how do i run when all i want to do is walk. why dose the feeling of pain leave my soul so dark and lost ... but so warm with fire .. i wanna fly but i just dream of it i love the feeling of holding her close ... a smile warms my dark heart whips my tears ... she awake to check on me .... do i dare hold her when i hurt i put her close and i feel her body in my arms i hear her heart beat .. i slowly fall asleep i wake again what is going on .... she checks on me again ... i cant i cant do it i cant hear her what is wrong with me so pulls me close once again as i slowly sleep again ... do i know why do i want to tell her what going on in my head ... i want to but when do i .... is it ok to be scare ... is it ok to cry ... yes i lay there thinking i know why i cant sleep i dont want her to leave i dont wanna let her go i cant sleep i dont wanna eat i fall i fall hard for my angel of light baby i love you more then you will ever know im sorry i cant always be there and im not the one to hold togetter .... you have come to me like a pray ... you made me open my heart with out trying ... i didnt know i could love anyone like i love you ... im happy so happyim crying from with in ... i love you baby i love you more then you will ever know .. smile dont be sad . hold me close and think there always tomoorrow ..... thank you
