She slices through her flesh
Feeling so much blood run down her arm
The feeling gives her a reminder of pain
But this pain
isn’t like her heart’s harm
As she thinks about painful memories
The tear drops in her eyes begin to splash down her face
Remembering them makes her dig deeper into her skin
Not caring that everyone she knows would think this would be a disgrace
She goes right to left arm
Slashing so very hard and fast
She screams from her painful heart
But the scars
She can’t feel
hardly acknowledge
even if they remind her of her past
