LAST NIGHT I REALIZED SOMETHING AND I KNOW IT SOUNDS WEIRD OR NOT. LIFES TROUBLES COMES IN WAVES. JUST LIKE THE WAVES ON THE WATER. SO WHEN STUFF GETS THROWN IN YOUR FACE YOU EITHER BACK DOWN OR TAKE IT BY THE HORNS. LAST NIGHT I DID ALOT OF THINKING ABOUT MY LIFE AND THINGS THAT HAVE HAPPENED IN THE LAST 3 WEEKS. AND I HAVE COME TO THE CONCLUSION THAT NO MATTER HOW BAD THINGS GET ITS NOT REALLY WORTH TAKING YOUR LIFE OVER IT. AND ITS SAME AS RELATIONSHIPS IF YOU TRULY CARE ABOUT THE PERSON YOU JUST LOST. YOU JUST NEED TO THINK THINGS THROUGH AND STEP BACK AND SAY GEE I REALLY DO HAVE THOSE STRONG FEELINGS AND SOMEHOW IN ONE FORM OR ANOTHER THINGS WILL WORK OUT IN THE END. FOR BOTH PEOPLE. IN SOMETHING LIKE THAT WE ALL LOST AND CONFUSED AND YES WE DO SOMETIMES WE DONT KNOW WHAT WE WANT AND I UNDERSTAND FAMILY LIFE COMES FIRST WETHER IT BE KIDS OR PARENTS. SO THE PERSON I GUESS THIS REALLY GOES TO AND SHE KNOWS WHO SHE IS I ACTED LIKE THE IDIOT LAST NIGHT AND I AM TRULY SORRY ABOUT THAT I WANT US TO TAKE THINGS DAY BY DAY AND I STILL PLAN ON SUPPORTING YOU ALL THE WAY NO MATTER HOW THINGS GET BAD.YOU TRULY ARE A WONDERFUL PERSON. I DONT WANT TO LOSE YOU EVER. AND TO ALL MY FRIENDS OUT THERE I AM SORRY AS WELL. TAKE CARE ALL AND HAVE A GREAT DAY
