite door. Jay sat their drinks down and went to answer the door. “Room service,” “Right on time,” Jay opened the door to allow their dinner to be wheeled in. “Where would you like your dinne

Shallow Grave
Shallow Grave Open up your heart and let me in Just to know how it feels to be in your skin I'll cut my way to your soul And fill it up to make you whole Bring me down like you always do And I’ll prove to you that my love is true I’ll get back up on these two feet And whisper words that once were sweet Throw me down and pull me apart Find your way into my heart Here is where I want you to stay And with my heart, you can play Dig me up a shallow grave There is nothing more to save The memories are so long past I should’ve known this wouldn’t last I lay here half alive but mostly dead Let me crawl into your bed Even just for one more night I promise I won’t put up a fight I’ll let you have all of me You can be the one to set me free So take that blade and make me cry And you can watch me slowly die

Angelgurl In Devilgirls Auction
AngelGurl is in DevilGirl's auction!! I wasn’t going to, but I decided what the heck.. I couldn’t resist hanging out with DevilGirl! Don't pass up a chance to have me for your very own for ONE MONTH! I promise you won’t be disappointed when you see what I’m offering. I would really appreciate it if you take a minute and rate my auction page. The person with the most rates at the end wins a bling pack from DevilGirl. Just click on my tag above to go to my auction page. Thanks so much for your time! AngelGurl@ fubar

The Buffalo Theory
'Well you see, Norm, it's like this . . A herd of buffalo can only move as fast as the slowest buffalo. And when the heard is hunted, it is the lowest and weakest ones at the back that are killed first. This natural selection is good for the herd as a whole, because the general speed and health of the whole group keeps improving by the regular killing of the weakest members. In much the same way, the human brain can only operate as fast as the slowest brain cells. Now, as we know, excessive intake of alcohol kills brain cells. But naturally, it attacks the slowest and weakest brain cells first. In this way, regular consumption of beer eliminates the weaker brain cells, making the brain a faster and more efficient machine. And that, Norm, is why you always feel smarter after a few beers.'

Woohoo...wanna Own Me?
Yep, I’m up for sale yet again in DevilGirl's auction. Don't be shy and miss out on your chance to own me...you know you want a chance at my offerings and I promise you won’t be sorry! The higher the bid, the more you get! If you don’t want to bid, I'd appreciate it if you could just stop by and give me a rate, as there's a side contest for the most rates. Just click on the link and it will take you right to my auction page. While you're there, please show the fu-love to DevilGirl! Thanks so much! LadyღKate ~ {Shadow Leveler} ♥Club United♥ Proud Family Member of The Spanker Club & Life-Savers@ fubar

Not A Goodbye, But See You Soon.....
Not a goodbye, but see you soon ... because I know that the friendship is able to overcome the distance to physical, hence, my friend, you will always be in my mind! It was very good you know, (although the language barrier sometimes has betrayed me) take you in my heart, promise back one day, when the miss, that cause chest pain, I come back, even to distant, killing the nostalgia that already chewing my soul. Search Videos At Youtube-Video-Codes.com jarlemos_2@hotmail.com

Writing A Book, Need Your Help!
Ok, so this is my first blog EVER. I'm not usually into wasting time writing about my personal views to the public in general (I'm probably boring as hell and why would I want to bore you?) However, I'm writing a fictional book, and I'm looking for serious input from the deepest recesses of your soul. The hidden fantasies you dare not reveal or wish you could share with a lover (or maybe you can!). This book will contain erotica in all forms, along with plots and twists and unexpected occurances, salvation and damnation of the primary character's very being. I'm a fairly open creature. I explore the world in all it's various cultures, myths, beliefs, etc... and there is little that would shock me. I challenge anyone who reads this blog to try and shock me. If I use any or part of your written contributions, I will contact you via Fubar, pay homage on the Fubar site to your greatness, and also include your name as a contributor on the inside of this book for all the worl

Friendship
Well sissy I know you are going thow alot and you are hurting really bad.I just want you to let you know no matter what anyone says or dose I will be here for you always. I know I cannot make your pain go away but no matter what I am here to listen to what you have to say so I can try and help you out.I just want you to know.

Need Help Leveling Up?
I Posted a mumm a few days ago asking anyone if they could help me level up or get a spotlight. Well i deleted the mumm and i bookmarked a couple peoples pages to remember to go back and rate all their pics. Don't think i have forgotten about you people. Im working on it slowly to rate all your pics. Between School and having to study its taking me some time. I also keep running out of rates for the day, they really need to get rid of that feature...UGH! lol anyway if anyone else wants me to help and doesn't mind waiting a bit, feel free to add your name on here and ask. Ill do my best to get to everyone. It would also be nice if anyone who left a comment on my mumm to leave a comment here so i can make sure i do make a stop by your page. Thanks Toodles -Michelle

Wanna Own My Bratty Azz.... Chk Out What Milf Made Me
Its auction time again and looks who's up for auction! Thats right, the sexi smexi Luscious is giving you a chance to own her! Not only is this lady super HOT but SUPER sweet, so click the pic below to bid! I'm talking bling packs, Happy Hours, Tickers, blasts, ALL you guys have! She is worth that and then some!!! Bulletin coded by... The Baddest MILF®~ Wifey to Fornicates™@ fubar (repost of original by 'The Baddest MILF®~ Wifey to Fornicates™' on '2008-07-12 13:29:10')

Parody Song #3-final
Oh I, I just shit in my pants tonight It must have been something I ate I just shit in my pants tonight I keep craving for something that I could eat Taco wrappers lay all around me And I don't see an easy way to get out of this Her #7 meal, it sits on the coffee table The curtains are closed, the cats in the cradle Who would've thought that a boy like me could come to this Oh I, I just shit in my pants tonight It must've been something I ate I just shit in my pants tonight Oh I, I just shit in my pants tonight It must've been all that grease I should've walked away, I should've walked away Is there any just cause for feeling like this? On the surface my pants are covered with stains I try to be discreet, but then shit them again I've ate too much, it's my final mistake Now no one can stand me and the mess that I make 'cos I've been been crapping my pants one too many times Oh I, I just shit in my pants tonight It must've been something I ate I just shi

Check Out My Sweet Friend Jenny
Jenni's at it again! ~~*Jenni*~~fu-owned by ♥Reeka♥@ fubar I decided to hold an auction. It will be 3 days only. When I get 10 people, I will post a deadline date for any entries and a start date. There is no entry fee! The people who enter the auction need to come up with their own list of offers. Real money bids outbid fubucks, but all bids must start at 25,000 fubucks. The highest total amount on each person will be the winner, and I will post in a blog at the end who the highest bidder for each person is.

Poetry
Why am I so happy and enticed to love again? A feelin that hurt so bad I considered it a sin. How is it that I was willin to jump without bein dropped? When one point in time I used to bunny hop. Why do I smile a smile beyond smiles? But for the longest time my frown ran wild. How come I now feel like a better man? When I used to sink in the past like quicksand. What makes my heart feel like its in the right place? When I was so close to defeat that failure I could taste. I wonder why things are perfect and days no longer blue. Then I realized It's Because of You

I Believe
I believe you can love someone more than anything in the world. This is even if they don't and wont ever love you in the same way. They can have no idea how much you love them and you will continue to love them even then. It's not something that is futile,it's a love that you will never give someone else,a love that you will never feel for someone other than them. You will love another and be completely happy with them,but always love that one person in a different way. Not a painful love,not a disappointment,just a love like no other.

Okay, Be There Ghosts Here?
Well now, earlier the strangest thing happened to me, was sitting here talking to people and I could swear I smelled apple cinnamon oatmeal so strong like it was sitting on the desk in front of me. This is not the first strange thing that has happened here, about a month ago I felt something pull down on the comforter, well Lacey (my 9 year old dachshund), sleeps on the floor next to me in her own blanket. Think that she had rolled on the comforter, I looked over and was going to pull it up and the comforter was 12" off the ground and she was underneath her blanket. Two night later, I felt some body lay down next to me, turn the lights on, of course there is no one here, turn lights and it happened again. So am I losing it, or there be ghosts here. Stay tuned for more weird stuff (God I hope not, lol)

Interesting
Something I came across that I found interesting Religious information Shared belief in the "Golden Rule" (a.k.a. Ethics of Reciprocity) horizontal rule horizontal rule Quotation: "Every religion emphasizes human improvement, love, respect for others, sharing other people's suffering. On these lines every religion had more or less the same viewpoint and the same goal." The Dalai Lama horizontal rule Overview Religious groups differ greatly in their concepts of deity, other beliefs and practices. Non-theistic ethical and philosophic systems, like Humanism and Ethical Culture, also exhibit a wide range of beliefs. But there is near unanimity of opinion among almost all religions, ethical systems and philosophies that each person should treat others in a decent manner. Almost all of these groups have passages in their holy texts, or writings of their leaders, which promote this Ethic of Reciprocity. The most commonly known version in North America is the Golden

Deleting My Account..
Hey everyone I'm deleting my account, if I own anyone anything pls let me know.. I just can't take this site and its BS.. people helpin who they want to help.. peoples accts gettin deleted(like mine was).. I have been here since 2006 and had to start over and others start like ummm yesterday it seems they are up to 28 in no time.. what is the deal... Wrong...Wrong..Wrong... Anyway.. I am getting all my pics off and then my acct will be deleted....I will miss my tops friends on here. Bye everyone...muahz

How Does The Saying Go....
Fool me once, shame on you...Fool me twice, shame on me. For the record...I'm no fool! I came to that realization a long time ago and I can see right through you, hazy as you may be, my eyesight is 20/20! I pride myself in my honesty. I reward myself with genuinity, in all that I do, in all that I say, it's my way... or no way. Seems selfish but it's true. As honest as I am, why fuck with you? I deserve everything that I give and am damned if I accept anything less, for I've been down that road and it just leads to uselessness. Communication goes both ways...opposite directions as it goes. Leading one way and not the other, I realize, it must be time to let go. It saddens me to no end...still I cannot comprehend...why you would let go of me as a friend...so... As I've said before, no fool will be at your door...knocking to let them in...long gone...and never again!

Have Ya Ever Care About Someone But Was Scared To Tell Them???
IF YOU THINK OF SOMEONE SPECIAL AND MISS THEM VERY MUCH TELL THEM YOU LOVE THEM NOW BECAUSE YOU MAY NOT SEE THEM AROUND AGAIN LET THEM KNOW YOU CARE BECAUSE TOMARROW MAY NOT COME LET THEM YOU KNOW YOU LOVE THEM NOW SO DONT WAIT TILL TOMARROW TO SAY YOU LOVE THEM BECAUSE TOMARROW MAY BE TO LATE!!!!!!!!

The Perfect Guy
I don't think I ask for too much.I'm not a high maintenance kind of girl. I tend to bitch and moan a lot but in my opinion if you were doing what you should be doing, I'd have no reason to bitch. I want a guy thats secure enough in our relationship that not only will he not mind if other guys look my way or flirt, but be honored because i chose THEM. I want a guy that can be honest with me even when its something i might not want to hear. I want a guy who can just cuddle with me for hours and not be bored. I want a guy that makes me feel like I'm the only one he sees even in a crowded room. I want a guy that makes me feel beautiful even when i KNOW i look like crap. I want a guy that will make sacrifices for me and make me feel safe I want a guy thats not afraid to show and say how he really feels and thinks its ok to cry sometimes Just having one of those days! Look over me!:P I'm hormonal i suppose. *smooches & lix* Tina aka ~Temptress~

His Contest (lol) We Won Most Rates
THIS IS "BUDDIE"..he's my LUVEABLE PUP!... * He's in Cutterbum's "Pimp your Pet" contest and he needs comments and a rate... ** Buddie is a 17-month yellow lab who needs fu-luve from all you dog lovers...he LOVES attention!!! ..please help this luveable pup...

Does This About Cover It???
101 Ways To Annoy People 1. Sing the Batman theme incessantly. 2. In the memo field of all your checks, write "for sensual massage." 3. Specify that your drive-through order is "to go." 4. Learn Morse code, and have conversations with friends in public consisting entirely of "Beeeep Bip Bip Beeep Bip..." 5. If you have a glass eye, tap on it occasionally with your pen while talking to others. 6. Amuse yourself for endless hours by hooking a camcorder to your TV and then pointing it at the screen. < 7. Speak only in a "robot" voice. 8. Push all the flat Lego pieces together tightly. 9. Start each meal by conspicuously licking all your food, and announce that this is so no one will "swipe your grub". 10. Leave the copy machine set to reduce 200%, extra dark, 17 inch paper, 98 copies. 11. Stomp on little plastic ketchup packets. 12. Sniffle incessantly. 13. Leave your turn signal on for fifty miles. 14. Name your dog "Dog." 15. Insist on keeping you

The Unmarked Path
The Unmarked Path Where do we go from here, you and I? Hand in hand, eyes locked. The path ahead is untrodden and wild. Unmarked and free. Shall we walk, into that wild unmarked path? Or choose the safer lane nearby? Where are hands and eyes could not touch. And our hearts would forever cry. -Heaven.

Perks Of Being Over 40
1. Kidnappers are not very interested in you. 2. In a hostage situation you are likely to be released first. 3. No one expects you to run into a burning building. 4. People call at 9 PM and ask, "Did I wake you?" 5. People no longer view you as a hypochondriac. 6. There is nothing left to learn the hard way. 7. Things you buy now won't wear out. 8. You can eat dinner at 4 P.M. 9. You can live without sex but not without glasses. 10. You enjoy hearing about other peoples operations. 11. You get into heated arguments about pension plans. 12. You have a party and the neighbors don't even realize it. 13. You no longer think of speed limits as a challenge. 14. You quit trying to hold your stomach in, no matter who walks into the room. 15. You sing along with elevator music. 16. Your eyes won't get much worse. 17. Your investment in health insurance is finally beginning to pay off. 18. Your joints are more accurate meteorologists than the national weather service. 19. Your

Music Makes Your Soul Dance
I am a music lover !!! I think music can make or break a person. However in the music business you can learn just what the public wants to hear, and if you treat the listeners how you would like to be treated you have reached your goal. I have been in the business only a short time 1 and a half years. I own and operate 4 radio stations , I have great managers and dj's that work as a team. We now are doing band interviews, such as metallica, hydorgen, vixen ect... and we are always looking for good people. There is jflradio that is classic rock, rock, and some metal, then we have jflcountry, jflmetal, jfljazzandblues. So if you are interested in a postion at jfl please go to www.jflradio.com and fill out an application we will respond right back. We also have a well known pulishing corp. called Paramour group that books are bands. Well enough said, thank you for stopping by have a great day!!!!

You Wanna Put Your Midget Where?
Well this new fangled midget thing is all over the blogs and bulletins. I have a different idea. Leave your midgets on my page as a comment. Not every one reads my blogs or bulletins. But lots of people check out my profile everyday. So drop me a comment and leave your midget!

The Pound War... Is It Really Worth It?
I just got off the phone with my agent. Every time I talk to him I get depressed. I am getting a bit on the old side for my job, I know this and accept it as fact. I knew the day would come from the moment I stepped onto the set of my first shoot 10 years ago. My career has aged with me, I started as a pin up for S.G. and went from there to fashion and glamour, and from there to makeup and hair. I want to get into conceptual and art modeling now, so my path can merge with the style I taken with MY art. That aspiration is proving to be a difficult transition. I can't model forever. And I want the transition to be a smooth one. Eek. Anyway, I am way off base here... the conversation with my agent was about a shoot that I am supposed to audition for next month... a fashion shoot, but my agent wants me to lose 20 lbs first...I'm not sure it is that important to me. As I get older, it harder to keep the figure I had at 18, and I accept this gracefully... I am not as thin as I was, b

Tequila And Salt
1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for 2. At least 15 people in this world that you would die for. 3. The only reason that anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned it's back on you, take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you recieved. Forget about the rude remarks. 12. And always remember... when life hands you lemons, ask for tequila and salt, and call me over!!

Member Gone...member Rejoined...
Angelkis resigned from the Circle due to heavy schoolwork load. Southern Charm was gone because she had moved and did not have access to a computer. Southern Charm has now been re-instated. Please add her to your family again. Thank you. HoakieGirl Micki Blue Eyes Jus' Me

Love.your.race
love.your.race (HA HA HA at these mumma$$e$ ) United States July 12, 2008 @ 6:46 pm #152 of 169 Final note.... It's easy to spot out a loser at life. They will fight tooth and nail, and pull out all the stops, just to be victorious in an online forum. If any of you disagree with my racial views, it's perfectly okay. I respect free thinkers, whether they agree with me or not, atleast they're not SHEEP. Free speech above all! __________________________________________________ love.your.race (HA HA HA at these mumma$$e$ ) United States July 13, 2008 @ 11:39 am #166 of 166 It still amazes me that someone can google, copy, and paste something and people fall for it. SHEEP." __________________________________________________ MURK (~n íαmZïΘ∩ï$τpLΘτ) Jacksonville, FL July 13, 2008 @ 3:29 pm #169 of 169 You’re an empty status; your rationalization loiters in disgust due to your own denial and squalor. You fear mankind; you

Ok Friends Family ,she Need Help To Godmother
So i call all friends to help her rate her stash comment ,infact show her BIG TIME LOVE. She rocks and she need help so let's get together and help her out!!!Lucie in the Sky@ fubar and please if can stop by her owner to Bratty Bytch is so awsomeBrattyBytch {Shadow Leveler}{Fu-Owned By ~Seamushardcore~}@ fubar

Mmm Not Shure What To Do
not shure what to to do when shes drunk she cares but the next day she is like we need to chill im just sick of of getting games played she blows me off for different things thats really stupid not sure of what i should really do if yall can help plzz let me kno

Volume L - Reign
I see it. I see a light at the end of a very long tunnel. Yet still, it remains a great distance From my arrival. Within my sight, Beyond my reach. I am called by the gods of night, the lord of madness, the keepers of my heart. I adhere to their witness of death and misery. They, in turn, shall grant me inner peace. This light is actually an extended darkness, one I have become accustomed to. I still see with its faint gleam. My eyes are clear. My mind is focused. My spirit is stronger than humankind. And yet.... and yet.... My inner peace has yet to come.

All The Things I Can Not Promise You...
I can not promise you that we will not fight, because I know how stubborn and foolish I can be... But, I can promise you that whatever we fight about doesn't matter because we will always work it out, and I will always stay and make the effort. I can not promise that I will never cry or that I will never make you cry... But I can promise that I only cry because of the depth of my love, and that when you cry I will kiss each tear because my heart breaks with each tear you cry. I can not promise that you will never fall... But I can promise that I will always be beside you to pick you up, dust you off, nurse your wounds, and support you until you are well and strong. I can not promise you that the road will be smooth and easy to travel... But, I can promise you that together we can find a away through, make a path around, or remove and obstacles in our way. I can not promise you that neither of us will change... But, I can promise that we will change and grow together

Frankie The Dago
So, I was bored and not ready to go to bed yet. I decided to pick on someone who had obviously not gotten his funny bone tickled by my MuMM. My MuMM: His comment: Comment #60, as referred to in the conversation: Following is the resulting conversation from said mumm comment. I know, I know, I broke the shoutbox rule, but, like I said, I was bored and the mumm was dead. As always, bottom to top!!! ->Frankie Th...: I'll link you when it's done. Frankie Th...: Glad I could help you out darlin' ->Frankie Th...: Well, if anything, I guess this gave me interesting blog fodder. ->Frankie Th...: And the mumm was NSFW, so there were no points involved. Next complaint? ->Frankie Th...: How about pumping out puppies WHILE earning a Master's degree? You think I'm going to feel inferior to your intellect when you can't even spell pedestal? Frankie Th...: PS.... great job on the obvious 'POINT WHORE' MuMM... hope you level Frankie Th...: you

Giving Up!
I'm at a point in my life where i have to accept my circumstance,or walk away. I have to give up on something i always wanted and most women have without even wanting it. I'm only 37. Is this really it? Is hope dead? IDK what i'm rambling about. All i know is i hurt!

