Well I've lived my life ashamed of who I am,
and I've tried so hard to make people understand
that before my life gets better,
I have to believe in who I am and what i can be.
So many people tell me that I can succeed
If I just try and maybe just believe.
That i can be and do almost anything,
than my soul will be at ease.
Yet the thought of success kinda frightens me,
I'm afraid of what I will become, will I still be,
the person I am now or will I become
someone that I don't want to be.
Will people befriend me cuz they need a friend,
or will it be more users in the end.
One thing I know is I must accomplish one big goal,
before this life kills me and I'm dead.
When I die will I have been someone to anyone,
who really cares about me for me.
Or will I die never knowing true love at all,
these are questions haunting me
