NTZ's blog: "A Return Of Thought"

Be not afraid of the beast, nothing more than a pest at the very least.

Crawling beneath the wolf skin, sheep

Crawling beneath the wolf skin, sheep

Crawling beneath the wolf skin, sheep.

I say this to all, be not afraid of me. Theres is nothing worth fearing.  I've long lost the man that I used to be.  What I speak is not worth hearing. False prophecies of hopes and dreams can never be reality. Just wondering and thinking what if. Yeah if I wasn't jumping off of this cliff could I be what she wants to see. But I stand here left limp. My bizkits still dough so mold me through your fingers Van Gogh.  Or paint that perfect picture.  The one where are hands are interlocked every place that we go.  See can I get with you. But baby baby there is something you gotta know.  I'm something kinda worthless.  A little kind of pathetic I admit it i'm a poor excuse of a man, hope you understand.  Me, in the best possibilities where you see where I am and once again.  Theres something beneath this angel's skin. 

Illusionist, magic tricks.  Smoke and mirror my way to this day, to this place where I can be something more than I am.  I'm weak. Should you trust any word that I speak?  Best to escape when I go to sleep. Get away, runaway as I sing like Kanye. Without the autotune, so you can get my mood.  The deadly fuel for the fool that you refuse to see because I screen away the truth to make life easier for me. What you think of a man I cant be.  To all i them i can never compete.  So what can be will never be complete. Perfect puzzles forever missing piece.  Providing TLC so I can creep, yep drive slow. So maybe you wont noticed all that I know.  All that I have hidden. What you must not know.  Because of that me and you can never get close but how can i backtrack before its too late and you feel love.  Or maybe i'm over thinking but then again, there's still something beneath this angel's skin.

They say fear to speak. That's fear of me. A fear not unique. Very common actually. The problems be eternal burning crazy wildly. Fire be raging, burning down the inner me. Out of me smoke flee. Fallen ash pick up baby smoke me. Snort me. Consume me then laugh and make fun of me.  Just an ass. King of assholes, crown me. But never bow down.  Because if i was around you'll find me getting down.  Beating around every bush.  On the fence. Taking no chance no steps before I look. Just a crook, trying to steal your heart away without giving mines. Its about time you realize.  So you can protect your neck, heart, and vagina.  Before I get inside ya. Better yet before I get behind ya and cover you eyes, whisper in your ear. Because the day that you fear is getting near.  But you dont know.  You seeing fairy tales but its a one way trip to hell and its something I have to tell.  If you actually look within, there's something scary beneath this angel's skin.