For You,,,,,,,,, Hope And You Know Who U R
I looked back at the life I loved so very much and wonder , I wonder what road lies ahead for me ? who will be there when I fall ? who will catch me as I lose my footing and slip down the lonely road again . I think about you every day and I wonder why or how you came into my heart ? I wish I had known you in an earlier state in my life. I look at you and I smile, smile with love and hope hope that one day ill find you, that ill find you here, here with me in not only in my heart and mind but in my arms . no one will hurt you ever again. no one will look at you in the light I do . My life has changed so much in the last few months, but over the last few weeks I have looked at life through new love and meaning this is for you Hope p.s please dont let nothing stand in the way of what lays in your heart

And Reality Bites . . . . . . . .
Don’t you find it amusing how we tend to fall in love with those who are the absolute worst for us to fall for? We fall for those that we can’t have no matter how much we desire and long for them; we torture ourselves with the obsession much more than they ever could with their own words. We tend to get ourselves involved in less than ideal situations despite the fact that we know realistically that we never should. We get our hearts broken and our tongues tied of our own doing, the one we fall for does not make us fall for them . . . We do that on our own. Now, it is true that the ones we fall for may manipulate us in some way shape or form in order to make the attraction greater or to speed up the process but in the end that decision to love or care is laid at our feet and not theirs. I just went through all of this in my mind today when I had a free moment here and there . . . I didn’t obsess over it but I came to that conclusion. In the end the pain and disappointment I suf

'just For Fun' Mind Excersize.
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? 2. Your significant other? 3. Your hair? 4. Your mother? 5. Your father? 6. Your favorite thing? 7. Your dream last night? 8. Your favorite drink? 9. Your dream/goal? 10. The room you're in? 11. Music? blues 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? 16. Muffins? 17. One of your wish list items? 18. Where you grew up? 19. The last thing you did? 20. What are you wearing? 21. TV? 22. Your pets? 23. Your computer? 24. Your life? 25. Your mood? 26. Missing someone? 27. Favorite Store? 30. Your summer? 31. Like someone? 32. Favourite color? 33. When is the last ti

Its Auction Time Again
I’M UP FOR AUCTION PLZ COME BID ON ME MY OFFER 200 11s if vip still active pimp out bully saying my new owner owned by in name for a month top friend for month more if bid is high enough CLICK ON THE PIC

His Sex Slave In Training .......part Vii...final Chapter
“It’s really great having you back,” he said leisurely as his breathing slowly returned to normal. “Thank you Sir, it’s really great to be back,” Marcie replied gleefully as the buxom blonde looked up at her handsome Master from her knees while she licked the remains of his manly juices from her lips. “Mistress Samantha raved about your performance last week,” the Germanic gentleman said with glowing eyes as he reached down and lovingly caressed the side of her face. “I’m really glad that I pleased her, Master.” His hazel eyes looked proudly into her brown orbs. “You see, I knew you could do it!” Her pretty blush filled her face and she accepted the gracious compliment while she enjoyed the gentle feel of his hand. “Hilda and I both missed you.” “And I missed you both as well.” “You realize we’ll have to make up for some lost time, of course.” “As you wish Master.” At that point the tone of Hans’ voice suddenly changed. “Mistress Samantha also informed m

I'm Sad...
I'm kinda sad... I could really use some help bombing in a contest... I need a total of 25,000 comments or as close to that as possible by July 21 to win a 25 bling pack... C'mon you know you wanna help me.... If you feel I need to pay you for your time or your comments just send me a private message letting me know what it is I owe you {within reason}... I got this message from the fushop today... what a bummer... Milpitas, CA subject: Your VIP status is going to expire! received: 07/14/2008 05:10 am replied: no block this member Flag as spam You have only 2 days until your VIP status expires! You can renew your VIP status by going to the VIP Signup Page. ** I was in a car wreck this morning, if i'm not around as much today is cause i'm trying to take care of things with that.

My Roots
i was in a quiet mood today, for many reasons and ralized that maybe, a reason to be able to look forward and be hopeful are in my past and origins.. so i made this hope you will like this overviuew of this nice country

My Lounge Layout
PLACE THIS IN THE SKINS AREA /* Changes all the Divs in the Lounge */ div { visibility:show!important; font-family: sans-serif ms; color: #FFFFFF; font-size: 10px; } /* Changes the Lounge Wrapper */ div.new_lounge_wrapper{ background-color:transparent; width:100%; } /* Changes Lounge Staff Text */ span.new_lounge_staff_shout{ visibility:show!important; color:#FFFFFF;} /* text set up for text you say in the chatbox */ div, td { font-color:#00B2EE!important; color:#00B2EE!important; font-size:10pt!important; font-weight:bold!important; text-decoration:none!important; } /* Changes The Motd in the Lounge */ div.new_lounge-motd_div{ text-align:center; font-size:18px; font-weight:bold; margin:10px; color:-; background-color:transparent; border:1px solid white; padding:4; float:none; } /*Saybox(part 1) */ div.new_lounge_shoutbox_enter-data{ width:600px; float:none; } /*Saybox(part 2) */ div

Auctition
VIPERS DOLLHOUSE IS HAVING AN AUCTITION FOR MEMBERS AND STAFF IT WILL TAKE PLACE THE 25TH OF JULY GET WITH ME TO SIGN UP FOR IT OR LEAVE ME A COMMENT ON HERE OR MY YAHOO IS BABYBOO_2007_920 IF UR NOT A MEMBER COME JOIN US WE HAVE FUN AND A KICK ASS LOUNGE > > (repost of original by '⇨VîPË®XP ⇦; /~PET ~/fu married to*♥*~Aphrodite~*♥*& ÐJ ÁÑG3£ÐÁRK♥/OWNE' on '2008-07-14 11:40:29') (repost of original by 'babyboo rogueangel's slave FU-BOMB bels fu hubby and r/l bf' on '2008-07-14 11:41:40') (repost of original by '♥Duckie member of Viper's Dollhouse Inc.' on '2008-07-14 11:52:52')

Master Of Puppets
Theres alot of things that I can say about my friend MOP but one things allways stands out. His ability to open his heart up. Like usual the circumstance of how I came across Mop is forgotten but I remeber feeling completely comfortable with him. Like I had known him forever. We have this uncanning ability to be honest and ourselves when were together. I remeber all the times we stayed up late, sparing in the mumms. Trying to one up the other. I belive I usually win, he might say different but we all know whos the sarcastic bitch around here. I have to say to really be my friend you have to put up with my blunt sometimes way to direct opinions. And boy has Mop heard them all. Its amazing that all it takes to cheer him up is to insert two pencils up my nostrils and call it a day. He reminds me on a constant basis that you can open yourself up and belive that true love is out there. That with allowing yourself to be open to the experiance is the only way to find that speci

Another Version, Same Beautiful Lands
this one is another version made by someone else, about the same country... i found it today when checking for mine and i find it just beautiful. the music going with it is also really moving, so i hope you will enjoy

Quit
i quit smoking today......i'm going out of my f**king mind!!!!!i've been smoking for 31 years,..i am so going thru withdrawals !!!!i'm on the chantix pill but i still want a cigarette!!! any one have any suggestions?

Guardian Angel Or Luck.....you Tell Me...
For those of you that don't know what one is......It's a bell that a friend gets for someone who rides and they tie it on their bike with a piece of string and it's suppose to protect you from harm while riding on the rode. I had a strange experience with this on my trip down south.I didn't used to believe in it but I sure do now. I was traveling down south and met a fellow fubar friend i never net before.We hung around for a bit and got to know each other.As we were talking he must have realized that I didn't have one of these bells hanging from my bike.As the day went on,we were hanging out with some other friends and we went into this biker type shop and he was looking at these bells.I knew about them and told him that you're not supposed to buy them for yourself.Well you can but they don't work as well from what I was told. So he continues looking at them and he picked one up and I said.Hey that's a pretty cool one.Him and his wife looked at me and said.Ya think so.I sa

Some Things Just Piss Me Off...
Soo ok... check this.. I bet there are a lot of women out there who feel the same. but ya know what.. i don't care i am going to bitch and complain cus i can! I am sick and tired of being friends with someone i am starting to dispise.. first of all this person can be soo annoying it makes me soo angry.. Second they can be soo fucken dumb at times it makes me even more angry.. And thirdly i wish i could just slap them upside the head to remind them who in the hell was there for them the whole damn time there life was crumbling down from a far. why did i do it!? because i wanted too.. why did i felt like this person was a part of me and took in with all of my heart. Cus i trusted them. Now it seems that i am just another pawn in there fucken game! That just use when needed.... this really blows... I hate having chick friends.. there such bitches... there soo fucken fake.. and i am soo tired of fucken pleasing everyone UGH!!! I am soo fustrated.. my only true friends are girls who

Today...
Honestly...I was a complete and total bitch today! Fuck everyone that got in my way or looked at me crosseyed...I had something to say about it or a face to make or a hand gesture to accompany it...! Look what happens when I have to function on 3 hours of sleep chock full of responsible parenting, husband happy keeping, friendship relying duties, that lead me into nothing, but a dreadfull, hatefull individual at the end of the day! If you can't say something nice, then don't say anything at all...was NOT my mantra, to say the least! I realized today that I'm the "go to" friend when they need something, anything! Like today, my friend got fired from her job..."oh sucks, yeah, but let me buy you breakfast and lend you a shoulder...did I mention I havn't slept all night? Yeah, don't mind me...I'll just have another cup of coffee." meanwhile...I'm barely awake. Another friend...Need a ride to work? Sure, no problem...my car only has 140,000 miles on it and have you notice

Life Turned Upside Down
What a life-changing four weeks! Four weeks ago, we were on vacation in Yellowstone when we noticed some problems I was having with the left side of my body (left foot scuffing when I walked, drifting to the left, different feeling on the bottom of my left foot versus my right, etc). After a CT scan and MRI on my brain, I was diagnosed with brain tumors. We flew home three days early and I've been in the hospital for the last 25 days (I get released to go home today - yay!). We had a more in-depth MRI and biopsy done on one of the deeper tumors and the final diagnosis is that I have what is called a glioblastoma multiform level 4 (means cancer that started in the brain, the worst kind one can get I've been told). The tumors can't be removed without "me ceasing to be me" which is an option I don't like - I like being me! So, we'll start radiation and chemotherapy tomorrow for six weeks, then higher grade chemotherapy alone for another six months to try to stop, slow, or hopefully

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A Lead To A Warriors Voice...
Okay, dear friends, those who have read my introduction and my previous posts already know that I am a heart patient. I was born with my main heart condition. I only bring this up now beecause my life is always going to be a life of surgeries on and off both major and minor ones. In the introduction to myself I mentioned my pacemaker and my inability to use my wifi settings on my DS. Well, the time is finally upon me, yep. It is time to change the device. I have a surgery date already. August 4th. Normally I take these more minor of operations (compared to what I have had and what lies ahead) with grace and little worries but in light of the wickedly crappy year this has been I am kinda freaking out a bit. To top it off no one else, no other doc other than Dr. Spotnitz from CP in NY has EVER handlede my pacemakers. My ICD, well, others have replaced those but the pacemaker is something else altogether. No pacer equals no life. I live only because of that small device and that odd, bril

I'm So Fucking Irritated
I have now spent a total of 4 hours on the phone with Apple and my internet provider down here. Nothing as been resolved. This all started because my printer won't work. Well I need to download updates. Every time I try to download the updates it says "connection reset by peer" and cancels the download. Apple said it was the internet connection and the internet people say it's Apple. Well I just spent an hour and a half on the phone with this guy from Apple who had no idea what he was doing. He was actually quite annoying. Just that irritating kind of guy. He did absolutely nothing to remedy the situation other than waste my cell minutes. Now he says I have to call back later and have them talk me through a re-install. If I lose all my files I swear I'm going to flip my fucking lid. I just want my printer to work. I don't see what's so hard about that. The nearest apple store is an hour and a half away. I have to be at a lunch by 11:30 and I didn't get to take my shower like I wanted t

L.t.d.:the Summerland
Okay, small note, dear friends, this is part three of my Learning to Dance poems. You all have already seen the last poem among the first blogs I ever posted. I found this one late last night and think that part of being a strong warrior is acceptance of what lies ahead, someday... Learning to Dance: The Summerland There is a place that I await, and yes, it waits for me. When time stands still and my death is near, so begins my journey, to the Summerland. I've learned to Dance, I've tangoed the Will and the Way. With every Mosh, from every Pit, I've finally found my way. So, be it now, or be it years, The Summerland awaits... And when I go, you will know, for you'll hear me sing as I dance away! -Heaven

Power Outage Last Night
Just to let everyone know I am so sorry if you gave me any love yesterday I will be unable to return it! Everything was deleted including my friend requests! Please if you asked me to be your friend or left me love re-request and pm me for the love and ill get to you! Man this sucks! Im also working on re-rating everyone too. Hope everyone has a great week!

All Are Loved
To love is the key elememnt to survival. It is for love that we can accomplish the impossible and even the improbable. So this is from my inner warrior to all of you... All Are Loved I am small, but I am feirce. My strength lies in my will. Tenacity was born in my desire, to live, to love, and to fullfill each day, each breath, as if all I did had a ripple effect. Kind words and smiles can arm me, with the grace and style, I choose as my weapons. To spread the word. That we are all. And ALL are loved! -Heaven

Pet Peave
so tired of idiots on here.. who rate ya low..then have there page accessible only to friends. If you can dish it out..you can recieve it. This ho rated me a 3.. when i sent her a ty card for being the bitch she was..she rated me a 2. · lilhcap22 re-rated your photo a '2' from a '3'! · lilhcap22 rated your photo a '3'!

Hey This Is My Last Blog Ever On Fubar
THIS IS JUST TO SAY TOALL MY FRIENDS ON MY LIST AND FAMILY MEMBERS THT THIS WILL BE THT TIM I EVE CME ON THE WEBSTE WAN THX U FROM THE BOTTOM OFMY HEART AND ILL CHERISH UR FRIENDSHIP FOREVER WITH ME I KNOW SOME FRIENDS O MY LIST WILL NOT GETTHE CHANCE TO SEE THIS BUT PLEASE TELL THEM WHY AND THT I HAVE LEFT ITS FOR MY OWN REASONS THT IM LEAVING THIS FINE SITE FO THOSE OF U THT HAE ME ON MSN HERES MY ADDY>jprvd420@hotmail.com ad me if u want Fr Thos ofu Heres My Yahoo Addy milliganj77yahoo.com please feel free to add me :)bye to lll thx u fr the love and friendship tht u hav showin me ths video will show tht u are my friends for ever and ever and nothing will change tht thx all and bye bye xoxoxxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoox

Back To His Same Old Bs
☠Azriel¢â☠ owner of ¢¾ Alana aka 'Kitty ¢¾DJ for Diablo's Den@ fubar LADIES BEWARE!!!! AZRIEL IS BACK AND HE IS UP TO HIS OLD TRICKS!!! AS WE ALL KNOW... HE BID ON ME AWHILE AGO FOR A HAPPY HOUR AND A 30DAY BLAST! NEVER PAID... NOW HE IS OFFERING YOU A HAPPY HOUR FOR 1 MILLION FU BUX!! JUST A WARNING GET YOUR HAPPY HOUR FIRST AS HE TOLD ME AND A FEW OTHERS HE IS BROKE AND HAS NO JOB!! I AM TIRED OF HIS LYING!! SO I AM WARNING YOU ALL!! P.S. LADIES IF HE IS TELLING YOU HE LOVES YOU AND WANTS TO BE WITH YOU.... JOIN THE CLUB LOL!! AND THIS IS NOT A PERSONAL ATTACK! THIS IS FACTS AND PEOPLE NEED TO KNOW!!! ☠Azriel™☠ owner of ♥ Alana aka 'Kitty ϖ

Re- Rating Once Again
Hi , Well I guess the powers that be don't want us to use are 11's up by rating pics . They would rather have us re rate profiles . I guess when the site went down last night we lost all the re rating we had done . This really sucks . Hope everyone is doing well . Have a great day and a even better week . Tom

My Uncle
a couple months ago my uncle found out he had cancer. If his drs would have been doing their jobs he wouldnt be where he is now. He had radiationn to try and kill it off but ending up getting 3rd degree burns on his lower half. He cant undress without having to take a shower first to get his clothes to not stick to him. he had surgry on june 23rd to get rid of the rest and is really not doing well. he had to go back in because he got infected where they did the surgry. Please keep him in your thots and prayers that he can fight this and get better. I am really worried, and scared for him.

Life Lessons From A Dog's World
If a dog was a teacher you would learn simple things like: When loved ones come home, always run to greet them. Never pass up the opportunity to go for a joyride. Allow the experience of fresh air and the wind in your face to be pure ecstasy. Take naps. Stretch before rising. Run, romp, and play daily. Thrive on attention and let people touch you. Avoid biting when a simple growl will do. On warm days, stop to lie on your back on the grass. On hot days, drink lots of water and lie under a shady tree. When you're happy, dance around and wag your entire body. Delight in the simple joy of a long walk. Eat with gusto and enthusiasm. Stop when you have had enough. Be loyal. Never pretend to be something you're not. If what you want lies buried, dig until you find it. When someone is having a bad day, be silent, sit close by and nuzzle them gently. Be always grateful for each new day

3-some
How about this You and the Latino girl I seen this morning Kissing like that while I'm on my knee with your leg propped up on my shoulder I will handle your inner thighs, sucking on your luscious red swollen lips with a dildo in one hand working it I love the taste of your peach juice the other hand playing with her little peach I look up and your all over her c size breasts which really stirs me up so I start working fast at this time she starts to moan so we make our way to the bed where she lays on her back and you find your way right between her thighs going to town by now I am as hard as a rock and your dripping wet she starts to get louder and louder I can't stop now you are starting to squirt with in seconds both of you are quivering with excitement coming towards me for mine both of you wrap lips around my shaft and kiss around it up and down one would break and play with my balls while the other never missed a beat

H.i.m. - Poison Girl
I did it all just for her I did it all just for her And love wants us dead Just me and my poison girl A prey she was For the crulety of love While its serpent inside crawled Straight towards her heart And the coldest kiss Love ceased to exist While we grew apart Like never before I did it all just for her I did it all just for her And love wants us dead Just me and my poison girl I did it all just for her I did it all just for her And love's heart is dead For me and my poison girl The fire in her eyes Grew dim and then died As the poison inside Reached her heart And the coldest bliss Faith ceased to exist As we grew apart Like never before I did it all just for her I did it all just for her And love wants us dead Just me and my poison girl I did it all just for her I did it all just for her And love's heart is dead For me and my poison girl The taste of the poison On her lips is of a tomb I did it all just for her I did it all

The Purple People Eater
Are you obsessed with the color purple? If you are then hop on the latest train designed JUST for purple fanatics! Just Rate, Fan and Add the following people, then send aGEM4life a fu message saying you've done so and you too can become a Purple People Eater!! aGEM4lifeFounder LadyღKateCo-Founder HersheyK Luckyblue ^sin^ Lucie in the Sky BrattyBytch ~Metal Baby~

Please Help
Easy Rider is in a contest and needs your fu help!! All my friends out there i am going to ask something and i will find out who my true friends really are or if they are fake. I am in a contest for comments and i need help so if anyone want to help me there help is welcome Click on this pic to go help out...Thanks bunches!!

Leaving Fubar
As of a long hard thought I am going to be leaving fubar for awhile. I may return as of yet who knows. I met some really great friends on here most of which already know my email. As far as others go I am not sure who wants to know it so I will not post it up here. I will leave the profile up for a little while to see if anyone wants to keep in touch. If you do want to keep in touch send me a message with your email or yahoo messenger ID and I will add you. I will be checking periodically to see if anyone wants to keep in touch. After a little bit of time I will delete my account. Goodbye to all my friends and I wish you all the happiness in the world.

Inapropriate Comments..
We all know that Fubar don't allow certain images that they feel are inappropriate NSFW in pic folders. But I have to go onto approving comments, I had a chat with Sandy the other day cause some of them I have had to delete. I'm no prude far from it but when certain images start appearing on my page in front of my Step-daughter who is in the same room then I have to do something. Where people put NSFW on a pic or even a folder I know not to view it until she is not in the room, I'm sure others of you with kids may also feel the same. The pictures I choose to view in NSFW are often very good art not offensive but even Sandy is considering using the " approval of comments" first neither of us want to do this and we hope this doesnt stop you sending us comments cause we do enjoy receiving them but for me I have to be careful, Bex is a SN child/adult and until she is 19 the social services keep them on their books for other things like respite, my concern could be she could go in

The Ex
Just checked my myspace, and holy shit! I got a message from my Ex from 6 yrs ago. He was Russian too, and I and my mom helped him out alot when he was just fresh off the boat and had tons of troubles. I've been with him for 2 1/2 yrs, and we had pretty big plans before we had to break it off for various reasons. Two people with mental issues should never be together,lol. He said he is expecting a kid in Sept and wants to get together sometime for coffee. I know he is not tryin to get in my pants, but shit would be awkward...

