To live in a life where you always feel sadness is not an easy thing to do.
To have many others around you constantly say that you just need to let go of that sadness is a hard thing to hear.
I'm told that alot of people live with this same sadness and that is a hard thing to believe.
My heart is filled with kindness and love for everyone around me.
I do all that I can to help others because it is one thing that makes me feel happy.
I regret that the sadness always returns and lingers.
I'm told that my life will always have this sadness and that we've done all that can be done, and I agree that I've come to a much better place in my mind.
But, I want to feel the happiness that I see in others eyes.
And I want to have one day go bye where I feel no tears in my eyes.
I feel that it is unfair that I should live with this burden of feelings that hold the weight of many upon the shoulders of one.
I am who I am but I sometimes wish that I wasn't.
I hope that some of you can understand.
If so, then words of wisdom are appreciated...
