Someone I know, saw something that I try very hard to mask! He saw the pain that is in my eyes! i don't know how I feel about that. I try very hard to hide it, and he saw right through that veil. It scares me to think that someone can see my pain, but I don't think I want to hide it from him! And that scares me more than the fact that he saw it in the first place! I think that maybe it will be okay for this one time, to let someone in! Maybe. I just hope that in the end, it doesn't back fire like in the past!