I've swallowed a secret,
burning thread.
It cuts me inside
and often i've bled.
Pain comes, I don't seek it.
turn inward, try to hide.
Inner demons come forth wit.
life's in rewind.
Bringing the hurt I try to bury.
anguish, devistation, I must run.
Coming back....it's all so scary.
the knot I tied them in's come undone.
Slipping,i'm falling downward.
it's to much, can't reach out.
Emotions spiral outward.
what is to come, I have no doubt.
Here's the bottom.
I've reached my end.
I haven't fought them.
I'm dead my friend.