What Would You Do
What would you do if i woke up next to you in bed? 1) Go back to sleep 2) Slap me 3) Cuss me out 4) Stop drinking so much. Damn! 5) Just tell me to leave 6) Climb on top of me and cuddle 7) F**k me 8) Make me breakfast 9) Ask me my name 10) Call the cops 11) Other (Please specify) lol please reply. Then send to your other friends and see how many and which answers you get, see how many people want you in their bed...you might be surprised by the answers you get back

How The Hell
ok you know what Im gonna get on a soap box here ok you know I am tryin my best to make my louge grow but how the hell can you grow a lounge when people come and leave because Im the only one there come on people spend some time there spread the word a bit you know dont just come and leave because I m the only one there

Strategy For America
Strategy for America (Robin Williams, wearing a shirt that says "I love New York" in Arabic ) You gotta love Robin Williams.... Even if he's nuts! Leave it to Robin Williams to come up with the perfect plan. What we need now is for our UN Ambassador to stand up and repeat this message. Robin Williams' plan...(Hard to argue with his logic!) 'I see a lot of people yelling for peace but I have not heard of a plan for peace. So, here's one plan.' 1) The US will apologize to the world for our 'interference' in their affairs, past and present. You know, Hitler, Mussolini, Stalin, Tojo, Noriega, Milosevic, Hussein, and the rest of those 'good ole boys'. We will never 'interfere' again. 2) We will withdraw our troops from all over the world, starting with Germany , South Korea , the Middle East, and the Philippines . They don't want us there. We would station troops at our borders. No one all

Wtf Is This!
I REALLY DON'T GET THIS SITE! I MEAN WTF IS THIS SITE A DATING SITE OR AN ONLINE BAR.. SHYT AT BARS IN REAL LIFE THERE ARE COUPLES THERE.. I MEAN WE GET A NOTICE SAYING WE ARE IN VOLATION (SP) OF THEIR CODES FOR HAVING A COUPLES ACCT.. CUZ ITS A SHARED ACCT.. I MEAN FVCK!! ARE YOU KIDDING ME!!!!!! THERE ARE ALOT OF COUPLES ON HERE... SO TELL ME IS THIS A DATING SITE OR WHAT.. CUZ WE OBVIOUSLY DON'T KNOW.. !!!!!!!!

The Chains That Bind
What is it I've barely slept in weeks. I could tell you why, if I knew. I've spent hours staring at dark ceilings, brightened windows, rivers and beach trying to figure out what the point of it all is, what my destiny in life is. People say it's for a job, money, giant houses to make you happy. Others say its for love of family and friends. Still others say religion or freedom or any other number of things. Is it really? Is it for one of those things? For all of them? Will that job you have earned through hard work and determination, through trails of blood and sweat make you happy? What about the woman the likes of which you never thought existed, the one that makes you forget all the rest. Is she the answer? Or is it your achievements in life, the goals you set and complete, the 10lbs you damn near broke your body to add onto your bench press. Are these what we're here for? What keeps us chained down, what binds us so tightly that there seems to be no way out? Bette

Plenty Of Orgasms
Sex in a boat = Oargasms Sex with a nerd = Dorkgasms Sex at the entrance to your house = Doorgasms Sex on the carpet or linoleum = Floorgasms Sex at the supermarket = Storegasms Sex with wild pigs = Boargasms Sex at a Stephen King movie = Horrorgasms Sex with a prostitue = Whoregasms Sex with a storyteller = Loregasms Sex with an accountant = Boregasms Sex while sleeping = Snoregasms Sex with Arthur = Dudley Mooregasms Sex with cartoon donkeys = Eeyoregasms Sex while broke = Poorgasms Sex with a LEO = Roargasms Sex for hours and hours on end = Soregasms Sex on a golf course = Foregasms Sex with a nymphomaniac = Ready for Moregasms Sex in a gold mine = Oregasms Sex with a dermatologist = Poregasms Sex with the vice president = Al Goregasms Sex with chocolate marshmallows = S'moregasms Sex with a bullfighter = Toreadorgasms Sex with a masked man carrying a sword = Zorogasms Sex on the beach = Shoregasms Sex when you get an award = Honogas

Amazingly Simple Home Remedies
AMAZINGLY SIMPLE HOME REMEDIES: AVOID CUTTING YOURSELF WHEN SLICING VEGETABLES BY GETTING SOMEONE ELSE TO HOLD THE VEGETABLES WHILE YOU CHOP. AVOID ARGUMENTS WITH THE FEMALES ABOUT LIFTING THE TOILET SEAT BY USING THE SINK. FOR HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE SUFFERERS ~ SIMPLY CUT YOURSELF AND BLEED FOR A FEW MINUTES, THUS REDUCING THE PRESSURE ON YOUR VEINS. REMEMBER TO USE A TIMER. A MOUSE TRAP PLACED ON TOP OF YOUR ALARM CLOCK WILL PREVENT YOU FROM ROLLING OVER AND GOING BACK TO SLEEP AFTER YOU HIT THE SNOOZE BUTTON. IF YOU HAVE A BAD COUGH, TAKE A LARGE DOSE OF LAXATIVES. YOU'LL BE AFRAID TO COUGH. YOU ONLY NEED TWO TOOLS IN LIFE - WD-40 AND DUCT TAPE. IF IT DOESN'T MOVE AND SHOULD, USE THE WD-40. IF IT SHOULDN'T MOVE AND DOES, USE THE DUCT TAPE. IF YOU CAN'T FIX IT WITH A HAMMER, YOU'VE GOT AN ELECTRICAL PROBLEM. DAILY THOUGHT: SOME PEOPLE ARE LIKE SLINKIES - NOT REALLY GOOD FOR ANYTHING BUT THEY BRING A SMILE TO YOUR FAC

Hypocrits
a quote from someones page... --------------------------- so before you go and block me, remove me from your list or remove your crush or whatever dumb shit you're going to do, realize it's the i-n-t-e-r-n-e-t and GROW UP! --------------------------- makes me want to tell them the exact same thing. getting mad at people blocking you, being removed from a list, or deleting you as their crush is as childish as they get. GROW UP

True Love Is Forever
She had been anticipating this day for months. Now that it had finaly arrived, she was as nervous as she was excited. As sge got ready to finally meet him she thought back... all the long telephone conversations, the webcam sessions, the pictures. All of that was about to be replaced and she would be able to touch him, feel him. A shiver ran through her and she thrilled at the excitement. Taking a deep breath, she grabbed her keys and headed for the airport. Upon arriving at the airport, her excitement reached a peak and she began to tremble slightly. Excitement slowly and slightly turned to worry. "What if he doesnt like me?" She thought. No, that was just silly. Bracing herself, she went to find the man she had been dreaming of. Looking around the airport terminal, she didnt see him at first. Checking with the clerk she found that his plane had just landed and they would be unloading shortly. She sat down and concentrated on breathing. Her mind began to wander towards t

Randomness To The 74th Degree
1. Do you have any pets? Many. Seven to be exact. 2. What color shirt are you wearing? Brown. 3. Name three things that are physically close to you: Phone, cigarettes, water bottle. 4. What is the last book you read? Just Listen - Sarah Dessen 5. Are you or were you a good student? I was. Then I got into college, and completely bombed. 6. What's your favorite sport? Ice hockey owns my soul. 7. Do you enjoy sleeping late? Not really. Unless I really need it. 8. What's the weather like right now? Clear skies, cool. 9. Who tells the best jokes? Comedian wise? I dunno. I got lots of favorites. 10. What was the last thing you dreamed about? I don't remember my dreams. 11. Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed? Yes. Been driving for 4 years. No wrecks yet ::knocks on wood::. 12. Do you believe in karma? Yes. What goes around definitely comes around and bites you in the ass. Speaking from first hand experience here. 13. Do you believe in lu

Leave Me Alone (i'm Lonely)
Wanted to post this song because its always been one of my favorite songs and describes me too well whenever i am actually in a relationship. LMFAO! Go away Give me a chance to miss you Say goodbye It'll make me want to kiss you I love you so Much more when you're not here Watchin all the bad shows Drinking all of my beer I don't believe Adam and Eve Spent every goddamn day together If you give me some room there will be room enough for two Tonight Leave me alone I'm lonely Alone I'm lonely I'm tired Leave me alone I'm lonely Alone I'm lonely tonight I don't wanna wake up with another But I don't wanna always wake up with you either No you can't hop into my shower All I ask for is one ***kin' hour You taste so sweet But I can't eat the same thing every day Cuttin off the phone Leave me the ***k alone Tomorrow I'll be beggin' you to come home Tonight Leave me alone I'm lonely Alone I'm lonely I'm tired Leave me alone I'm lonely Alone I'm lone

Well
well bald hunk you have been coming to my profil for awhile i have not had any complaints but yours,just because i wont talk to you,well hun you need too take a prozack and wait in line.and if you dont think im worth it then stay off my page and delete me as a friend!i dont need the dramma

Mirror Me
My soul reflects yours and transcends all doubts. Creating an infinite love our passionate feelings intertwine with the common thread found inside the linings of our hearts. This filament could never be stretched or torn unless the burdens of the outside world were to intervine. Love has no mercy for those who seek it. Let the angels guide us through the labyrinth of our minds. Shadows of ardor silhouette our hearts and drench our souls with elated bliss. Love is a canvas painted by God and simply embroidered with our imaginations.

Fubucks For Bling & Rates!!!! Paying 2 Million For An Auto 11 Bling!!!!!
I wanna make the Impossible Possible My man just got to Prophet...... But He has been on here 2 Years and I wish I could get him to Oracle Soon and that is gonna be hard, Yes I know you may be thinking (THIS WOMAN IS CRAZY!!) Yes I'm Crazy in love for this man!! Well my whole thing here is that I have seen people go down over 300k in one day without a Happy Hour and with the Auto 11 bling I have seen people drop over 1 million points a day...... I have Been trying to get one of my AUCTIONS to give to him or go and Exchange them for Fu-Bucks but I have Found nothing...

My Poems.
All my poems or newer poems will bi In the dunno section In my stash,I'm back to writing but my poems are all dark for now.I found out something that made me very emotional today.That has really hurt me,so when I'm hurt my poems are dark In nature.My poetry takes on a writing style of how I'm feeling when I'm writing them.But I know that there are some of my friends that like the dark poems so you can read them If you want to do so.

Hard On
A guy dies whilst making love to his wife. A few days later the undertaker calls her and says, "Your husband still has a hard-on, what shall I do with it?" The wife replies, "Cut it off and shove it up his arse!" The undertaker does as he is told. On the day of the funeral the wife visits her husband for the last time and sees a tear rolling down his face, so she whispers in his ear, "It fucking hurts doesn't it!"

Positives And Negatives
Interesting enough I have always been facinated with logically positive and logically negative statements, and how we as human beings react to them(rational, or reflectional), use them(linguistically, pragmatically, and practical reason). It seems strange to even wonder why we ought to look at such a thing under a microscope with philosophy, and examine what are two large categories that are necessary to the species of all declarative statements. I believe that the examination of these kinds of statements is important for a lot of reasons, but particularly, as in Wittgenstein, we are concerned with not the rational response, e.g. how these species of statements ought to be used, much like a Kantian imperative, but more so how they are used, and under what conditions, or rather what are the conditions that allow them to be used in such and such a way. Positive statements carry with them much more burden than negative ones it would seem in general. For to say that a thi

Chiefs Message
Dear Members, Todays Subject is Native American Artifacts. These Artifacts could include such things as Lances,Mandellas, Feathers and other such things. We are to show reverance to those who own them in there home by not touching them or first kindly ask the one the owns it to touch it. If we are the ones that own it they are to smudged with either cedar or white sage followed by in most cases sweet grass in a circle motion clock wise this represents the circle of mother earth. In some cases some stop at the 4 directions and offer prayer. Hope this helps a little since it was a question sent to me. Many Blessings, Chief Native American Pride Miracle Monkey (Dave)

Fu Nazis
so,i get my salutes rejected ,when i ask why,suddenly my pics start getting flagged by the smae bouncer-van wrecker-wtf .a salute used to be an option,now its another way for these bouncer stooges to keep you down.fuck fubar

Baby's
PMTurn your sound on too !..YOU HAVE NO HEART IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS !December 4th, 2007, Jessica Sherwood had to do something no mother should ever have to do.At 2:29 pm Jessica made a very tough, but the right decision to take her little 3 month old daughter off life support In memory of little London Marie, i thought id start a little forward..Jessica had a message that i want every one to know..This is what Jessica said:"If anyone has kids, make sure that you keep them with you the whole time. Don't give then to anyone that you don't trust. Trust me, I thought that I trusted Josh. But now as of December 4, 2007 at 2:29 AM, she is gone. My one & only baby . & He is going to pay FOREVER, even if he gets out of jail scott free, he will be dead no matter what. & To all my friends that know London, I am very angry & upset that I lost the love of my life, my babygirl. She died on her three month birthday . London had six fractured ribs, both of her legs were fracture, & her brain was so

Way I Feel
I love the way I feel when you touch me. The way you Dominate me. The way you make me squirm. The goose bumps that run down my body with your touch, your words, your breath on my neck. You make me weak, you turn me on, you make me FEEL. I want to please you.I long to please you. YOur approval. I want to be at your control.....

Everyone Plz
EVERYONE THIS WOMAN JUST DID SOMETHING THAT WAS SO SWEET.. I DONT KNOW HER ALL THAT WELL I JUST KNOW SPIKE LOVES HER SO SHES GOT TO BE GREAT.. AND EVEN THOUGH WE DONT KNOW EACH OTHER ALL SO MUCH SHE STILL DID SOMETHING THAT WAS JUST MAJOR COOL.. ID LIKE TO REPAY HER BUT IM GOING TO NEED YOUR HELP MY FUBAR FRIENDS.. PLZ HELP ME GIVE THANKS TO HER AND LETS RATE THE HELL OUT OF HER PAGE PLZ GUYS.. TY TY ¡ÙWonder_Woman¢â¡Ù@ fubar

This Week At The Opera..
As the ringing screaching hums and ooo ooo ooo ooo's of the opera shatter the halls of my skull and I evaluate all my recent events and mishaps and exactly unthought out and spontaneous actions and reprives of miscontent that is me, twiddling my thumbs , racking my brain, doing all the checks and balances that are required day to day.. Im out of check, Im out of Balance.. Im out of Order, lacking purpose, lacking luster, lacking lacking lacking.. and then, another voice rings the halls, a fresh new sound for the audience of one that I am, very smooth, very exciting, its brand new, but its been there for a while.. always just as pretty always as if Id never heard it before, captivating, fascinating, fullfilling.. wow it makes ME feel fullfilled? Me of all people, the one who is always moving , like a shark in search for water to pass his gills.. this feeling, the one I have dropped to my knee's and prayed for so many times, excruciating to ask for simple blessings muchless for one so se

Amanda
Am sry for hurting and saying stuff to my ex about u. I was trying to get her back am for the am sry but am done with her and her lies. I got someone who like me for me and might give me chacn but we are taking thing slowly. I will not say who she is bc i don't crystal or anyone who hate me ruin a good thing. What said on yahoo with u i meant it and i thought u meant to. I think if want to have friendship the let have one but not staping each other in the back. i just want friend with heart and soul lie i think u have.

Grrr
So for those that care or friends that wanted to know.. the wedding is still on for october and the stress for that hasnt completely set in,,, but however my best friend of 23 is getting married in 3 weeks and im her maid of honor and that im stressing about.. soo much to finish planning from the bridal shower, to bachlelorette galore.. who knew hers would stress me out more.. though im sure mine will when time gets closer... but for those that dont care oh well you shouldnt be reading this.. but those that do.. i have of course the place reserved and paid for.. we are getting married outdoors and we have this huge clubhouse rented out as well,,, i have booked my dj, planned the food and such.,,, i have my dress and the bridesmaids are on order.... the biggest part now is the massive amounts of beer and liqour and alcohol license i need...lol.. but hey its not worth losing my mind over.. i might just need a shot before i walk down the aisle...!!

Circut Court Misdameanors
It seems in the state of michigan while on at work you can get screwed In 1999 while on duty delivering keys to a hold up alarm I was in a auto accident i plead no contest to the accident due to the fact I can't remember what happen now I can;'t get a decent job unless I pay a lawyer to get my records cleaned and I can't get records cleaned with all my money going to gas and child support wow what a way to keep people down. They told me some one was killed in the accident I don't remember anything about it and now it seems it will haunt me for life

Not Sure Where This Is Going
I think that in the next few weeks, my time on Fubar will be minimal at best. It isn't because of any drama, because I don't care about that, and even if I did, I am too lazy and computer illiterate to do anything about it anyway. I have a few personal things going on, and it's finally to the point that I need to focus some attention elsewhere for a bit. I go Monday to talk to my Dr., and if nothing has changed, I shall be getting an MRI to see what can be done to make the pain go away. It has been bad for 3 months, as you all have read, and has flared up in the past since I've been 20ish. I'm hoping for surgery, it it comes down to it. I'm tired of Vicodin. I'm tired of 4 hours of sleep a day. I'm tired of only being able to comfortably sit when in my work truck, and nowhere else. It's adding up to a big depression jag, and I don't want to subject everyone on here to that. So I'll be minimally on. If you need help, and don't get a response from me, Princess can gi

New Music
WELL, I PLAYED LAST NIGHT AT THE "ANTIQUE SANDWITCH CO." IN TACOMA LAST NIGHT AND HAD A BLAST. IT WAS BROADCAST LIVE ON AIR ON 90.8 KVTI. WHEN I GOT DONE WITH MY SET, I HAD LOADS OF PEOPLE COMING AND THANKING ME FOR PLAYING SLACK-KEY. I WAS PRECEEDED BY A GENTLEMAN PLAYING SOME SPANISH MUSIC WHICH GOT THE MOOD SET RIGHT FOR MY MUSIC. ANY WAY, I HAV'NT SET A DATE YET FOR THE "BLUE MOON TAVERN" IN THE UNIVERSITY DISTRICT BY SEATTLE. I'LL UPDATE EVERYONE WHEN THAT COMES ABOUT. TAKE CARE ALL.

Inapropriate Comments Update...
Hi again Sandy and I have been discussing the " profile comments problem. We have decided the following : That when Bex is at school or in bed we will switch it back so that the comments go straight on the profile page and dont need permission etc it is then up to us whether we delete them or not. But when her ladyship is about lol ... the pending comment approval will apply. So if you suddenly get sent for approval you know lady moo is in the building lol! Thanks again.. Porl...

Cpr
I am actually glad that my children know CPR. I know that if needed they will be able to help each other or someone else in that time of need. Oh my god did they forget that you can't do that to someone that is breathing?! Apparently so! Alex thought it would be "cool" to do CPR on Max. Holy mother of god! Have I said that I love my children. Really I do.

Embracing My Destiny
less than a week after my high school graduation I joined the Marines. It wasn't about the money, or benefit's, or school, or training. All I knew was they were the biggest bang for the buck. After two year's in my attitude had drastically changed. Brother's in arm's could instantly recognize my attitude, I was broken. After wasting 4 year's of my life i returned. People still ask me about the war with an air of awe about them. I tell them it's over rated. Even if they wanted to (and most of them want to) understand, most of them are too weak to accept the very harsh reality. The reality of a world severely over populated, our numbers plaguing our earth mother with a destructive force that dwarfs the worlds second most destructive species, locus, with absolutely one single natural predator... our selves. A predator who refuses the responsibility of cleansing the bloodlines, of the weak, the tainted, and corrupt. The reality of a world where we need oil. Yet

Dreams Can Come True
A Secret Scrolls message from Rhonda Byrne Creator of The Secret How can you make a big dream come true? You need to have one secret element, and when you have that secret element, nothing will get in your way. That element is an intense desire! You must desire something with all of your heart to manifest it. Often the difference between those who manifest something and those who do not, is the element of desire. When you have a burning desire for something you ignite a fire within you that attracts with an incredible force. The law of attraction is magnetically drawn to that intense fire element in you, and it responds by gathering all universal forces to make your dream come true. Very often we ask for things because we think our life will be better with those things, but inside of us we do not have an immense desire for those things. When you don't feel that immense desire within you, you are receiving guidance telling you that this is not something you really w

New Angry Poem By Yours Truly
Woe to my heart, for my dreams that have fallen apart. Dreams of love and family die away, and everything seems impossible with everyday. I try and try to get out of this rut, but it always seems something always knocks me back down on my butt! Some are chosen for the easy life, It seems I was chosen for a world of strife. Was it something I have done wrong, that Karma keeps me singing this sad song? What penance must I perform, to calm this tragic storm? Someday, somehow, something has got to give, because damn it I want my turn in life to live!!!

