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i used to be searching for a permanent place. someone to stand by and take care of. i found it and it was wonderful for a very long time. but as the saying goes... people change! i didnt... but i have to now i see. i always loved making children smile. thats why i knew i had to have some of my own. i just didnt think about the heartbreak it would cause me to lose them. they say life isnt fair and i know how true that is. i love them more than anything in the world! its so troubling to know that someone will take my place and raise them as they want. the most i will miss is being able to be there for them at any moment they need me. i will always love her for giving me those little angels... but i know i just cant trust her anymore. the saddest thing is she never trusted me... why? im not really sure. most tell me she probably had a guilty conscience and was justifying herself by accusing me all the time. maybe... i dont care anymore!
im gonna find where i belong one day and then life will be fullfilling again. i just cant live for myself like some. im not selfish and i love to make people laugh. no... i need to make people laugh! its what i feel im here for. life gets people so down sometimes. i hate to see someone feeling sorry for themselves for something someone else did or something they couldnt control. like me they need to just grin and bear it! and ill help anyway i can.
CAUSE IN REALITY I NEED SOMEONE TO DO THE SAME FOR ME SOMETIMES TOO!
buildings burn and people die... but real love is forever!
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