well for those who didn't know i was pregnant for about 14 weeks... well i just had a majorly painful miscarriage today... i didn't want it to happen but i guess these things happen... it hurts more in my heart then it did in my tummy... me and bleu wanted this to happen so bad... i think i'll be cryin for the next several days... i wish this didn't happen... i guess we'll try again later... it hurts so bad... it was my first pregnancy and this had to happen... i feel so horrible that i lost mine and bleu's first baby... i'm so sry my lost little one... plz forgive me