There Comes A Time
THERE COMES A TIME There comes a time in every young girl's life when she wants to marry and be a young man's wife There comes a time when they need to remember to the end it's good to be lovers but first you have to be friends One has to be the ying to the other one’s yang one has to be the umbrella to the other one’s rain There comes a time when she wants a white gown and maids with frilly dresses on and a groom and groomsman in black tuxedos and wearing Stetsons There comes a time they need to know marriage is about more than a bride and a groom it's about being together and letting your love bloom Try to keep things moving at an even pace hold on to your love tight while giving it space Never hide anything, leave nothing in the dark keep things interesting, always looking for that spark You need to be the air that the other one breaths and be the tree for the other one's leaves You need to be the strength for the other's weakness within and be the

A Little Advice Please???
Alright so I got a friend that is a HUGE alcoholic... he's fallen down and hit his head several million times and I belive hes become more dumb cause of it... tonight he got arrested for being drunk in publik... I always confront him about it but he never listens to a word I have to say because he's a Cancer... not dissing on Cancers or nothing but they seem to always only care about themselfs and they have no respect for others... now he thinks always that Im dumb as fuck cause I'm Agorephobic not something I can help easyly... well he use to live with me and heres where the respect thing comes in is he wreked all my parents cars and bashed in their walls... yes no respect what so ever he jumps from one home to another for being a asshat and then he calls me to pick up the pieces... although never listens to a word I have to say... The Bible teaches in Proverbs that people like this we should not waste are time with... because they will never learn... but I have such a big heart that

A Scam Or Not??
BEWARE OF THIS SPOTLIGHT SCAM!! WHEN I TOLD HIM WHEN HE SENT ME THE HH I WOULD SEND HIM THE MILLION FUBUCKS BUT THAT WE WANTED TO SEE THE HH FIRST HE AGREED>AFTER TWO DAYS I SENT HIM THE FOLLOWING AND THIS IS WHAT I GOT BACK AS YOU CAN CLEARLY SEE I HAVE THE MONEY AND MORE IF I NEED TO GET IT IFTHIS IS NOT FALSE ADVERTISING FOR A SPOTLIGHT THEN PUT UP THE HH OR RETRACT THAT BULLETIN! HERE IS THE LINK FOR THE ORIGINAL BULLY I GAVE HIM PLENTY OF TIME TO ANSWER WHEN I ASKED HIM WHY ADVERTISE AS WELL http://www.fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=2248942772#

Gone For A Few Days
Well ya'll fun times are here again, Im leaving tommorrow for a 4 day tubing trip down the Niobrara River in NW Nebraska. Its a 2 time a year thing i do and its a blast...lazy days and crazy nights. Be back on tuesday, share the love with ALL the friends on my list and me too while im gone. PEACE OUT

Salutes For Rates
I've been on Fubar for two years now. I joined back in June of 06 (deleted old account). Anyhow levels really never meant anything to me and still I really don't have to be a certain level to be happy. But, I really want to be a Godmother. So here is the deal. For all of those who help me out by rating pictures or stash I will make a salute for you. If you rate pictures and stash I will make a salute and a custom graphic. There are examples of the graphics I can make in my stash. Send me a private message when done so I know to make yours!! Thanks!!!

My Thoughts As A Soldier
First let me start off by sayiing that a soldiers point of view.I believe in everything that we stand for and try to help other countries.With that said,I do believe that the loss of American lives could be avoided alltogether. When the Towers in New york were attacked, We should have , without hesitation,Sent our entire fleet of B-52s over there and start bombing with sure fury and retalitation that the terrorist would second think any action.Just tell all the warm and fuzzy tree hugging assholes out there to deal with it and bomb them into history.Drop everything we have in our arsenal from conventional to nucular.Start with Iraq and finish when we got into Pakastan.Remove that region from the face of the earth.They do nothing but cause continued human sufferage and think they are superior to any othe nation. If any other country,(FRANCE)had any problem with our solution.Tell them they can go to hell as well.I don't care what other countries think about us and would rather ke

1 Word Game
thought this sounded like too much fun to pass up. The Game is on!!! And you're IT! Describe ME in one word.... just one single word. Send it to me and to me in a comment . Then send this message to all your friends and see how many strange and interesting things they say about you. This is really fun. leave me a comment with 1 word. limited to one word!!! The Game is On !!

Please Go Help Her!!
So, this awesome friend of mine needs some help! She really REALLY wants a VIP! She is offering 500 11's for it, and I'm also offering 500 11's for it to help her get it! That's 1,000 11's!!!!Even if you absolutely cannot VIP her (although I wish you would) please at least go rate, fan, add, bling, blast, crush -- the whole 9 yards!! You will NOT be disappointed! I promise!!baby lette@ fubarThanks soo much in advance from both of us!!

My Collar
What it means to me. A Beautiful Piece of leather or silver (depends on the situation) adorns my neck. Placed by your hands. It is as scared as my wedding ring. This is my symbol and of our devotion to each other. My devotion to you. I was on my knees when you placed it on my neck my favorite place to adore you. I love to kneel before you. I am yours, Owned. I give you my trust to do as you please. I will obey you always.

The Marks ...
As I Lay here thinking the thought of you , consumes me. I try to think of something different.. My thoughts always come back to you. The look in your eyes. The way your touch makes me quiver. Now I lay here trying to sleep. Thinking of you taking me, making me yours. My body limp in your control. You push me down onto the bed. You force my arms above my head. Feel the metal rubbing my wrist. I tell you the cuffs are tight. You just smile. You start to undress me slowly then with force. I feel my panties tear. You smile with satisfaction of the ripping of the lace. Laying there not knowing what to expect. You kiss me hard my head pressed against the bed. Working your way down I fell you bite my neck, then your mouth on my nipples, hard and erect.Sucking my nipples softly then harder. The sucking turns into biting. “it hurts” I whisper. You smile and bite even harder. I whimper softly as you alternate the biting for pinching. The pain causes my body to tingle. I can feel the warmt

Omg Lmfao!!!!
Stole this from Slirpa....... HILLARIOUS! ************************************************** It's long, I know...but please read :D ******************************************************* An elderly woman walked into the Bank of Canada one morning with a purse full of money. She wanted to open a savings account and insisted on talking to the president of the Bank because, she said, she had a lot of money. After many lengthy discussions (after all, the client is always right) an employee took the elderly woman to the president's office. The president of the Bank asked her how much she wanted to deposit. She placed her purse on his desk and replied, '$165,000'. The president was curious and asked her how she had been able to save so much money. The elderly woman replied that she made bets. The president was surprised and asked, 'What kind of bets?' The elderly woman replied, 'Well, I bet you $25,000 that your testicles are square.' The president started

Random
This is a story about four people named Everybody, Somebody, Anybody, and Nobody. There was an important job to be done and Everybody was asked to do it. Everybody was sure Somebody would do it. Anybody could have done it, but Nobody did it. Somebody got angry about that, b/c it was Everybody's job. Everybody thought Anybody could do it but Nobody realized that Everybody wouldn't do it. It ended up that Everybody blamed Somebody when Nobody did what Anybody could have done.

Look Before You Touch!
Guys...really, when I said u could leave me a message (if u even read my profile completly), I didn't mean leave me some gay-ass shit like this..... "How are you babi gurl? a man is waiting for you to catch his attention, sure enough you have caught mine. Your pics are like you just pulled them out of my own camera. I like a woman that can express what she wants and needs; communication that is my key! and a tool box. I'm Taylor and you are fine' witha mind?! If you cook that great food, you will never have to clean up ever again! How about it?" or even this..... "SINGLE NOT DESPRITE either...i would love to take you out some time on a date...i know you dont kn ow me but i would love the chance to take a beautiful girl out one nite..??I" get a clue....stop and think about what u're typing. If u send bullshit like this 2 chicks, u're wasting u're time. If she goes for it she's either young/gullible or knows u're trying to be a player and play u right back....but she will b

Topaz In E/r And Needs Prayers And Comments
Topaz is at the E/R and has pain in her side. She was dehydrated from Being sick last few days. we are waiting for cat scan to see what it is. Please send her prayers and comments. thank you

Fubar's Animal Lovers Club Members List
FUBAR'S ANIMAL LOVERS CLUB glitter-graphics.com no matter what kind of pet or pets you love, this club is for you. you can meet friends all over fubar you share the same interest in loving an animal. no matter if it's domestic,wild or whatever. we all love pets and we should get together and form a bond a strong one. there are so many animals getting killed all over the world, it's so sad to see this happen. so come on people join this club and fight for the ones who can't talk and or fight for themselves. these poor animals don't deserve what they are getting. ---NO DRAMA IN THIS CLUB--- please rate add everyone including myself and send me a pm once your finished and i will add you to the club please in the subject line put something related to this club. since i do have the dreamcatchers train going as well. thanks glitter-graphics.com ~TotallyHugeObsessedMariahCareyFanatic4Life~@ fubar Vitamin de~get your daily dose *DSC* I.B.I.C. }!{ Redn

Reality Slap
Well, Time For ME to wake up n smell the roses....... I've always known this but it's kind of come in to 'light' so to speak for me once again.. so here I am, sitting alone waiting for something that just doesn't seem to wanna ever happen.... I'm tired of being played as a fool, caring about those that don't really give two shits about me. I've been thinking a lot about 'things'( bad idea right lol ) and I've come to the final conclusion, haha finally, that if a man can't put me first then why should "I" even bother with investing my time and heart in him at all. Like I said , I've always known this , I guess I just needed another reality slap and I got one tonight thanx to a good friend. And even though I'm hurt right now, and sad about some things, the reality slap is a good thing, I needed it, big time! lol. So, I'm gonna take my head in my hands and hold on to my heart, cry for awhile then hit the hay, tomorrow will be another day. Love to my 'real' friends, I can

Leaving
I don't know how much time I'll have to be on tomorrow or if I'll feel like writing anything, but I take off early as fuck Saturday morning. I'll be back late next Wednesday. Hope you all have a decent weekend.

My First Happy Hour 7/18 At 12:00 P.m. Est
I am hosting my first Happy Hour July 18th @ 12:00 p.m. PST (Fubar time). I will be holding a rate-a-thon in hopes of leveling up to henchman! Here is the breakdown of what I am offering: I will have 3 folders set up for the HH with 100 pics in each. I will be having a drawing for each of the the following: If you rate all pics in folder 1 you are qualified for a 5 credit bling. If you rate all pics in folders 1 & 2 you are qualified for a 10 credit bling. If you rate all pics in all 3 folders you are qualified for a 25 credit bling pack. IMPORTANT INFO: The person who rates the most photos/stash during my HH will get a 100k bonus! Plus if I do level during my HH the person who's rate/bling levels me will also get a 100k bonus! You must send me a private message after EVERY 100 rates! Do not start early and if you send me the private message after my hh ends it will not count. If you do not want to be in the drawing for rates but want me to know you helped out

Fu-$lut$
So, I told you all about Dennis' psychopath cyber-fu-girlfriend... well.... she just cant keep MY NAME out of her retarded mouth. And I'm sick and tired of it... for sure... I havent' been online a lot recently, got on today, and the little crackhead had a stash that called me stupid... I'm like... are you kidding? The girl can't even complete sentences, or spell. I think she actually may be retarded... So, I'm so fucking done... TOOOO damn much drama... I tried being Dennis' friend, but I wont deal with this bullshit. I'll take of this once and for all if she ever even moves here... in the meantime... I'm taking care of me... I may very well be pregnant...so I have to take care of myself first... So, keep me in your prayers! Much love to all my amazing friends!!!

Why Do Woman Join Web Sites.
why do woman join one site just to invite people to go to another site. im so sick of it its not even funny and it sucks cause men think that they found someone thats intereted in them just to be lead on them asked to join another site they have to pay for when they are lead to beleave its free in reality its not free

Let's Offend Everyone!‏
Q. What's the Cuban National Anthem? A. Row, Row, Row Your Boat Q. Where does an Irish family go on vacation? A. A different bar Q. What did the Chinese couple name their tan, curly-haired baby? A. Sum Ting Wong Q. What do you call it when an Italian has one arm shorter than the other? A. A speech impediment Q. What does it mean when the Post Office's flag is flying at half-mast? A. They're hiring Q. Why aren't there any Puerto Ricans on Star Trek? A. Because they're not going to work in the future either Q. What do you call a Mississippi farmer with a sheep under each arm? A. A pimp Q. Why do Driver Ed classes in redneck schools use the car only on Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays? A. Because on Tuesday and Thursday, the Sex Ed class uses it. Q. What's the difference between a southern zoo and a northern zoo? A. The southern zoo has a description of the animal on the front of the cage along with a recipe. Q How do you get a

Be Compassionate
All I have to say is be kind to your fellow citizens or friends. Even if they suffer from a treated or untreated mental illness. The stigma attached to my illness is horrifying and I'm tired of hiding it. So few of my real life friends know about it. Those that do, treat me with dignity and respect, not a freak. I thank them for this greatly. They would be Tamara B(who is a hero to me) and David(a hero to me for fighting for my country). In short be compassionate(and I mean in the adjective sense and NOT THE TRANSITIVE VERB sense)to your friends, family or joe blow with a mental illness. Don't fear it. Learn about it, understand it and you will understand us. Ian

5 Years???
The other day, someone asked me "Where do you want to be in 5 years?" I looked at them and the first thing that came to my mind was your normal stuff... happy, financially sound, debt free, and all that... but before I could answer... my mind drifted. (I know what you are thinking and it doesn't drift that much!!! ;) ) I started really thinking, where would I want to be in 5 years??? I am already happy. The happiest I have been in many years. I have everything I have ever really wanted or its within reach. So, I thought some more. My life has taken so many turns, hit so many bumps, raced along the edge of cliffs, and when you really think about it... I have fullfilled all of the things I have really... truly ever wanted. I have a very healthy and happy family. My children are doing great and are looking forward to the new path in which our lives are carrying us down. My fiance' and I are happy, healthy and looking forward to him being home. We have a wonderful home t

Satisfied
It's my first blog here so...might as well make it a song I like to sing a lot.... If I fell at your feet, Would you ever notice me? Or would you just, Pass me by? If I were hurtin, In the deep of the night. Would you call, And make everything right? Or would I have to, Ask you why? Let me in Momma, And we'll take it real slow. I'll show you things, If you just let go I'll give you my money, I'll give you my time, I'll give you anything Just to make you mine And all I want, Is to keep you Satisfied.

Masters In-flight Delight.............
I am sitting here waiting to board the plane. Master is here, though he is sitting across the room. i can see him, nonchalantly reading the paper as i read my magazine. i peek at him every once in a while and notice that he does the same. When our eyes meet, i quickly glance away, but not before i catch the small grin on his face. i am not to look at him. i am to keep my head bowed and eyes cast downward in his presence, but that is difficult in this public place. He knows how difficult that is for me to do anyway, and that is why he grins. Catching me disobeying him. He will not hold it against me this time though, and for that i am grateful. Master Darius is dressed casually. For comfort for the flight. i on the other hand am dressed for his comfort, not my own. i am wearing a skirt and a cute top with buttons down the front that is not revealing-after all we are in public space. Master purchased a few new items specific for this trip. i have a new collar. Very thin and demure. Ap

Mothers
Somebody said it takes about six weeks to get back to normal after you've had a baby.... Somebody doesn't know that once you're a mother, 'normal' is history. * * * Somebody said you learn how to be a mother by instinct. Somebody never took a three-year-old shopping. * * * Somebody said being a mother is boring .... Somebody never rode in a car driven by a teenager with a driver's permit. *** Somebody said if you're a ‘good' mother, your child will 'turn out good'.... somebody thinks a child comes with directions and a guarantee. * * * Somebody said you don't need an education to be a mother.... somebody never helped a fourth grader with his math. * * * Somebody said you couldn’t love the second child as much as you love the first. Somebody doesn't have two children. * * * Somebody said the hardest part of being a mother is labor and delivery... somebody never watched her 'baby' get on the bus for the first day of kindergarten .. Or on a plane headed for mil

To All My Friends Part 2
every day i get to see you and talk to you is a wonderfull day, every day that i dont see you or i dont talk to you it rains, everyday that your happy and smiling its a sunny day, everyday that your sad and not smiling it snows, so everyday go to bed with a smile, wake up with a smile, then i know my friend is here and it will be a beautifull day love ya all bedrock

Contest Update
THE CONTEST STARTS @ 5PM CENTRAL TIME. I AM IN A CONTEST, JUST CLICK ON THE PIC AND LEAVE A COMMENT. COMMENT & RATE AS MANY TIMES AS YOU WANT. THE CONTEST WILL START THIS AFTERNOON. THANK YOU! wingnut398963@ fubar

Ask And Ye Shall Receive....
After a lot of thinking as well as a lot of encouragement from many of my friends on here (you know who you are), I have decided to keep my page up and running! However, this does not mean I will be here as often as I have been in the past! The reason I was gonna leave was to give my life more attention. I feel I can still do that without completely exiling myself from here or from all of you. So my page will remain here and dormant.....I may check in every once in a while! So to those who wanted me to stay, you got your wish!

Venting
I hate how much I dont give a shit about almost anything.... I havnt given a shit about much my whole life and it has been like that for so long that....I dont even know how to change it anymore..... I wish so much that I cared more, I wish that I could change the way I feel and Im sure that I can change but I dont give enough of a shit to try to change I should probably be taking some depression meds I dont even know why I am depressed.... kinda sucks I hate it I hate how I feel I think it would be wonderful to just be able to be me without crying all the time and getting upset all the time I don't know....if you read this, cool, if not its whatever I just wish so much that I was different and gave a shit

Looking For Colleges That Offer Photography
hello there. i am looking for any colleges that are offering photography and not no dumb shit where i have to take a arts major...i want to do pics like national geography does but not of artifacts and stuff like that...if anyone knows of any colleges that are offering photography please let me know through e-mail. thank you and have a good weekend

Men And Their Friggin Ways..grrrr
Why is it that men havet to be lil punk asses sometimes. Im so f@@king frustrated.grrrrrrrr. Someones confused so they just run off..What the fuck ever. WHERE THE HELL ARE THE REAL MEN AT? By the way Jimmy sucks ass.

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Considerations...
Gender makes up a huge part of American culture. Gender divisions are everywhere and the war of the sexes rages on. Men and women battle it out on every imaginable front. What does it mean to be male in this culture? What is the ideal male persona? This is a question faced by every male living in America. From birth they are presented with conflicting views of what is right and wrong. They are taught to act and behave in one way and then told that these actions and behaviors are wrong. They are caught up in a competitive world in which they must compete to survive but they are condemned to ridicule if they do. The world of man has gone into a freefall and no one seems to know how to bring it back under control. The problem begins in viewing males and females as two opposite types of human beings. The opposite sex, imposes the view that the sexes are in opposition of one another and that they have contradictory views on life. Men and women once worked together and complemented eac

Poem
Rainy days and cold nights, These are days I need you to hold me tight in your arms, Hold me close and keep me warm, Tell me I'm your good luck charm, Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you , Tell me I'm your every wish come true, Lay me down very gently, Then make love to me essentially, Caress my body from head to toe not missing a spot, Lets play around like connect the dots, Lets make each other hot till our body heat rise like a rollercoaster ride, Take my body on a journey that never ends, It always seems to just begin, Make me climax like i never done before, Do what you want to my body its all yours, Rub me, lick me, kiss me, tease me do what ever you want to my body as long as its pleasing

The Verdic
to those that care: in my recent situation i was found not guilty and to the ones that trashed my family and me next time get all of the facts before you judge someone and block them/or blow them off YOU JUST MIGHT BE WRONG IN YOUR JUDGEMENT thanks, viking

The Spoiled Kids In Today's World
* When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were when they were growing up; what with walking twenty-five miles to school every morning ... uphill BOTH ways * yadda, yadda, yadda * And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it! But now that I'm over the ripe old age of thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it but you kids today you don't know how good you've got it! * I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have The Internet. If we wanted to know something, we had to go to the damn library and look it up ourselves, in the card catalog!! * There was no email!! We had to actually write somebody a letter ...with a pen! Then you had to walk all the way

Larry The Cable Guy Gives Advice
The wisdom of Larry the cable guy... 1. A day without sunshine is like night. 2. On the other hand, you have different fingers. 3. 42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot. 4. 99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name. 5. Remember, half the people you know are below average. 6. He who laughs last, thinks slowest. 7. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. 8. The early bird may get the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese in the trap. 9. Support bacteria. They're the only culture some people have. 10. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory. 11. Change is inevitable, except from vending machines. 12. If you think nobody cares, try missing a couple of payments. 13. How many of you believe in psycho-kinesis? Raise my hand. 14. OK, so what's the speed of dark? 15. When everything is coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. 16. Hard work pays off in the future. Laziness pays off now. 17.

Tired Of Getting Your Lounge Screwed Up Here Is How To Fix It
These Options are ready I have seen them in action but if no one speaks up and lets people know then Fubar Staff goes on with other things they feel is more important so speak your mind and get to that wish list you can click any image here and will be brought directly to the Fubar Support Lounge

Strike Out
So last night was a fiasco. Not the move so much. That all went well the compuiters all got there in one piece in and everything got set up with only minor hitches. Its funny, a couple of the guys from the moving company have gotten so used to seeing me over the years, that they know me by name now and were joking around with me. The fiasco part was dinner. My boss had made reservations on Thursday during the day for all of us to have dinner at a restaurant across the street from the new building. Then we got there last night, they didn't have his reservation, so they managed to scramble and get us 3 tables near each other. Then the waitress covering my boss' table took their order right away, but the ones covering the rest of us didn't till almost half an hour later. So my boss got his food and was almost finished eating by the time the rest of us got ours. Then the screwed up two of the orders, so they got their food by the time the rest of us were finishing eating and my bo

Online: Real Or Fake?
A friend of mine posted a MuMM asking if everyone online is fake, or if there are real people out there. I left a lengthy comment on the MuMM and have decided to carry it over to a blog. I think the internet gets a bad rap when it comes to whether the people who spend their time in chat forums are real or fake. Everyone is real, obviously, but not everyone is telling the truth. People can lie just as easily in person as they can over the internet, in my opinion (and experience). It may be easier and take less time to prove or disprove the lie in person though. Some people get online purely for entertainment. They don't care to create "real" bonds of friendship, and couldn't be concerned less with hurting someones feelings or what the repercussions may be due to their callousness. It's just a fun way to pass the time and cure boredom, or make them feel better about themselves by whatever means they find. Other people take it more seriously, and truly care about the peopl

Vulnerable
i have opened myself up for you... not really knowing what you will do putting my heart into your hands... hoping that you will understand... that i am wounded and broken inside and part of my innocence has died... but if you look closely you will see that same sweet girl i used to be longing to be loved by someone true needing the patience of someone who will hold my hand and walk with me thru this life of inconsistancy... dont let me go, till death do we part my love,you have healed my broken heart...

