well it is christmas day..... merry christmas everyone . OK here it is one of my doctors came in today and gave me some of my results from my first surgery ,and first stated that when cleaning out the infection it had gotten so deep that they could see my bones. Then he told me i have to get an mri tomorrow to see if the infection got in my bone, its already in my blood stream . and the stated that he thinks that the type of infection i have ( celluseptic .... or some shit like that ) is by what my mother told me is what killed my grandmother. so for the first time in my life i am scared and need a little moral and spiritual support . so anyone out there i could really use some encouraging words. well anyways..... i hope everyone has a good christmas and a safe new year
sincerly
Lance (viper22)
