ok...ok... this is the 3rd time I've deleted everything and started over getting whats in my head down on this "digital" paper. Have you ever wondered why that no matter how much positive you can do for a person, all the self sacrafice and effort given forth to a person there are always going to be those who just manage to turn the tables and drop nothing but negative on you. Makes it a bit harder to trust anyone... even the closest people afterwords. Still it always brings out the face in the person spitting back their diatribe as to who they really are. It's odd that after so much losing out and giving in to a lifestyle that is just below the average even set for oneself just because it makes that other person smile that it doesn't take much or at all for that other person to turn face and turn coat on everything between those people. So yea, I think i just said the same damn thing 3 times... I'm not going back and I'm no editing this.... not a blog editor. Ne who... some people might know what I'm getting too and some might not...well...because you just dont know or you just dont give a fuck. Can't blame you for either. As they say...dont make someone a priority if you are only their option... its hard to do so when your told ur the priority but treated as the option of shit. I should listen to myself or atleat just that piece of advice but i know it's just going to drive me more nuts. I have to seriously stop thinking about eveyrthing in such detail that it pisses me off. I have to stop worrying about issues and people that arent worth worrying about...people that dont even return the favor of caring about another persons existance. But i bet you readers going through this wondering... what the fuck is this guys point? he sounds almost like a wanker-esque emo kid. Well sadly as much as you might not like to hear it... im neither...so....heres my point....
Females are like parking lots... all the good ones are taken and the rest are handicaped.
If your a good one and not taken, then you can talk to me :) but as for the rest... good luck.