Life..so Precious...so Temporary Too...
kayleigh...my chocolate point siamese love....she is dying i suspect, becoming emaciated over the past few months while still being quite active and eating well...they say its typical of older cats to begin altering their metabolism as they age, shedding weight, etc...in particular among siamese. lately its become much more pronounced, and she is also exhibiting signs of distancing herself, another facet of the feline behaviours...they tend to go away to die if able to...she rallies of course, but i can't help but sense her time is becoming extremely limited... the other day i heard a discussion on the radio-"but its only a dog...." in reference to someone grieving over the loss of someone so close to them...a non-human in this case... the absolute idiocy of that statement by the radio dick was beyond belief, though not surprisingly hardly an uncommon attitude among this, the most intellectually bereft of animal species. we humans liken ourselves to the gids we've created, an

Happiness
Happiness Once upon A time I knew What it Felt like To be truly Happy Not only With items I truly Knew what It felt Like to Be happy With who I was Some where Along the Way I lost That happiness It faded into Despair All that Remains Is longing To once Again regain The happiness That I Once knew By: Kat 7/5/08

No Words
No Words I hear The words I love you Yet they Are empty There is Only one That you Truly love I am you Flesh and blood That will Never change Yet you Continue to Push me Further and Further away I grew up Without you I dared to Open my Once closely Guarded heart Only to have I crushed Repeatedly By one Who should Protect it The pain I feel In my Heart Can not Be put Into words To know That I am Not one That you Truly love I longed to Know you To be Loved by you Only to find Your love For another Is stronger Then your Love for One who Is your Own Flesh and blood By: Kat 7/16/08

To My Friends, About My Status Change
Apparently, my relationship status change is suddenly the talk of my friends... We need to have a talk :D so rather than 1 on 1 this, i tell you, and you can comment your thoughts, opinions, feelings, whatever... As many many many of you know, Adam and I went through a very rough patch. We broke up. There were a lot of problems.... we're only been together about 8 months, but, yes we were engaged... still are, but that part is to come. Adam is a very unique person... in ways you will never understand... he is truly my soul-mate. He bonds with me on a level I will never be able to explain in mere words... he also is a pain in my ass. I clean up after him, and cook for him, and wait on him hand and foot damn near... with no real appreciation. Those of you who TRULY know me, know why that is insane. I do not clean, I love cooking, but I don't clean. I'm a control freak, and I expect people to kiss my ass. But, I realized, to make a real relationship work, both people have to

Bullet Holes And Porno
Hehe...I hope the subject caught your eye and made you wanna read this.Ive had that running in my head for a while now.Now...As I sit here,wrapping up my knee,smelling like pepto bismol(icy hot for pain) and finding out I've been screwed over again by the same guy,my mind is running rampant.And I need to let loose for a bit.Better yet,vent yet again...I'm sick of the excuses,the reasons 'why' you cant do this or that,or why you disappeared yet again.I made myself clear the first fucking time,if you arent interested in getting into that type of relationship with me,dont fucking waste my time and lead me along.And sweetie,thats just what you did...again and again and again.....Youve been online,youve been around,youre just avoiding me again.I dont believe anything you said to me weeks ago.I learned not to bc you lied to me before.You had to earn my trust back and I'm so glad I didnt give that completely back to you until you proved yourself,which you proved you hadnt changed.You say comm

You Know, It's Amazing.
normally my friends are knocking each other down to get into my house. why is it that now that i have the house to myself for a week, none of them is anywhere to be found??? i'm a little bored sitting here in the dark drinking coffee. :( someone come hang out with me.

Darkness
Standing alone feeling the cold steel of my gun against my head. Knowing that my sacrafice wont heal all damage i did. Knowing I wont cause anymore pain or destruction. i search down deep in my soulless body looking for any signs of any love in me anymore. I get a devilish smirk on my face eyes turn pure red i am the lord of darkness of course i dont fall in love i destroy love. I was born to bring pain destruction and darkness to this world.

