willdamnt's blog: "Not so deep thoughts"

Tonight a moment of moments made my heart stop again those words you whisperd in my head gave my soal a taste of your offerings I held you up among the clouds so long I could not see your feet, feeling for feeling I gave you love you gave me confusion, Again I come to you with this taste the way we were will never be the way we are....  I saw you last night all i did was close my eye's I missed you so much sometimes it makes my soul shiver the end that came to soon haunts my lust for others the mistakes that chassed you away made me feel so estranged I looked into your eye's to risk the chance feeling of love again but something that never left can't come again, we held hands every moment together is the best moment I will never have the past hurt but now the hurt is what gets me through to ask for more pain those simple feelings you had for me created complex emotions, those love dreams became feard nightmares of lonelyness in such a drop that it stalled time long enough to get well associated with the pain, I took my hunger for lust far you took the word love to mean more than what I knew at the time  you bled my heart to show me a clean side of the world you cut me with simple words my blood never got to hit the floor before you took me in and healed my wounds I did sloughter our feelings but I never touched the garden that our love frew in you took my heart in your hand and ran away with it, that is what i miss most about you not the love alone but the pain in witch you gave me your love it hurt so well made me see the light that life had to offer,now in this dark hole I wish up to the top of the well for you to come to me once again and drag me from this hell one last time but the tail I chase is too short to hold onto, so I offer you this my love my soul but ,.. a tear will strey you to another for real love is what we both fear'd and finding it so fast, too fast to understand,,... love you miss you hope you hate me for being hurt so i know you feel something ...