Love me, I couldn't make you…. 3 years, it took to shake you… all the while my heart secretly wishing for a "take two…"
Our paths cross, now I'm half lost and questioning my break through…
Hate to love you, love to hate you, determined to redeem myself found, I turn around, hoping escape you…
Open my eyes, choking off cries, as I realize I now face you… got to laugh as I pace thro the fucked up shit fate do…
Since our demise tried my best to erase you, but we share ties…
Questioning your well being under a 'fuck that sucka' disguise…
My sanity? I compromised, understanding? I felt deprived…
Tormenting myself with the possibility of what we had being a lie…
Heavy sighs, to get past this once and for all, I'm ready to try…
Deadly this cry, for as much pain he inflicted, I'd take him back in an instant….
Even though his shoulder now frost over, I still love from a distance…
I got to let go, but my essence's insistence is met with resistance…
Wit persistence and self-forgiveness, I steadily rise…
Embracing what we had for what it was, tears accompany 'good bye'
Continued…
Hate to love you, love to hate you…. redeemed myself found, no longer feel the need to escape you….