The Beauty Of A Woman
~~~The Beauty Of A Woman~~~ The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears. The figure she carries, or the way she wears her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen from within her eyes. Because that is the doorway to her heart, it is truly the place where her love resides. The beauty of a woman is not in a facial mole. True beauty in a woman is always reflected in the kindness of her soul. It is the caring that she lovingly gives and the total passion that she shows. The beauty of a woman with time, age and wisdom only grows......

I Placed 2nd
I just got back from San Francisco...I fought/sparred and got 2nd place. I am sitting here icing my left foot cause for some reason it is all swollen and black and blue..this is the opposite foot of my bad ankle..ugh. Oh well...I never felt it happen I was having too much fun punching and kicking a 200 pound woman who looked like a man. I finally got to kick a BBW in the "ehem". :D I am exhausted I din't sleep all night. I was so stressed out about today..lol. Now it is time to rest. Good night all.

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Let Me Be Ur Slave
Hi Everybody, Im in 2 Auctions (yes 2 lol) So you got 2 chances to get me :) Dont be shy, Its worth a look on all the offers i got and bid on me :) Here is the 1st Auction im in: click the piclink and get your bids in: you find the offers in a comment I got great offers for great bidders :) *R/F/A if not already done *as long as im VIP 100 11's a week during HH *rate pics 10's during HH *rate stash during HH *link to ur page on my page with a thank u for all what u bid on me *pics made by me of u *official fubar license with pimp out made by me for u *if cash bids with bling pack: ~ $11.99 6credits fublings dropped on u during HH ~ $20.00 15credits fubling dropped on u during HH ~ $50.00 45credits fubling dropped on u during HH ~ $100.00 110credits fubling dropped on u during HH *if blasts ur name and fubar ID will be in the blast *if HH gets big ur name gonna be in HH status *if cash bids higher then $100 then 300 11's a week (as long as im VIP) durin

"vieilles Charrues" Festival
this is a music festval, somewhere in middle in Brittany, and i was used to go there because it was a space of freedom; all was "cool", people were smiling, enjoying all, partying, supporting the ones getting sick because too much drink, and so.. Each time i went there, it was like "yeahhh this can be" and it was fun, really: 2 or 3 days in the pmood of 'let's get wild and what the fuck ?" It's an excellent festival, the program is always great, i saw there bands like 'The Cure", "Iggy Pop" (this year is ZZtop); many French and Celtic culture band (we are in Brittany, so, of course) each day, it's like 50.000 people there and so they changed the rules: now, it must be 'regulated' and orgnazied; when i started, it was just like "find a place, put your car , your tent, be polite, respect the land and the people, welcome and have fun" Now, it's more like "ok, you go there, the parking is here; your tent is here; no alcohol, no fire , nothing..." so i don't go anymore, i wait for

Blocking People
u kno, i had to block this guy the other day. for whatever reason, i just felt i needed to. well, after tht, i guess he couldnt take the hint. he first sent me an email to yahoo. than tried to have me add him back to yahoo under another name. he than proceeded to have a "friend" on fubar send me , not one, but 2 emails here askin what was up. ok, no i didnt tell him i was going to block him. i dnt have to!! it is my choice! but, if i have blocked u, shouldnt tht be a sign to leave me the hell alone? so now, i am weary when i get friend's request on here. what if its him? oh well, guess if i turns out to be him, i would juat have to block again n again n again!

With You By Me(god I Love You So Much)
Thank You Baby******I truly do love you glitter-graphics.com Soft fingertips over satin skin My eyes betray the fire flaring within Wanting to learn your body by heart Such sweet perfection, a work of art All else suspended, as I gaze into you My lips long to taste and worship true Dulcet fires begin to feed Mutual desire drives this need Rushed breathing, craving, needing Slowly into something more bleeding Touching, feeling your skin against mine A shattered breathe, as the need defines My body awakens to your touch It could never be too much You burn me with your sweet fire No one else could take me higher Come on into me As I come into you, free I'll show you all that I am, so you can see Together, all we could be Let me taste you, feel you, touch you Let me trust you, know you, love you I need you beside me, baby take my hand I need you beside me, be my woman glitter-graphics.com

Hungry
Sexy Comments & Profile Graphics A taste when one is hungry is no better than a sip when one is parched. A taste makes one hunger for more while wondering if one is worthy of such delight. Can passion be sated? Can need really be fulfilled? Only time can answer questions like these.

Im Back
Working 12 hour shifts suck ........I had my 20 years class reuion last night ...what a blast..Back to bombing away tomorrow...got to sleep before work tonight. Thank you all for being there and understanding

Are You Wild Enough....
I AM HOSTING MY 1ST WILDLY PURRRFECT JUNGLE AUCTION And With Frozen Mystical Dreamzzzz Help, We Worked Long And Hard To Make Sure This Untamable Auction Is Alot Of Roaring Fun! THE FOLLOWING RUL

Poetry
Love is a game of tug of war so pull me close. Its not a burnin sensation its more of a slow roast. Wanna see the bruises from where I fell head over heals for you? The pain is nothing for a love so true. Without u I’m nothin like a vampires’ reflection. Let me reassure u I’m here for all the bliss and affection. Better than words so u leave me speechless. There’s nothin I wouldn’t do for u I must confess. Guess I caught Ne-Yo cause for you I’m so sick. I'll give u the key to my heart and hope to never evict. Want my love to cuddle you, and keep u secure. Biggest part of my world keepin me pure. I cant live without my heart so promise u wont leave. Lovelier than the breeze on a warm summers eve. Want to build this up like Lego blocks. I wanna touch you every second like the hands on a clock.

Poetry
I love you Unconditionaly When I've done wrong shall you be taken from me. I love you to the point of no return. If I ever fail you in hell shall I burn. I love you more than I love livin. Beat me to a pulp if you catch me slippin. I love you like misery loves company. Alone I'll be if in your heart I can't see. I love you for you. I'll be taken off this planet if it isn't true. I love you like Christmas Morn. My actions shall show or from my chest my heart be torn. I love you with all of me. If not make me the first livin autopsy. I love you past death do us part. If shown otherwise I shall be killed and reborn without a heart.

Mr. A, B And C
So frustrated for so many reasons... Bypass the smile for its only purpose is to get through! I do a great job at playing the part maybe thats why YOU feel the need to attach yourself to me like a fish chasing a worm....Such a false pretense...Hurts like hell doesn't it? Story of my life only mine is written with a pencil...and YOU....you wrote yours with a Sharpie. With a dried out bottle of white out....."How you gonna fix it fix it?" My kindness taken for weakness once again...Keep it movin my friend! And You...oh yes You....lets talk about you for a minute...intimidation, inferiority and astonishment all wrapped into one! Its like a tornado of emotions displaced across 100 miles of nowhere! I have never ever felt like this about such an individual. Maybe you are above, a standard set to high that i know i can't reach.....maybe your blind and you just can't see the potential that is Me! Selling myself short not reaching out far enough and reachin in the dirt rather th

Under A Hot, Setting, Georgia Sun
Under a hot, setting, Georgia, sun, I sit and ponder a far away land. A land in the throes of winter, lying far beyond this home of mine. For in this faraway place resides a charming soul whose path of life, has crossed this path of mine. In just a few short words, some shared for all to see, some shared in a private chat, we have compared a few notes, shared a laugh, and, to this face of mine, a smile was brought. These paths of life, so different they are, have a shared milestone; a milestone unfortunate, a milestone wrought with both sorrow and glee. As we glance at our children so dear, we remember certain joys from long ago, for they too are milestones on our individual paths. Yet, in the next breath we remember the pain caused by others on our individual paths, and we celebrate each day our freedom from those pains. No, we do not tread the path of life together; no, we have not passed one another along the way; nor were our journeys taken in response to a subliminal

6 Million Fubucks Who Wants It Thats 6 Million
I'M HOSTING A CONTEST.. THIS CONTEST WILL GO FOR 30 DAYS!!! YOU WILL HAVE TO WORK FOR THIS ONE THAT IS FOSHO... AT THE END OF 30 DAYS THE ONE WHO GETS THE MOST IN COMMENTS AND RATES COMBINED WILL GET THE 3 MILLION FUBUCKS... THEN

My Son
My life for years has been solely involved with my son, since i got custody of him. we have hunted and fished and shared lifes ups and downs together.tonight i find myself all alone here missing him . tomrrow he leaves for boot camp tomorrow and i was worried bout him but he seems to have it under control. me on the other hand . am having problems dealin with it. i feel as if my life is walkin away from me and then i feel the pride that he has givin me for doin so well with this he is turning into a fine young man, to my amazement he surprises me with how smart he is on what he going in for. i feel alone and happy its a torn emotion. i am proud of him and i love him and support his decision .. and god will watch over us and guide each of us as our lives grow apart.

My Chat With A Cam Slut (very Nsfw)
OK...first, this is very NSFW. So, put the kids to bed and so forth. Second, it's kind of long. I don't expect anyone to read it word for word. You can skim it and still get the idea. Now for a little background... It's Friday night, and I'm on here doing what I usually do (pervin the mumms). Some chick appears in my Shoutbox - no salute or anything, so we know what that means. Anyway, long story short, if I add her to my Yahoo, I'll get to view her cam. Now, I'm no idiot. I'm fully aware of what's about to take place. However, I'm still unsure as to whether I'm talking to her "bot" or her. Again, long story short, it's her, not the "bot.". So I do the Yahoo thing and I end up negotiating with this cam whore for the next two hours. I never expected to view her cam. I'm a Yahoo veteran. I know what it's about. But I was having so much fun with this chick, so I toyed with her for a bit. The following is our Yahoo conversation. (Her first and last name appeared. I have removed h

I Have 2 Giveaways And 15 Credit Blings To Give Away=)
OK, THE SCOOP IS I STILL HAVE A LOT OF BLING CREDITS AND NOONE TO GIVE THEM TO, AND I HAVE 2 GIVEAWAYS THAT HAVE A TIME LIMIT, I NEED TO GET THEM DONE SO I WILL BLINGY ANYONE THAT WILL HELP US FINISH THESE 2 GIVEAWAYS A 15 CREDIT FOR ALL THAT HELP THRU THE WHOLE THING.LEAVE ME(~Bratt~) OR Chaotic Princess A MESSAGE AND WE WILL PUT YOU ON MY LIST AND YOU WILL GET IT ASAP=) Wolf Of The Night needs 25,000 comments in 4 weeks to recieve his 3 month vip =) ================= This friend needs 25,000 comments in 4 weeks to recieve her 3 month vip =) COME SHOW THESE PEEPS SOME LOVE AND GET BLINGED, I MIGHT GIVE MORE, YOU NEVER KNOW!!!THANKS FRIENDS AND IF YOUR NOT A FRIEND, I WANT YOU AS ONE. MUAH=) ~Bratt~ and contestant ) ♥~BRATT~♥@ fubar ♥ Çhåøtï¢ ¶®îñçë$$ ♥ ~*Founder Of Shadow Bombers*~Owned By Bratt n Dj Superman@ fubar

Wtf??!!??
Now I have noticed, that since the asshat, fucktwad, good for nothing meat package that calls themself a human reported my innocent japanese joke mumm as nsfw, I have been having to enter codes, BOUNCER CODES, to send private messages and enter comments on other mumms ... I WANT TO KNOW, are these assholes monitoring me now, to see where I go and what I do on their website??!!?? let me know what you know, or think...well, heres an answer about this..it READS up from the BOTTOM to TOP Capt Barbossa, ...: hagn Capt Barbossa, ...: thanks, thats all I wanted to know. Capt Barbossa, ...: the question on the floor is am I being covertly moniteored or is ti something else? ***** bbG has entered the lounge! ***** Topgun966: the bouncer code is random its when you are moving too fast in the site ***** bbG has left the lounge! ***** Topgun966: whats there deleted there gone and you loose the right to post mumms sitewide Capt Barbossa, ...: now i cant send private messages wi

Too Funny
So I'm talking to Ruby who btw is 121k from FuKing... Ruby Cairo ETid, LP, FuGF of Persia@ fubar ....about yesterday's show, that i went to with Chris. Anyway she got a giggle when I told her how I was intimidated into getting on my kness by this man: Alex of Atreyu.

Auction #7 Bulletin
The Auction is Open, Come check out what these People have to offer, Bid On them if you wantThe auction will end July 28thSo come show these people all the love that they deserve, even if you don't bid rate their picMost Rates gets 25 Credit Bling Pack from meღ GothiqueTemptation ღ♥BooBoo♥Psycho Mamma~J+A+B=ME~ {Chunky Chicken}Purrrfectly SinfulBarrylicious~~Serenaty~~AKA Sexie MamiThe Gate to Cemetery

Effin Gas Prices
THIS SHIT WITH GAS PRICES BEING SO DAMN HIGH IS REDICULOUS AS HELL . I DONT KNOW HOW MANY PEOPLE OUT THERE REALIZE THAT WE HAVE ENUFF GAS IN STORAGE IN THE STATES TO LAST 20 YRS IF IT WAS ONLY USED BY US AMERICANS ! THIS IS THE WORK OF OUR WONDERFUL GOVERNING BODY OF MONEY HUNGRY MOFO'S WITH THEIR HANDS IN THE FREAKING COOKIE JAR ! WHEN AMERICANS START WORRYING BOUT OUR OWN ASSES AND QUIT TRYING TO BE FUCKING MOTHER TERESA TO THE WORLD WE WILL ALL BE ALOT BETTER ! " remeber this " SELF PRESERVATION " THE FINE ART OF LOOKING OUT FOR NUMBER ONE ! ITS ALSO CALLED " OLD SCHOOL WAY " LIKE IT USE TO BE DONE, WHEN WE DIDNT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT IF WE WOULD HAVE ENUFF MONEY FOR GAS AND THE BAR TAB!!

Pleasure's Dreams
"Pleasure's Dreams by LateNiteFantasy© Silent Screams As I dream Pleasure rises through The very same for two Lover now wears no disguise Recognition clear in those eyes Indeed, I know this face well She's got me under her spell Moon-limned bodies begin to move in harmony The flame of desire finally set free Swirling ecstasy locked in red Visions unrelenting within my head A claiming of me through pure love Dulcet moans mingle with love's coos like a dove Tender meeting of softened lips Pearled teeth in gentled nips Dancing tongues in passion's wet embrace Luminious love-hued orbs lock on beloved face A whirling ecstasy coalesces inside Almost over; Pleasured Drive A shattered breathe taken All else but this moment is forsaken Sated, falling into one another Resting in each other's arms filled with wonder Forms drenched in love's sweet dew On two sets of desire-swollen lips three words.. “ I Love You. ” "

Lover's Fate
Lover's Fate by LateNiteFantasy© "I want to make love to you" Those words from your lips shook me beyond belief. I had to ask you to repeat them, to be sure I wasn't hearing things. When I knew you were serious, an explosion of emotions erupted Flowed down like molten lava all through my body. Slowly devouring every nerve ending. Arousing things in me that I never knew I had, never fully understood their meaning. But when you placed your hands within mine. I saw in your eyes exactly what everything meant. And understood that no one could ever look at me that way again. No one but you.

So Unsexy - Alanis Morissette
This is *so* me I had to post it! Oh these little rejections how they add up quickly One small sideways look and I feel so ungood Somewhere along the way I think I gave you the power to make Me feel the way I thought only my father could Oh these little rejections how they seem so real to me One forgotten birthday I'm all but cooked How these little abandonments seem to sting so easily I'm 13 again am I 13 for good? I can feel so unsexy for someone so beautiful So unloved for someone so fine I can feel so boring for someone so interesting So ignorant for someone of sound mind Oh these little protections how they fail to serve me One forgotten phone call and I'm deflated Oh these little defenses how they fail to comfort me Your hand pulling away and I'm devastated When will you stop leaving baby? When will I stop deserting baby? When will I start staying with myself? Oh these little projections how they keep springing from me I jump my ship

Wake Up America!!!!!!!
First they came for the Muslims, and I didn't speak up because I wasn't a Muslim. Then they came to detain immigrants indefinitely solely upon the certification of the Attorney General, and I didn't speak up because I wasn't an immigrant. Then they came to eavesdrop on suspects consulting with their attorneys, and I didn't speak up because I wasn't a suspect. Then they came to prosecute non-citizens before secret military commissions, and I didn't speak up because I wasn't a non-citizen. Then they came to enter homes and offices for unannounced "sneak and peek" searches, and I didn't speak up because I had nothing to hide. Then they came to reinstate Cointelpro and resume the infiltration and surveillance of domestic religious and political groups, and I didn't speak up because I had stopped participating in any groups. Then they came for anyone who objected to government policy because it aided the terrorists and gave ammunition to America's enemies, and I didn

My Passion
Unsure of how I would express my deepest longing in words, I choose, rather, to show them in my passion...each word that escapes my mouth...each breath as your hands touch my lips, each time I look into your dark mysterious eyes. My passion rages like a star a thousand times brighter a thousand times stronger than the power of our sun in the solar system. It burns in my blood from each cell of my making to the core of my soul. My fingertips long to touch you my lips hungry to taste you..each movement of my body is directed at wanting you. My blonde locks of hair blowing reaches out to caress your skin, If only you could taste one small drop of my passion would you see the longing and want.....you are the only thing that makes me finally SATIABLE

Auction Plz Bid On Me!
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I Have Alot Going On And Need My Friends Help
I am in a bling pack only auction click the pick and bid on me i am in an anything goes auction click this pics to bid on me in that one I am doing all this trying to reach godmother and get the spotlight any help you can do on any of them will greatly be appriciated.

I Love You Bella
Today my best friend left me.My bulldog bella passed away leaving me heartbroken.She was 5 years old just a baby like my daughter.I am devasted i watched her leave me on my kitchen floor,so helpless and innocent.thats all for now....she will always be my best friend...xoxo

My Week In Hell
It was supposed to be a great vacation. My first one in 14 years. Turned into a nightmare. I"ll leave out my experience at Detroit Metro Airport. (if you wanna know ask me in private) and get to the good stuff. My mother and I get down there and my sister picks us up from the airport. Get to my grandparents and my grandfather looks horrible. For 3 weeks my grandmother had been screaming at him and not feeding him barely at all. He had lost 50 pounds at least. He was a shell of the man he had used to be. Within 5 hours it was apparent what had been happening. My grandfather had had back surgery and heart surgery. My grandmother the paranoid skitzo she is would scream at him to get up and walk sometimes hitting him and would put his food just out of reach of him. As soon as we were alone with him he started crying and begged us to take him out of there. Get him some help and away from her. This man used to be a Colonel in the Air Force. Served in a few wars... I have never seen him ever

Nothing But Trouble
OMG ITS A BIRTHDAY AND She is so close to DISCIPLE Let's help her make her day even more special by making her our next disciple. RATE HER, SPANK HER, BLING HER LETS GET IT DONE ~♥ TROUBLE~ ♥~*~MEMBER OF CLUB UNITED,CLUB F.A.R.,LIFESAVERS@ fubar This pimpout brought to you Liberated Spice Club United Owner* R/L WIFEY 2 Big Jimmy--DSC***Life Saver@ fubar

My Birthday Pimpout By: Teresa
OMG ITS A BIRTHDAY AND She is so close to DISCIPLE Let's help her make her day even more special by making her our next disciple. RATE HER, SPANK HER, BLING HER LETS GET IT DONE ~♥ TROUBLE~ ♥~*~MEMBER OF CLUB UNITED,CLUB F.A.R.,LIFESAVERS@ fubar This pimpout brought to you Liberated Spice Club United Owner* R/L WIFEY 2 Big Jimmy--DSC***Life Saver@ fubar

Funny Baby Joke.......lmao
The Career Ambitions of Babies There were three babies in a woman's womb, and they were discussing what they would like to be when they were out in the world and grown up. The first one said "I wanna be a plumber." The others laughed at this, and asked why he wanted be be a plumber. He replied, "So I can fix the pipes in here, it's kinda leaky." The second one said "I wanna be an electrician." The others thought this was kind of silly too and asked why. The second baby answered, "so I can get some lights in here, its dark!" The third one said, "I wanna be a boxer." The others thought this was hilarious, and laughed for a full five minutes, before asking, "Why in God's name do you want to be a boxer?" He replied, "So," he said proudly, "I can beat the hell out of that bald guy who keeps coming in here and spitting on us.

Playmate/pimp Application
*PLEASE NOTE THAT THIS DOES NOT HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH BEING ACCEPTED IT IS ONLY SO WE CAN KNOW A LITTLE ABOUT YOU* WHY DO YOU WANT TO BE A PLAYMATE/PIMP? WHAT IS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN A CLUB, A GROUP & A FAMILY? WHAT DO YOU THINK SHOULD BE EXPECTED FROM EVERY PLAYMATE/PIMP? WHAT DO YOU EXPECT FROM OUR FAMILY? WHAT WILL YOU BRING TO OUR FAMILY? HOW MUCH TIME DO YOU SPEND ON FUBAR? WHAT SKILLS DO YOU HAVE CONCERNING GRAPHICS, PIC MAKING, ETC.? (NOT A REQUIREMENT) HAVE YOU READ THE BLOGS? ARE YOU WILLING TO MAKE SALUTES FOR FANS & OUR FAMILY? ARE YOU WILLING TO GET ON CAM IN THE LOUNGE? HOW MANY HOURS COULD YOU DEDICATE TO OUR LOUNGE IN A WEEK? WHAT DO YOU FEEL YOU HAVE TO OFFER TO THE PU$$YCATS AS A FAMILY? IF YOU HAD AN ISSUE WITH ONE OF THE OTHER PLAYMATES/PIMPS HOW WOULD YOU HANDLE IT TO GET IT RESOLVED? DO YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT THE PU$$YCAT PLAYMATES REPRESENT? DO YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS? WHAT WO

A Short Life
A once thought cherished life seemed full with hope and promise now hits a ditch and never recovers. I fall fast lose breath and all sense of thought. Tears replace smiles, years to days. my heart being crushed under just a few words. It seems all around me days way before they should and now i will join that company at 28 years 9 months and 3 days.I don't complain about the pain not complaining about death but have have learned to accept. I worry bout those around me and how i will miss them so. But i will not make my last 2 weeks a burden to them as they have only given me happiness. I thank you all for what you done you know who you are. And say goodbye so the pain can start now and end sooner. I miss you all deeply and know i care but i have to go and ask you all to take care.

I Wanna
I wanna lay beside you watch you sleep so i can tease ya in the morning i wanna kiss every inch of your body just to show my love i wanna cuddle up with you and watch a few good movie i wanna make love to you allnight long just so you kno whos the man i wanna spend sometime with you to show just how much i do care about you i wanna tell you how much i do love you an cherish our neverending love i wanna by cleon

Can I Begin To Laugh By Smiling Now?
A good laugh heals a lot of hurts. --Madeleine L'Engle The ability to laugh at ourselves has always been important. In old days, fools and jesters held an important place in the royal courts. Today we have clowns who make us laugh. If we look closely at a clown's face, we will often notice a bit of sadness around the eyes. Clowns are able to move easily from sad expressions to ones full of delight very easily. For all of us, laughter and tears come from the same deep well inside. And often, after a good cry, we find ourselves ready to laugh, easily and joyfully. Laughter is a gift waiting for us on the other side of our sadness. Can I begin to laugh by smiling now?

Allow Joy
JOY:the emotion evoked by well-being, success, or good fortune or by the prospect of possessing what one desires Joy is your true nature. That's why it feels so right. Simple yet profound, joy asks only to be. Joy fills your life to the extent that you allow it. Let go of the frustration, the anger, envy and worry. And joy comes quickly to fill the void. The smallest things can inspire joy. And the biggest moments in life benefit when they are lived in joy. Joy costs nothing and yet it gives so much. Joy is completely unreasonable and that is its most powerfully compelling reason. Joy is always here and now. Allow joy to fill your heart, and its great value will fill your world. -- Ralph Marston

Horny Hikers
Horny Hikers by Babs aka Sondra Dina was napping in the tent while Ron was out for a walk along one of the nature trails along the edge of the mountain they were camping on. They had had a rough night as the temperature had taken a sudden drop and they couldn’t get warm. The sun had warmed the area quite nicely, not too hot nor too cool, so a hike was in order. They had gotten up early and built a fire to warm up by. It was now mid afternoon and Ron was enjoying a little free time while Dina rested. As she lay sleeping in the tent, fully naked, Ron had met up with some other hikers along the trail and struck up a conversation, making friends quickly with them before heading back to his and Dina’s campsite. He hoped Dina was still sleeping and having sweet, sexy dreams. Dina was doing just that when Ron arrived back at camp. He unzipped the tent flap slowly, wishing to not wake Dina, and crawled inside next to her. He had stripped off his clothes before entering the tent an

The Brick
THE BRICK A young and successful executive was traveling down a neighborhood street, going a bit too fast in his new Jaguar. He was watching for kids darting out from between parked cars and slowed down when he thought he saw something. As his car passed, no children appeared. Instead, a brick smashed into the Jag's side door! He slammed on the brakes and backed the Jag back to the spot where the brick had been thrown. The angry driver then jumped out of the car, grabbed the nearest kid and pushed him up against a parked car shouting, 'What was that all about and who are you? Just what the heck are you doing? That's a new car and that brick you threw is going to cost a lot of money. Why did you do it?' The young boy was apologetic. 'Please, mister...please, I'm sorry but I didn't know what else to do,' He pleaded. 'I threw the brick because no one else would stop...' With tears dripping down his face and off his chin, the youth pointed to a spot just around a parked car. 'It's my br

Illyria
Ok well today @ 2:30 i have a doc apt for her.. She is favoring her left side, Her right side is he-man strong.. But like i said shes favoring her left.. for those who dont know, She was born 8lbs 5 oz May 12th of this year, She was 3 weeks early, So, this will be a continuing blog, I'm scared to think she may have muscle problems, But we shall soon find out.. shes going today to get her first series of shots. poor girl, I hate having to drug them afterwards to keep any possible fever down, So, on goes my daily fight with Bane, I snapped last night and said something i totally regret.. "I don't care about illyria" I said this out of my own selfishness,. Anyone who knows me knows That that's a bullshit lie I bend over for my kids, sometimes tying myself in knots to make sure they have everything they could possible need. It doesn't help bane has to fight.. in this world for the love of our other daughter Jadein aka J-bug.. He asked her do you love mommy she said yup! sure

A Prick Sent Me This Hate Message In My Mail...look How Rude!
from: immmad (Online) United States subject: stay married received: 07/22/2008 08:20 am replied: 07/22/2008 08:22 am block this member Flag as spam because you are UGLY UGLY UGLU FUGLYFUGLY FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGLYYYYYYYYYY!!!

Heads Messed Up
