The feeling I feel is of pain and love, from many and from few.
My love has dismayed me, my friends have hurt me.
My trust has been broken for all-time.
My friends disown me, My love hurts me.
It is hard to go on, yet I must.
I cry every night, from the things they say.
That go straight to the heart.
I feel I must go, but I cant.
Love holds me behind, at the same time pain pushes me away.