DJ ROB BLACK WOLF OF MISSOURI's blog: "some of my writings"

I SIT HERE LOOKING BACK ON THE PAST AND THE PROMISES MADE TO ME AND I MADE MYSELF.... I SIT HERE THINKING OF YOU NIGHT AND DAY WISHING I COULD HEAR YOUR LOVELY VOICE AGAIN.... YOU SAY YOU WANT A MAN THAT WONT WALK AWAY BUT YET YOU CANT SEE THAT THERE IS A MAN STANDING HERE THAT HAS NOT WALKED AWAY AND NOT GIVEN UP..... TRUE LOVE AND TRUE BEING IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE NEVER GOES AWAY NOR CAN IT BE SHUT OFF LIKE A LIGHT SWITCH... I SIT HERE THINKING OF THE WORDS THAT HAD BEEN SAID ON BOTH ENDS AND THEY WERE PRETTY HURTFUL... BUT MY HEART WILL NEVER CHANGE HOW I FEEL FOR YOU... I SIT HERE THINKING AND ASKING MYSELF DOES SHE EVEN THINK OF ME ANYMORE DOES SHE EVEN MISS ME AN DBEING IN MY ARMS... I SIT HERE THINKING HOW MUCH I MISS YOU AND HOW MUCH I MISS HOLDING YOU IN MY ARMS AND FEELING YOUR TOUCH WHEN I GET DOWN AND DEPRESSED... JUST SITTING HERE THINKING TO MYSELF WILL SHE ACTLY READ THIS NOW THAT IM DONE WRITING THIS OR WILL SHE EVEN CALL ME ON THE PHONE... YOU DONT RELIZE THE TORMENT I PUT MYSELF THREW FOR THE MISTAKES I DID.... I AM EMPTY AND LOST WIHT OUT YOU AND YOU DONT EVEN RELIZE THE JOY HAPPINESS YOU HAD BROUGHT IN MY LIFE JUST BEING YOURSELF AND HOW MUCH I DO LOVE YOU FOR YOU AND TOOK YOU FOR WHO YOU TRUELY ARE