So, as many of you may have noticed, and been like WTF is she on? I made a blog or two about Lindon a few days back. And, I know, we're all like, WTF weirdo? Why would you ever do that? May 26th, lol, thats why. I have this thing, about remembering dates. I can't help it. I remember the date of everything, so it made me think about him. But, i decided to blog a little, rather than go stalk his myspace page like I used to lol (he has it blocked to friends only anyhow prob so I wouldn't stalk him lol) But, yeah, that was the whole purpose in it. I got some emails wondering WTF was up with that, so i figured I'd just make a blog rather than emailing everyone back.. NO i'm not talking to him again or anything like that lol I did this around april 20th too, blogs about Dennis. That, and i still have THE email from him in my saved box that I found the otherday while cleaning out my 60 million messages... So, it was an accumulaiton of all of that which led to my blogging. Adam and I were stitting there talking about it. And reading my old blogs, and stuff like that. Like, wow, 8 years ago. Seems like an entire lifetime ago... Newkirk, and everything. I just didn't realize me blogging about that would have this affect lol Seriously, i had like 10 emails... I'm like what the hell people?? Regardless, thats why, don't trip... weirdos lol
On a different note, I am fucking tired as hell... I can't sleep recently. Thinking a lot, just about everything, this drama with Dennis and that chick, my life with Adam, his family.... which OMG is kinda funny as hell... I'll make another blog about that sometime... I feel so so very blessed to be where I am in my life, but at the same time, I wonder, when the bottom will fall out, ya know? Like, I have this amazing man, who worships the ground I walk on, adores my children, i have the best in laws i could ever ask for... and it seems just all so, perfect... Bad things happen, every single day... I just wonder when things will fall apart... I just pray they never do. I have never in my life been this happy with a man, and I don't think I would ever be able to find anyone better. Adam is my soul-mate. He is my everything.