been through rough time last few days.. well last 5 yrs actually. Won't go into it all...but anyways..not up for chatting much lately. sorry .. Might be some changes going on in my life.. not sure yet what they will be. Anyways, just a heads up.

Woman Don't Care To Know
Men here are just a few things women don't want to know when your trying to hook up with us ! You hooked up with the hot barmaid You lived with your parents until recently The bad things your buddies are up to The one that got away You look at porn a number of times a week I wouldn't want a guy to tell me about the one that got away, especially if he was still hooked on her.

Blah
Who really believes in true love? Ahhh I used to but now hell I don't even know. Everyone keeps telling me to stop looking and he will find me, but how can someone find me if I have pretty much given up? I am so tired of being hurt over and over again. I really don't think my beat up heart can take another one. Who knows there might be that One person out there who will make me feel love again, but as of right now I don't think there is. I have a feeling if I want to find "Mr. Right" I should just pack my shit up and move all over the world. He has to be out there somewhere. Haha who am I kidding. Ahhhh ok I am going to shut up now, just getting all depressed and shit.

... Something Like This Was Going To Happen
How did I know something like this was going to happen? When she told me to be ready to pack my shit and leave, I should have known something like this was going to happen. How could I have been so god damn oblivious to that statement? Thinking this was never going to happen. I was being just downright stupid! I'm fucking done trying to help people. All helping people does is put me in situations like this. Why am I always so stupid? All I tried to do was help her and she does this. What am I going to do? What can I do? I guess the answer is nothing. He's known her longer and for all I know, what I say don't mean shit anyways. I'm all out of anwers.

Comments & Suggestions
Hello everyone and ty for comin to Soldiers Playground2!! We always look foward to ur comments, suggestions and support. So feel free to leave us a message and tell us what you think, feel, whatever!! Also don't forget to show the love, support, respect to our soldiers, veterans and lets not forget our families!! Without the families there would be no respect, support to them soldiers & veterans!!! American Soldier - Toby Keith

Random Stupidity On The Net
breembreem: omg ur awesome...u started shit with me....and im gonna finish it...remember this all started with me pressin the wrong number....u obviously have no life creatin mumms and shit about me....i have that much of an impact on u....so hopefully u realized what a loser u are...and dont worry im not gonna touch u or ur pussy ass comment about guns...thats so fuckin lame..."guns" haha.....ur face is just gonna be all over the net rememberd for nothin better than 2 girls 1 cup shit....enjoy ur pathetic life sweety ->breembreem: And keep in mind, this is the internet, you can't touch me... you can't really hurt me, you can't do anything besides "cyber fuck" with me, and that is just pathetic... so, have fun... hopefully this gives you some kind of inner peace, because you aren't the only lonely little fucker who has gotten mad at me and tried to screw with me... it's sad you're getting that worked up that you have to cyber threaten me... I will give you my address if you have the b

Random Stupidity On The Net2
Yeah, so this guy who downrates me because he is mad I won't flash him, continues on to threaten me... yeah seriously... he is taking my pictures and going to post them around the internet... something about the 2 girls one cup thingy (you alll know what i'm talking about) sooo yeah he is that pathetic he is running off, and then blocks me, seriously... how fucking pathetic can you get? Stop on by and show him some love.... And I took screen prints to prove I didn't actually make this psychopath up... http://fubar.com/myimages.php?albumid=1134010 So, yyeeaaahhh, I hate internet threats... the best the guy can do is post pictures of me... and make people I don't even know think i'm some crazy psycho slut or something.... Um, I care?? Guy can't do anything real to me, because he's a loser who hides behind his computer... it's fucking pathetic... Not that this will be the first time this has happened, or the last, but blogging it always makes it more fun... Love you all!!!

Thanks To All
Thank You to Everyone Who Helped Me To Fu King Thru A Persistant Wave Of Family Love and A Massive Final Push Last Night with no group help These Folks Deserve Tons of Luv – Fan, Add and Rate them If you haven’t already ~Sensual Breeze~ SexySandi Berry Berry Quite Contrary His Sweet Obsession ROD67~{SHADOW LEVELER}

This Is For You And Your Know Who You Are
IF I TOLD YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE HER,, WOULD YOU REALLY UNDERSTAND ITS MORE COMPLICATED THAN YOU KNOW, BUT AS SIMPLE AS HOLDING HER HAND IT IS SOMETHING THAT GROWS WITHIN ME, GROWING STRONGER DAY BY DAY AND THERE ARE TIMES WHEN I CANT TAKE IT, BECAUSE I LIVE SO FAR AWAY A LOVE THAT SEEMS TO CAPTIVATE ME, IT TAKES ME PRISONER FOR SURE I WONDER IF ITS JUST AS STRONG, DEEP INSIDE OF HER ARE OUR HEARTS ENWTINED TOGETHER, DO THEY ACHE AT THE SAME TIME WHEN FOR HOURS THERE IS NO CONTACT, IT SEEMS LIKE SUCH A CRIME ITS SOMETIMES SO DEMANDING, YET SOMETIMES NOT AT ALL IT CAN OFTEN MAKE ME CRAZY, BUT IT LIFTS ME WHEN I FALL THERE'S SOMETHING DEEP INSIDE ME, THAT TELLS ME SHE'S THE ONE I CANT WAIT TO BE WITH HER, LAUGHING , HAVING FUN IF LOVE IS MEANT TO LAST FOREVER, I PRAY IN THIS CASE ITS TRUE THERE IS NOTHING I WANT MORE, THAN TO SPEND MY LIFE WITH YOU I KNOW IM NOT PERFECT , AND AT TIMES HARD TO UNDERSTAND BUT I KNOW WE CAN DO THIS, JUST LOOK AT THE PALM OF YOUR HAND PU

I'm Sure Most Have Seen This
Just Wanted To Let Everyone Know Somethings Change.Yes The Sarge Is Single Again..It Was A Mutual Decision...So Here Is What Morticia Has To Say About It.. After much thought here on my side I have decided to be fair to Sarge and let him go. :( I DO still love him. I always will. But I just talk to LOTS of people and it's hard to remain committed. He seems ok when we talked about it. FOR now! I'm staying in the bad girls. I'll see if I'm able to handle it though. Thanks for listening! Morticia (repost of original by 'MORTICIA~Sarge's Bad Girl~Stiletto Girl~Venom's Vixen' on '2008-07-22 13:18:47')

Mmhmm
People never know how special someone is until they leave, but maybe sometimes its important to leave, so they are given that chance to see how special that someone really is..... Friendship is love with understanding... Remeber to always have a open heart when it matters most .. for those with a closed heart cannot love and be loved...

You're It!
PlEASE play along and have some fun!! Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don’t forget to leave a comment that says “You’re it” on their profile and asking them to read your blog. You can’t tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am an only child. 2. My "fetish" is sexy undergarments! 3. I used to work in the world's largest, private DNA paternity testing laboratory. 4. The first thing I notice about a man is his eyes. 5. Favorite color is RED! 6. I own my business and love being my own boss! 7. I love to be gently awakened in the middle of the night to make love. 8. My favorite song of all time is "Nights are Forever Without You" by England Dan and John Ford Coley. 9. I love to shoot pool. 10. The one place in the world I'd love to go someday is London, England because I love

Theres Bikers On The Road Too
THERES BIKERS ON THE ROAD TOO..DRIVE CAREFULLY!!! I saw you; hug your wallet closer to you in the grocery store line. You didn't see me put an extra £10.00 in the charity box last Sunday. I saw you; pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. You didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you; change your mind about going into the restaurant. You didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the NABD. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by You didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. You didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. You didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Kids in Need. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. You didn't see me and my brothers donate our old coats and glov

Hot Chicks With Douchebags
yes you read that right. one of the greatest websites ever created besides all the porn sites. seriously go check it out....you will laugh until you cry and pee your pants. learn such wonderful terms as scrotechoad....hahahaha. www.hotchickswithdouchebags.com (also order the book while you're there and prepare for even more hilarity) spread the word so we can save this world from the virus known as douchebags...before it's too late. thank you.

I Can't Wait
OMFG!!!!! I haven't seen Lonnie since Sunday. I can't wait until I can see him again. I miss him so much. I love him so much. I can't stand being away from him. I don't know why I can't, but I just can't help myself. When I leave him or he leaves me it's like a piece of me is missing, and the only way that I feel whole again is when I am around him. Its funny. I don't have to have him next to me to feel better. All we have to be is in the same building and I feel whole again. He could be in one room doing his own thing and me in another doing my thing and still feel fine. But, the moment that we are away from eachother its like a piece is gone. I can't sleep eat or breath when he is not around. Does this mean that I am in love? Could this really be love? I hope so, but if it is not love then I hope this never ends. I don't ever want this feeling to end. I have never felt this feeling before. I thought many times that I had, and rushed into relationships and f

Compassion With A Passion
Maybe this is not much of blog but rather more of a statement.. Compassion is a great strength not a great weakness and the ones that are to be felt sorry for are those without it.. Compassion is as big apart of the measurements of what makes a decent human being a decent human being as much as passion alone is. Heart is Passion and Compassion combined at its best and those without Heart are nothing in the Ultimate scope of life.. Reason for this blog/statement is simply because you see a total lack of any of what i have written above more and more and everywhere.. Guess i am venting lol...

Is This New Type Of Depression
i feel i have lost all creativity am totally blank on any ideas it causes me to feel numb i feel i'm giving nothing to this makes me crappy lost the feeling to do anything feel the pressure of depression havent felt that in a long time fighting frustration too single again not looking either not feeling any desires whats happening to me the song is saying erething am feeling all by myself alone to suffer though nobody to understand All By Myself Celine Dion All By Myself.mp3 - Celine Dion

New 2 Million $$ Contest
NEW GAME IN TOWN! IT'S TIME TO PLAY FOR 2 MILLOIN FUBUCKS DO YOU HAVE WHAT IT TAKES? All you have to do is enter,I'll take as many entries as possible.You must be a "LEVEL 5 AND SAULTED ANYONE HELPING YOU MUST BE A LEVEL 5 AND SALUTED" anyone found helping any contestant without a level 5 or a slaute will be banned from the contest and the contestant will be removed as well ..no matter how far ahead they may be! THE OBJECT OF THE GAME It is similar to the last man standing ,EXCEPT your not fighting each other trying to take each other out.You bomb your self and have your friends help you and have yourself rated as well ,and the other contestants do as well for themselves. At the end of every 48 hour period i will eliminate the contestant with the least comments and rates . they way to make this fair ..each comment will count one point and each rate will count one point . The contestant with the lowest number of points will be eliminated!All the way through ti

Not Good Enough
Have you ever felt like you're not good enough for someone? Well every guy tells me that im so hot, pretty, gorgeous...etc.. But everytime I meet a guy who is absolutely drop dead gorgeous, I dont feel like im good enough or pretty enough...

The Dark Knight
The Metal Guru’s Movie Review (The Dark Knight) With the help of Lieutenant Jim Gordon and District Attorney Harvey Dent, Batman sets out to destroy organized crime in Gotham for good. The triumvirate proves to be effective, but they soon find themselves prey to a rising criminal mastermind known as the Joker, who thrusts Gotham into anarchy and forces the Dark Knight ever closer to crossing the fine line between hero and vigilante. oks first off, this movie was accully very good. this is coming from some one who really doese not like superhero movies. coming in at just under 3 hrs this movie was not boring at any part of the movie. alot of action and such. the one thing that made this movie so fucking brilliant was Heath Ledgers preformance as the Joker. im sure u all rember the old bat man movie where jack nicolson played the joker...i hate to say it but heath leadgers joker was way better. you can accully see him going insane though his role. Also one of the main

Let's Go Back
Let's go back... ....Before the Internet or PC or the MAC....... ....Before Playstation, SEGA, Super Nintendo, even before Atari... ....Before cell phones, CD's, DVD's, voicemail and e-mail.... .....way back.... ....way.....way.....way back..... I'm talkin' bout hide and seek at dusk Red light, Green light Red Rover....Red Rover..... Playing kickball & dodgeball until the first...no...second...no...third Streetlight came on Ring around the Rosie London Bridge Hot potato Hop Scotch Jump rope Duck...duck....GOOSE!!! YOU'RE IT!! Parents stood on the front porch and yelled (or whistled) for you to come home - no pagers or cell phones Mother May I? Hula Hoops Seeing shapes in the clouds Endless summer days and hot summer nights (no A/C) with the windows open The sound of crickets Running through the sprinkler Cereal boxes with that GREAT prize in the bottom Cracker jacks with the same thing Ice pops with 2 sticks you could break and shar

Amanda & Becca
With her Daisy Duke jean shorts pulled wide open, Amanda slipped both her middle and ring fingers beneath the elastic band at the top of her panties. She looked up at her roommate, Becca, who held the digital camera. “Like this?” Amanda asked. “Mm, that’s good,” Becca said, clicking another picture. “But maybe you can move your hand a bit to the side so we can see your belly button, too.” Amanda made the adjustment. “Yeah, that’s good. I love your belly button.” “Why?” “Because you have an outie, not an innie.” “You don’t think it’s gross?” “I think it’s sexy,” Becca said, moving to Amanda’s right and left side for a couple extra shots. Lounging on her bed, leaning against her Fall Out Boy poster, Amanda waited. She felt sexier than she thought she would when Becca first asked if she would pose for her. It had taken a bit of convincing before Amanda was willing to do it. A bit of convincing and a bit of wine. Becca said she needed the shots for her photography cla

Couch Sex
They had known each other for years. They had some friends in common. And even a few relatives that knew one another. After all, it was a small town. Although Lexi and Galvin had been familiar with one another for years they never quite got long. As cliche as it was, it all started at a party. It was late, and for the most part, the party was over. Beer had been chugged. Conversations had been had. And good-byes were said. Lexi's ride home had passed out, leaving Lexi stranded. Galvin noticed Lexi standing in the middle of the living room surrounded by the usual mess a party leaves behind. "Do you have ride home?" "No. If I did I wouldn't be here right now" Lexi snapped placing one hand on her hip. She wore a summer flimsy summer dress. But when she placed her hand on her hip Galvin couldn't help but notice her curves. "Well, shit. A simple no would have been fine." Galvin said with his voice roughening up making Lexi's underwear soak and nipples harden. She walked over clos

Pierre
I have a golf buddy who is doesn't do it on purpose, but is funny as hell! We were playing a course a few hours away once and I was to call him at 4 AM to wake him up, since we were leaving his house at 4:30. I couldn't wait to do so because I had a gag in mind. I called, it rang several times and he answered in a weak voice. I replied in a French accent, "Monsieur Randy?" "uh...yeah" "un moment si vous s'il vous plaît" Then in my own voice I said, "Is he there, Pierre? Well give me the phone then. Hey Randy, it's Timmy. Are you up?" "yeah, thanks" and click. I was at Randy's house at 4:30 and he never mentioned the joke. In fact I forgot all about it until about 8 PM that night. It was a long, hot day and we had already played 35 holes. We also drank a lot of beer. I mean like...a lot! On the last hole of the day, Randy hit a nice drive and a great second shot to place himself just 3 feet from birdie. He missed the putt, gritted his teeth and we all listened for a ra

See Through Your Own Eyes.
There is no reality except the one contained within us. --Herman Hesse Claude Gellee painted lovely pictures of the English countryside. Europeans loved his landscapes with their blue hues and mild distortions. But when the people went for the carriage rides in the country, they were disappointed because it didn't look the way Gellee had painted it. Then someone discovered that if you held blue glass up to your eyes and looked through it, the trees and hills and sky looked just like a Gellee painting! Soon everyone was looking through "Claude glasses" when they traveled. We often let others do our seeing for us. We get lazy and rely on the images of television and movies, instead of really seeing with our own eyes. Our world becomes distorted and we lose sight of the natural beauty that surrounds us. Each of us carries reality inside ourselves, and as we grow stronger within, we discover that we can see clearest when we trust our own eyes. There is a glorious world, full and

If I Die Before You Wake
Copy and paste the link to your browser Well worth listening to, makes you really appreciate what you have. Love the heart, and spirit! A SONG FROM A SOLDIER IN IRAQ WOW..very moving! This loads fast, so watch and listen. This 'soldier produced' video is different, moving and heartwarming. http://www.flashdemo.net/gallery/wake/index.htm

Fubarian Love?
Strangely enough it seems to be a simple task, yet a very risky one to fall in love in such a way as Fubar may present. Even if it is possible at all to call the strongest feelings we may get about another person on here actually love. I don't really feel like the circumstances that we are in when we sign in here at Fubar are or can consist of the same things we get when we meet someone face to face. The girls have this one though. Women on here are idolized as if they really have something to offer aside from some skimpy photos of themselves, and a bad smoking habit. I see that the fellas certainly encourage this behavior, as now these people are actually paying to see photos of these women. What fools. I never would pay someone to see a photo of them naked. Are you kidding me? On Fubar it seems love, or feelings about someone are easily dismissed. For instance you fall in 'love' on Fubar, and by those same conditions you can lose that person just as easily.

Ft. Stewart
holy hell.....it is hott down here!!!!!! man, i am haveing fun though, all the cool shit ive been around its awsome, i miss being home tho and i do miss being able to talk to people anytime i wanted to, but hey thats life right? well right ow all i can say is if u r thinking about joining, do it, have fun. I thaught i made a mistake, but i know that this is what i want, because after i get out, ill have what i need to start my family. to my loved one, back at home, you know who you are, i love u deeply, with all my heart. In time everything will be as it should, with you in my arms, and our hearts always together......i love you

On The Line
On the line - *N Sync - BB Mak - True Vibe & Mandy Moore - *N Sync - BB Mak - True Vibe & Mandy Moore I'm laying it On the line to show you I'll never let you go On the line for your love There's nothing I want more Another dead end street Another love gone wrong Another shattered dream Always the same old song I started thinking that You'd never come along I got all this love inside That I'm sure you want tonight I'm wishing you What I've been through To get to you I'm laying it On the line to show you I'll never let you go On the line for your love There's nothing I want more When you smile I feel my heart open And I know there's nothing That I wouldn't do I'm layin' it On the line this time Just to be with you After everything My heart's been through I treasure, every moment I spend with you For me to feel this way Is something new Now it's got a hold of me It's making me believe That what We got is something Unlike any other I'm l

Rules
1. Any Disrespect of Staff and Members will result in an automatic BAN 2.NO DRAMA ( thats your First Warning ) One more and you will be banned 3.NO LINK DROPING ( with out Permission from owner or staff) 4.NO Racial comment ( automatic Eject and Ban) 5.NO Bad Mouthing Other Lounge/Groups/Family/Stations (One Warning then eject and Ban ) 6.Out and Out Sexual Conversation is an automatic eject and Ban 7ANY Harassing of the Members Will Result in a eject and ban 8.NO BAG Heads Must have a Profile Pic 9.Every New Member Must Comment that they have read and Understand the Rules 10. IF YOU HAVE MODS AND ARE FOUND TO HAVE EIDTED ANY THING YOU WILL BE BANNED ON THE SPOT (unless told to do so by owners ) 11.ALL Members Must Repost the Promo Bulletin at least twice while on line delete

The Question Of Love (possibility) Wow!!!!!!!
SOMETIMES IT HITS US ALL AT A GIVEN PART OF TIME,AND YET TIME HAS NO FEELINGS,OR SPACE.IT IS THERE WITHIN A BLINK OF AN EYE.YOUR HEART STANDS STILL,AND MOVES FAST.IT CONSUMES YOU.IT EXCEPTS THE POSSIBLE,AND MAKES THE IMPOSSIBLE,SEEM ACCOMPLISHED.IT EATS AT EVERY SENSIBLE INCLINATION YOU HAVE,WHILE DEVOURING YOU TO THE FULLIEST,PASSION,AND DESIRE THAT POWERS YOU TO ETERNITY.IT TAKES YOU BY THE HEART,AND MOVES IN QUICKLY,SHATERRING EVERYTHING YOU EVER THOUGHT YOU WAS MADE OF.IT MAKES YOU LET DOWN YOUR GUARD,AND TEAR DOWN WALLS.AND YOU INVITE IT WITH OPEN ARMS.YOU TREAT IT LIKE IT WAS ALWAYS A PART OF YOU,YET YOU ALWAYS ARE IN SEARCH OF IT.YOU FEAST UPON ITS PROMISES,AND YET,DEMAIN MORE.YOU PLAY ON ITS LUST,AND GIVE LOVE ITS NAME.IT OVERCOMES OBSTICLES.CLIMBS MOUNTAINS,AND SAIL THE WATERS.AND YOU GIVE IT THE NAME DESIRES.yOU OPEN TO ITS' MOTIVE,AND SUCCOMB TO ITS BEAUTY,AND YOU CALL IT COMPASSION.POSSIBLITIES ARE ENDLESS,AND WE CALL IT FOREVER.

One Last Breath
Sometimes its not easy to spot a fake They stand by you for a while Just to get what they want For their own sake Before I go With one last breath, I will spill it all With one last breath Nothing is out of hatred Hate you I do not. Irritated by the mistruths Small, tiny white lies, they make me rot This is something I have to do, I must You contort me in a way i cannot bend I will turn your memory to dust And with one last breath, I will blow you into the wind This is for you, Audrey, the one person I thought was real turned out to be fake, like so many others. Goodbye Fu!

Not Sure What Is Going On In My Head Or Heart
July 23, 2008 Wed at 2:39 pm. There are to many thoughts running around in my head. Mind won't settle on one thing to figure it out, and then go to the next one. Not really anyone to talk to. I have found family, and most of the so-called friends that I have made here in this town, only come by, or call when they are in need. I love the fact I can be there for those who need me, but I would like that returned. I don't ask for myself the times I do ask. One time I need just a shoulder to lean on , or cry on. There isn't one around. At the point where I think I am better off staying to myself. Never believed I could hurt, or feel so alone as I do. What really hit this all home was going to the Nursing Home to visit my mom and do paper work to cover her exspenses. The Social Worker there and I got into it about some stuff of my mom's . There was some issues over a policy of my mom's that she will lose cause there is no money to cover it. The woman made me feel like I was less th

Meow!
forgive me goddess for i am sin! i gave my heart to jesus but he never calls! i really should have just given him a blowjob instead of letting god ass rape me on the first date! if god ass raped and then vaginally raped mother mary would jesus be called the "son of shit?" the ONLY res-erection i believe in is my sugar daddy! and hes fukin good and bringing me back to life!

Please Help Salute Me!!
I am on a quest of updating a salute folder of friends pictures. It was my idea to add pictures of people with salutes mentioning where they are from..something as simple as "HELLO FROM ______" of course with location in the blank. I did have a few people help me since I started the collection. I have met some nice people that helped and a few that helped through friends. But I still a long way to go. Therefoe...I am asking for anyone to volunteer to make me a little salute. Any salute would be appreciated.I am not being picky with content...just asking that the location is mentioned. And you can even ask other people you know..make it a group effort..hahaha THANK YOU IN ADVANCE TO ANYONE WHO HELPS OR EVEN COMMENTS OR RATES ON THIS BLOG

A Good Friend
A friend should be radical They should love you when you are unlovable Hug you when you are unhuggable And bear you when you are unbearable A friend should be fanatical They should cheer when the whole world boos Dance when you get good news And cry when you cry too But most of all. A friend should be mathematical They should multiply your joy Divide your sorrow Subtract the past And add to tomorrow Calculate the need deep in your heart And Always be bigger than the sum of all your parts

No One Carez
No one cares when life iz a mess no one cares when your stressed the pain -rips deep in the chest darkness fillz the soul that can make a heart turn cold lifez misery unfoldz a smile turnz in2 a frown when no love can be found realationships wreck but there can be light if eyez are open angels stand guard an lead the broken fill warmth to the coldness held deep in in a toiled soul I waz lost now I see that people care 4 me.

Sweet & Sour
Every passing minute is another chance to turn it all around. Just remember, the sweet is never as sweet without the sour, and I know the sour, which allows me to appreciate the sweet. Most of us live our whole lives… without any real adventure to call our own. Claim your life. I want to live a real life… I don’t want to dream any longer. There are no guarantees, but remember: Even in the future, the sweet is never as sweet without the sour. -rel

Another Update
I know my blogs are kind of all over. I am not sure how to move them where I want. Just wanted to update. I am still feeling crappy. No more seizures since Sunday (thanks goodness). I been sleeping a lot since. They uped my medicine I feel drugged it sucks. I go to the Doctor tomorrow. I am so scared not knowing what is going on with me. I am a mom of 3 I can't just sit around the house. I am so stressed. Biting my tongue has jumped started my weight loss thats a plus lol.

The 17 Ways Women Fail In Bed
THE 17 WAYS WOMEN FAIL IN BED 1. MILKING IT: When stroking a guy's dick don't grab it like a bus rail and start jerking it like you were milking a cow. Don't use the love sword as if it's a piece of gym equipment to strengthen the forearms. The male organ is a thing of wonder and beauty, and should be awed, worshipped and held tenderly at all times. The sensitive part is at the top (where your face should be), not two-thirds of the way down. 2. ROBOTS: When sucking a guy's dick don't just get on the end of the thing and jam your head back and forward. It's a beautiful instrument; it should be caressed, inspected, kissed and licked from every possible angle. 3. SILENT FRIGHT: If you've come and cannot be coerced to scream to show your appreciation, at least make some sort of sign to inform the guy that he's done his duty and can blow his biscuits whenever he wants. 4. NO LAUGHING MATTER: Don't laugh if your creative male lover gets carried away and says things like

Finally Letting Go
(If You Had Called Yesterday – Julie Roberts) Every night since your goodbye I hit my knees and closed my eyes And I pray that you'd come back Too many tears washed out that bridge You wanna cross, but baby, it's too late for that Last night would've been a different story But the morning sun must've done something for me 'Cause I bet I'd gone the other way If you'd called yesterday ********************************************* I pray at night when I go to sleep to hear from you even when I know its best that I let go. I cant seem to move on or even get my heart to want to let go. The only thing I know is that I have cried so much over you that I cant seem to cry anymore. I wish you would see what this is doing to me.. still you don’t and I still pray at night for you to call me once more. ************************************************* (Lonely Alone – Julie Roberts) I refuse to be with you and be forgotten So this afternoon I thought Why not just go After all

Home Depot Scam
July 23, 2008 @ 3:50 pm Home Depot Scam A "heads up" for you and any of your friends who may be regular Home Depot customers... Over the last month I became a victim of a clever scam while out shopping. Simply going out to get supplies has turned out to be quite traumatic. Don't be naive enough to think it couldn't happen to you. Here's how the scam works: Two seriously good-looking 18 or 19-year-old girls come over to your car as you are packing your shopping items into the trunk. They both start wiping your windshield with a rag and Windex, with their breasts almost falling out of their skimpy T-shirts. It is impossible not to look. When you thank them and offer them a tip, they say "No" and instead ask you for a ride to another Home Depot. You agree and they get in the back seat. On the way, they start having sex with each other. Then one of them climbs over into the front seat and performs oral sex on you, while the other one steals your wallet. I had my wallet

Let's Finish It
Since appealing to people's benevolence is not working here's another tactic: There is a Happy Hour starting at 9:00am Fu-time (12:00pm EST) For the first 15 people that rate 100 of my pictures or 150 of my stash during the Happy Hour, I will give you a FuBling. This offer is only for the duration of the 9:00 HH. Message me once you have finished. ready .... set ..... GO!!!

Ok So ..............
After a stay in hospital I am back, but I just aint got the stamina to do much on here at the moment. For those of you that are interested, I fell off a step two weeks ago and broke my tib/fib, one of which snapped through the skin, landing me in Luton and Dunstable hospital until today. I had surgery to repair the break and now got a bolt and pin the length of my calf. I can just about get about on crutches and have the use of a wheelchair in the house for the next 6 weeks and then on crutches for the next 6 months. I am on heavy duty pain killers so there fore wont be spending much time on here.

A Simple Thank Yous
for all the birthday wishes and stuffs.. it sucks with the wisdom teeth coming thru, BUT tatoe and my family and all of yous seem to have made it better then what i was expecting! again thanks bunches and everyone have a great night!! two more years to 30 :| later dayz everyone!!! *hearts;

Need To Vent
After this morning in much deep prayer, I came to realize that I have to let go. I have several opprotunities in the future and really would like to move forward. I had a very troubling night last night. I got to such a boiling point that it damned near scared the shit out of me. I almost did a few things that I would have regretting today. Regardless of what I may have thought about the situation, it is not even in the other persons mind. So, after the shock that I endured last night and after the people that I have met I feel like I should let go of the situation once and for all. I cannot deal with immaturity right now in my life and cannot nor will not subscribe to such behavior. Immaturity is not where it is at. And in my oppinion, it sucks. So, I will move on and grasp onto my life. And enjoy the fruits of its pleasures. And hopefully, there is that ONE special someone out there for me. Wish me luck.

A Few Questions.
Is it really possible to find love on the internet that will last? Or is it really just Lust? Have you ever gotten online just to see if someone else is online so you can talk to them and only them? Have you ever wanted something that you couldn't have? I don't know I have just been thinking about a lot of stuff lately and just need to hear what some of you guys think.

Help!
Get this gorgeous lady red! Belladonna Club F.A.R.member Plz Fan & Rate Profile B4 Add...Owned by Blade & 'Hazeleyed Soldier@ fubar Rate her, Fan her, Add her, Bling her. Spank her page hard! She's been VERY bad! Now on your mark.... Get set.... Go...... Don't be scared, just do it!

It Dont Get No Better Then This Mizz Shadys Sexy Hotties
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Hurry Plz Its Making Me Cry
okay this is for real.. SO REAL THAT I DONT HAVE TIME TO MAKE IT ALL FANCY AND SHIT... YOU CAN JUST GO READ HER BLOG.. IM VERY WORRIED ABOUT THIS YOUNG LADY... I'M VERY WORRIED THAT IN FACT IM SCARED.. WE HAVE PEOPLE CALLING HER RIGHT NOW TO CHECK AND MAKE SURE SHES OK BUT I NEED HALF OF FUBAR ON HER PAGE.. THIS WOMAN IS CRYING OUT FOR HELP AND NO ONE SHOULD TURN THEIR BACK ON THIS... SOMEONE IS HURTING WE REACH OUT AND GIVE THEM A HUG.. SHE NEEDS A HUG... CAN WE DO THAT FOR HER PLZ.. GO HIT HER PAGE AND MAKE HER FEEL CARED ABOUT PLZ .... READ HER BLOG YOU WILL SEE WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT... THIS IS SO SAD ITS MAKING ME CRY ... PLZ MIZZ SHADY IS ASKING YOU TO PLZ GIVE HER SOME LOVE... HURRY PLZ... **Miss juju** , The Luvßug, FUBARS FLAMING HOTTIES* FEEL THE HEAT ** Fu. Owned By Brian **@ fubar

A Letter To My Best Friend
Dear best friend, I hope you read this I hope you realize why I did what I did sis. I can't explain what I went through To get me where I am But all I know is I need you My sister and my friend Lets not let our differences Tear us further apart I'll be sitting here in silence Until you have a change of heart Please don't leave me waiting For it's times like these you see When all around me walls are breaking I need my sister beside me So, please best friend and sister, read this And realize I only do the things I think are best.

News About The Jamez
ok so many of you know, I am on probation still. I moved now from my own place back to my step moms house. its kinda cool cuz now i can stack cash and pay off what i need to. I will be able to drive next week. im so happy. its been a year and six of suspension time. even though i had it back for all of four months. so on that note blah blah blah shoot me a text if ya lub me.

Grrrr!
Here we go again. I'm so tired of saying it. What is with all the people who want you to rate then, and then they do NOTHING in return for you? Sometimes I'm even lucky if I get a thank you. I'm not saying that I'm ungrateful, but if anyone took the time to read my profile instead of just adding me, they'd see that one of my rules is that if they want to be rated, please rate me in return. Is that honestly too much to ask for? There's been times that I've rated 200, maybe 300 or more photos for "friends", and get nothing in return. There's been times where I've rated every stash item that someone has, and get NOTHING in return. Honestly, it's sickening. Everyone promises "all love returned". Yeah, right! It's all lies, and they all know it! So for those of you that care, and have helped me out...thank you--I seriously appreciate it, and I know who you are. And if you read this, and come to me asking if I'm referring to you, then maybe you're just guilty. Thank you. Have a nice day.

Grrrrrr!!! Microsoft.
Damn microsoft and their millions of bugs. That is why I don't like to use any of their products. Trying to get my msn messenger up and running and it won't let me sign in, it says check internet connection. Are you fracking kidding me? Everything else is working perfectly fine, my aol and yahoo work fine, check my firewall and it is good to go, so I have to check my connection? I don't think so. So I use their (microsoft of course) connection troubleshooter and you not what it finds?' FRACKING NOTHING! Everything passes fine. So I decided to run a speed test. Download speed test equal to a T3. dang. Upload speed test, a little under DSL, well that is still not bad. Run self diagnostic, hey running 5 by 5. So it must be messenger (fracking of course) Grrrr!!! Microsoft. Error code, microsoft says does not exist. WTF? Maybe I just need to write my own OS and messenger and tell microsoft to FO. That is why I don't run anything of theirs, everyone else h

Streakers!!!
MyHotComments HEY FU..WE ARE ALL STREAKING THREW FU..NEVER KNOW WHERE WE MAY BE. COME JOIN US! IT'LL BE FUN. THIS IS A GREAT WAY TO GET NEW FRIENDS, HELP LEVELING, AND OTHER THINGS. ALL U GOTTA DO IS... 1. PUT STREAKING OF SOME SORT IN YOUR STATUS 2. HELP OUT FELLOW STREAKERS WHEN THEY CALL ON U 3. FAN RATE AND ADD EVERYONE SO U GET THEIR BULLYS, ETC. 4. HAVE GREAT FUN !!!! MyHotComments Captain Morgan@ fubar Brittany ღ Property of Dooniel@ fubar MZ.LIZ@ fubar *GÚMM¥ È×þRÈ§§~~ÇHÖÖ ÇHÖÖ** 4eva owned by gummy vodka@ fubar ~♥~TEXAS TWISTER~♥~CLUB UNITED♥@ fubar Its Ms. Crown to You! Manager @ Club Exotica@ fubar sweet alabama~FU-ANGEL~OWNED BY STANG77~GREETER@SEDUCTIVEDREAMS~>CACA@ fubar ayasha@ fubar

Dont Read This
depression is slapping me in the face i force and struggle to push out a poem seems harder than pushing out a small head and body from my vagina after the big struggle getting it out nobody wants to read it is cause it is worst than i think nobody wants to read a stinker depression sets in more and more with each ticking minutes i post and sit and wait often hitting refresh to see responses nothing in bartab cause nobody comments finally page reloads nope nobody notices i'm here

Memory
Yes; I havea bad memory, I am sorry, probably developing alzheimers or something! I am not a young puppy; almost 54, lots of stuff is going bad!! LOL I think that's why they call it old age.....................

A Lil About Me (read If U Dare Lol)
ABOUT ME *~*~*~*~*~* THIS IS LIKE AN ABOUT ME BUT MORE TO IT, THINGS ONLY I THINK MAYBE FRIENDS WOULD LIKE TO KNOW. IF YOU WANNA KNOW STUFF ABOUT ME THEN READ THIS...IF NOT THEN DONT LOL. ANYWAYS HERE GOES 1. MY NAME IS RACHEL 2. IM 23 YEARS OLD 3. MY BIRTHDAY IS ON OCTOBER 6TH EVERY YEAR LOL 4. I HAVE TWO WONDERFUL CHILDREN... ZOEY WHO IS GOING TO BE 3 IN JANUARY, AND ZACHARY (ZAK) WHO WILL BE ONE IN AUGUST. 5. I LOVE THE MOST SIMPLE THINGS 6. I LOVE ATTENTION 7. I WEAR MY HEART ON MY SLEVE OR SOO PEOPLE SAY LOL 8. IM NOT THE BEST SPELLER (MOST KNOW THAT ALREADY LOL) 9. I ALWAYS SEEM TO HURT THE PEOPLE I CARE ABOUT THE MOST 10. WHEN I FEEL MYSELF FALLIN IN LOVE, I PUSH THAT PERSON AWAY 11. IM STUPID WHEN IT COMES TO MEN 12. IM STUPID WHEN IT COMES TO WOMEN 13. I LOVE TO BAKE (EVEN THO IM NOT GREAT AT IT LOL) 14. I LOVE TO COOK (NOT GREAT AT THE EITHER) 15. I LOVE MUSIC (ALL KINDS) 16. I CAN SING 17. I LOVE ANIMALS 18.

Languages
I know a little of alot of different languages; I would like to learn my native language, however, being half breed I am outcast from my native tribe! My thought on the ongoing battle of what language to speak in the US....English of course.....when I was in Japan; I learned some Japanese...when I was in Korea, I learned alot of Korean(however I am very rusty) ....when I was in Taiwan...I learned a little Chinese...Ni hhow(sp) means hello...when I was in Thailand.. I learned a lil Thai....some French, German, Italian, I picked up over the years talking with friends and others from those countries!! Do you need to forget your native tongue NO....but learn some basic communication skills when speaking English...it helps alot........lol and it is common courtesy to learn the customs and culture of the country you are visiting or living in at the time...

The Surge Is Not Working
am feeling no one has time for me anymore the struggle is genuine the feelings i cant pretend it seems my real true love has forsaken me when do you feel abandon seems to be losing control every aspect of my lyfe then i cant express myself no one to understand i have lost it, creativity is gone

*sex Application*
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU

~my Heart~
I Love You With my every breath, With all I have left, From the deepest depths, Of my heart I love you. With all of my strength, With a thousand miles’ length, Every thought I think, I think that I love you. For the length of forever, As long as we’re together, Through good and bad weather, For always, I love you When no one is there, When you think no one cares, When love seems to rare, Remember I love you. When everything’s gone, When all has withdrawn, When hopelessness dawns, Don’t forget, I love you When you fall down, When your dreams come unwound, When hope can’t be found, Be happy, I love you. When you make mistakes, When you’re filled with hate, When you’re old and gray, Eve n then I will love you. Until the very end of days, Until god takes my breath away, Until death separates our ways, Even after then I will love you. Forever To Robert with all my love Maria I love you babe

This Is It Or Is It Not ?
Ok. Heres what i have decided to do for those interested! Im trying for spotlight and since I havent gotten one ever and in need of fubucks I decided to make skins for those who want one personalized according to ur fubar name or symbols sport etc etc that u may like u decide! if u have a favorite pic u want to have me include such as urself or an image pertaining to what u like or name fumail it to me and depending on how hard it is to make depends on how much i charge for it. I wont go too high but I will work a deal 5k is the starting point if ur not interested please share with someone that is so tyvm for u time if u have any ??? plz fumail me if u wanna see my work just check out my skins i have made them from scratch. KandyLicious Godmother Kandylicious Charisma Stiletto gurl Owner of the Lollipop gurlz Club,Club Far member owned by ms2dmgood2u@ fubar

Bye Bye Pinkie.
If you've noticed, I don't have my 'pink hair' anymore. I got bored and have had it long enough. So I am going back to my roots. I liked being pink, but, I am a girl who likes variety and isn't afraid to try new things. I am still me inside the goofey, dorky, nerdy girl you know. With a bit of edge now. Grrrrrrr!!!!!Rwar!!

The Journey Of Life
The journey of life begun That fateful day I was born My eyes opened up blissfully to the sun My soul, heart and brain emerged as one Behold my journey had begun! This little child in time has grown Yes! Time has flown, time has flown A lot has been learnt on my very own Life has been a mystifying journey With every up and down With tears and laughter With hate and love With stupidity and wisdom With enemies and friends But even in my journey of frustration I have found a means of celebration In my toilsome exploration to my fateful destination Tick tock, the clock goes on Minute by minute, then hourly Month by month then yearly Tick tock, and in my journey I have searched, questioned and answered Whilst walking painfully along many paths Sometimes requesting protection Seeking from above immunization When hit by obstacles in locations But I am still on this journey Shaking hands with the sad and merry My passion for life which was once raw Is now c

Master Darius........part Iii
Some time later we woke, disoriented at first. The movie had long finished and the cabin lights were still dim. Squinting, Master Darius looked at his watch. “It’s 1.00am,” he said smiling “so much for trying to stay awake for the whole flight.” “Never mind”, he said, “we’ll sleep now and adjust when we get there.” Putting his arm around me, he kissed me deeply and slipped his hand inside my top. I felt a thrill go through me as he pinched my nipple. Picking up the blanket from the floor, he covered himself with it and rang the stewardess to get another blanket for me. She brought one and I covered myself with it. “Go back to sleep my pet” he whispered in my ear. “Yes Master” I replied and, putting my head on his shoulder fell into a deep sleep. The next thing I knew, the cabin crew was bringing round coffee and breakfast and I asked Master the time. “It’s 4.00am and time to wake up” he said. The crew handed out breakfasts of bacon and scrambled eggs and hot coffee. The

Everyone Should Do This For Biiiiiggg Points!!!
The Great Pimp Out Leveling Train Friends Helping Friends Level The Rules: 1. Select or Create a pic or stash folder(s) for people to rate that has exactly 50 items. Send the link and/or title to Carrie to include on the blog with your picture link. Remember that ripped pictures do NOT earn you points... So, be sure you don't have any in this folder. Also, make sure NONE of the pics are marked PRIVATE. 2. Rate, Fan, Add, and Comment each person on the list. If you are already friends with someone, check to make sure you have re-rated him/her and leave a comment... Something like "Joining the Great Pimp Out." 3. Rate each item in each person's special folder a 10. The link for this folder is under each person's page link. 4. Private message Carrie when you have completed rating each train member. Send her a link to the folder of pic/stash you want people to rate for you. And then you will be added. 5. When new people join the train... You must rate/fan

My Life Is In Shambles
Well lets see .... My wife left me last January 23rd cuz we had a minor fight. She ended up going home with my younger cousin to take him home. Well she ended up staying there the night, and when i finally got ahold of her the next morning she told me it was over. For months I waited for her to come back and say everythign was ok. But as it turns out she never planned on comming back. Now she had told me it was all a big mistake and that she'd be back. However her actiong show other wise. She is still living with my younger wanna be wigger/baddass cousin in the getto projects. And ontop of it all the bitch just had a baby with him, well she says it's his but i know the her b/f kennith shared her in a 3-sum with my ex best friend mickey so the baby might also be his and not kennith. But now i never want her back so i'm single once again.. Idonno it doesn't matter what any1 thinks about all this i just needed to tell every1

Childbirth Is Probably Easier ....
Well I finally made it to Fu-King (Queen), after a long slow week of begging and point-whoring, lol. Who knew trying to level would be so painful? I guess I will have to be happy here for a while. Not sure I'm ready to take on the next 2 mil! Oh, and a big heartfelt thank you to every one that helped me out!

Wonderful Possibilities
Wonderful possibilities You are blessed, right here and right now, with the miracle that is your life. With magnificent abundance swirling all around you, the possibilities are more numerous than can be imagined. Yes, the setbacks and disappointments can be acutely painful. And yet the only reason you're able to feel the pain is because you know that joy and fulfillment are always possible. There is no limit to the potential that is in this moment. For in this moment you can put your highest, most treasured values into action. In this moment, you have a choice. And you have all that is necessary to follow that choice. In this moment you can choose to benefit from a lifetime of learning, experience, dreams and longings. All that has brought you to this day is yours to make use of in fulfilling your best possibilities. Every bit of energy you sense around you can be focused in the service of the most wonderful possibilities you can imagine. Go ahead, imagine, and bring those

Poem About Someone I Want.....
**NOTE: This is a poem I wrote myself... so please do not copy! Thanks. I WANT TO KNOW IF.... I want to know if What you ache for Is what you dare to dream Of meeting your heart’s longing And making that wonderful team I want to know if You will risk looking like a fool For love, For your dreams For the adventure of being alive For life as it seems I want to know if You have touched the center Of your own pain and sorrow And if you can make it through the day And live on, into tomorrow I want to know if You have been touched By life’s betrayals and pain And if you backed down Or become shriveled from the strain I want to know if You can sit with pain Mine or your own Without hiding or fixing it Or leaving me alone I want to know if You can be with joy Mine or your own Without saying a word But knowing how to make it shown I want to know if You can dance with wildness Letting ecstacy fill you Without being careful or reali

Sex Lately
"I want to fuck you" Whenever I heard those words I'd instantly get hot and wet, just craving for you to throw me on the bed and slam youself into me until I was screaming and hoarse. It was the one thing I waited for, I used to think it was for sexual satisfaction, but it was to feel wanted in some way, even if it was just for a few minutes. Now... I don't know, I don't want to hear it, for a long time or... ever. Why does every single sexual encounter have to be straight from a porn movie? Is that what's really satisfying? Perhaps people take these... videos, and try and treat them as lessons into how sex should be in order to have a good time. There is no more spontaneous sex... which is the only kind I've ever enjoyed. It's always "want to go back to my place?" or "we could sneak into one of those dark corners". I can honestly admit I'm one of the rare girls who loves facials, loves anal, and loves being skullfucked since I have no gag reflex. I make sure and let any guy I'm

Rain Is Another Emotion
i love the rain i wish it would rain all the time i miss the rain in the Philippines the rain is warm easily sit in the rain for in the rain i can hid my tears no one to know no one to feel sad cause i'm feeling sad

Be Careful I'm Ready To Take You Down Wit Me
i'm so awful i'm feel sad so long hiding it so long until i cant hid no more depression is gripping my heart is to explode too many feel this cause i cant hid no more i feel everyone suffering they suffer cause they cant seem to be able to cheer me up dont you think i dont want to be cheered up i want to wallow in my depression i want it to overwhelm me

Yeah So What Today Is My Emo Day.. And I Love Bayside (blah)
Push me out from the darkness To a sky that's colored blue Somewhere someone's finding happiness While I'm still here so hung up on you Nothing is real And I want you to know That I'm not alright When you tear open my chest I'll try not to flinch I won't make promises I won't make promises You taught me that. I'm still losing what's left of my self esteem And I'm still watching the slow fading of all my daydreams The hardest things to say are the words that mean the most So I'll bite my tongue til it bleeds and I doubt you'll even know The easiest things to fake are feelings to fool someone else And I've been tricked for so long by you that I spent these last few months in my own hell A failed apology A day too late but now I see That all you really want's to see me dangle neck first from a tree But what would you need me for You've got friends galore And all you've ever been to me is a waste of time and nothing more Nothing is real (Nothing is real) an

Come Join Us!!!
COME JOIN OUR NEW LOUNGE PREVIOUSLY KNOWN AS THE DIAMOND VAULT!!! Looking for New and Old members to come in and joing the fun!! Live Auctions Held in the lounge: Wednesdays - Ladies Nite Thursdays - Males Nite 9 pm Est. HIRING FULL STAFF (repost of original by '★☆ sTaRr ☆★' on '2008-07-24 18:19:07') (repost of original by '**Crystal ** FU-Bomber Team Leader for Tee**Greeter @ Twisted Wonderland!!' on '2008-07-24 18:21:16') (repost of original by '~Sassy*4*DJ~ Stiletto-Girls~fu-bomber~' on '2008-07-25 09:52:11')

I Think This Falls Under Tmi
Talking to Perisa on the phone and she just said something rather disturbing: "Because I like to have big things in my mouth." No, she was not refering to THAT so it your minds out of the gutter.

Happy Woman
A woman in her fifties is at home, unclothed, happily jumping on her bed and squealing with delight. Her husband watches her for a while and asks, 'Do you have any idea how ridiculous you look? What's the matter with you?' The woman continues to bounce on the bed and says, 'I don't care what you think. I just came from having a mammogram, and the doctor says that not only am I healthy, but I have the breasts of an 18 year-old. The husband replies, 'What did he say about your 55-year old ass?' 'Your name never came up,' she replied Come on Guys U know u wanna laugh...hehehehehe

What A Rip Off....
The 8, the 19 and the 29 Yes, Donna, here are the many ultra positive events that will be revealed to you through my consultation, As soon as I have received your application, I will begin to act on the information you have given me. I will be frank with any information that concerns you. I will be conscious of the utmost urgency in your case: that which I have discovered about you and your future has struck me as being truly amazing. These Sensational Events of primary and exceptional importance will change your life in the coming days. I am going to reveal the first important dates that I see for you: First, Monday, July 28, 2008, you are going to have an unexpected encounter, which will bring you great joy, Then, around Saturday, August 02, 2008, you will receive a very important sum of money, which you were not expecting. I also see that you are going to become RICH! Finally, Wednesday, August 06, 2008, an incredible stroke of luck such as you have never encoun

Plz Im Just Asking For A Little
HERE WE HAVE A YOUNG LADY WHO IS HAVING A BRITHDAY HERE PRETTY SOON AND BELIEVE IT OR NOT ONE OF HER BIRTHDAY WISHES IS TO HAVE THE SPOTLIGHT. OMG WHY NO??? ITS NOT LIKE SHES ASKING FOR A NEW CAR OR A HOUSE.. FOR HER BIRTHDAY ALL SHE WANTS IS SPOTLIGHT... CAN WE PLZ SACERFICE JUST A LITTLE BIT OF OUR FUBUCKES TO HELP HER GET THIS BEFORE HER BIRTHDAY IS OVER... YOU DONATE HOW EVER MUCH YOU CAN.. IF IT BE 1K OR 100,000K DON'T MAKE NO DIFFERENCE IT ALL ADDS UP ... I'M SURE EVERYONE CAN AFFORD AT LEAST 1K... CLICK HER PIC RIGHT HERE PLZ AND DONATE WHAT YOU CAN.. THEN YOU COME BACK HERE TO ME MIZZ SHADY AND LET ME KNOW HOW MUCH YOU DONTATED AND I'LL ADD YOU TO THIS PIMPOUT BULLY SO EVERYONE CAN SEE.. PLZ JUST GIVE A LITTLE ITS ALL WE ASK.. THANK YOU ALL.. FUBAR FRIENDS ROCK... Firechick728(Mistress to bew1769)@ fubar DONATE TO HER UP THERE PLZ BUT THEN COME BACK AND TELL ME WHAT YOU GAVE HER.. AND ILL PUT YOU DOWN HERE... I WANT YOU TO WANT ME & PLZ RATE MY BLOG A TEN

Am I Happy??
Am I Happy? What is happiness? Can money purchase it? Does it even exist? There are days when I think that I have found this elusive item. And then when it’s in my grasp I lose it, and it’s gone forever. Am I truely happy? Are any of us truely happy? What does it mean to be happy? Can this question even be answered? If life is a quest for happiness, then have I even left home yet? Have I even packed for the long journey to find this golden ray of sunshine? I have everything at this very moment, fame, fortune, love, and power. This is the time of my life for making memories. For forging bonds of friendship to last a lifetime. Oh my hero, where are you? Will you come riding in on your white horse and whisk me away? Or did you already arrive and I pushed you away? Giving you some lame excuse that I was too occupied to care. I feel happiness return I know that my knight is here that he will never leave me that he

Cum Join The Coven
the coven awaits you http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1andlid=59941 cum join us in the coven its a bad ass place to be its coool as hell, lots of bad asss lords and misstrisses, and the best group of fallowers there, is we have all kingds of fun in the coven. cum get drunk off of blessed wine become a fallower then billed your way up if you can Free Comments & Graphics http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1andlid=59941

About Me
Hi its me raven let me tell you something about myself then you can chat with me or get down and dirty as well. I am 6'1 brown hair with green eyes, I am hispanic so that means I am a good lover. I like going to the gym but recently I have been lazy. I also play guitar on and off so I am good with my fingures. I will prob post up some Nsfw pictures soon, but only a select few will be able to see them hehehe. I love sex and sexy women but in person I am very shy lol. So if you are intrested hit me up and chat with me I won't bite unless you want me to.

Auction Virgin
Alright, this time I'm not entering an auction, I'm actually gonna host one. The auction will start when I have 15 entries men or women, don't be shy! The auction will run for one week, so mail me the picture you want to use and what you're offering. Also have your friends rate and then re-rate your picture, because at the end of the week the person with the most rates gets 500,000 fu-bucks from me, in addition to what they receive in the auction. This bulletin brought to you by me ~*~Cotton Candy Kisses~*~ ~FORCE~3~BOMBERS~ Fu-owned by ~ms2dmngood2u~ and Justfishing@ fubar