BEEN THINKING..
MY CLOSE FRIENDS KNOW MY LIFE.. KNOW MY PAIN AND HEARTACHE.. KNOW MY SMILE AND LAUGH WITH MY HEART IS FULL.. THEY CAN LOOK IN MY EYES AND SEE WHAT MOOD IM IN.. MY FRIENDS HAVE BEEN THERE WITH ME THROUGH SO MUCH.. AN YOU KNOW WHO U R. IN THE LAST YEAR MY MIND AS BEEN MADE UP.. AND IN ONE WEEKEND.. ITS SET IN STONE.. I KNOW WHAT I WANT.. WHO I WANT.. WHAT I WANT TOO DO.. AND HOW I WILL DO IT.. IN THE NEXT FEW MONTHS.. MY LIFE WILL CHANGE MORE AND MORE.. FOR THE GOOD. IM NOT DOING THIS FOR ANY ONE OTHER THEN ME,. BUT I WILL DO IT.. RIGHT NOW IM HAPPY.. VERY.. BUT NOT SURE HOW LONG IT WILL LAST.. THINGS ALWAYS CHANGE.. BUT JUST LIKE ALL THE QUOTES ON MY PAGE.. IM YELLING OUT WHAT IM WANTING.. WHO I WANT.. NOW IF HE CAN SEE THAT AND WANT THE SAME FROM ME.. IT WILL BE SO WONDERFULL.. BUT IF NOT.. IF HE DOES NOT WANT THAT FROM MY NOW.. ITS OK.. IM JUST LUCKY THAT I HAVE BEEN SO BLESSED TO HAVE HIM.. HOW HE HAS MAD ME SMILE AND MAKES MY HEART HAPPY IN HIS ARMS.. OUR NITES WE HAVE SPENT HOW I LOVE THEM SO MUCH.. TO FEEL HIS ARMS AROUND MY BODY HOLDING ME CLOSE.. I WISH THAT FOR AS ALONG AS I CAN.. I HOPE HE FEELS THE SAME WAY.. HE DOES NOT SAY MUCH. BUT HIS LOOKS THAT HE GIVES ME.. R SO BURNED IN TO MY SOUL.. HE IS NOT PERFECT.. BUT I DO NOT ASK THAT OF HIM.. AND MY CLOSE FRIENDS KNOW THAT.. IM HAPPY AND R HAPPY FOR ME.. JUST HOPE IM BLESSED TO KEEP THAT IN MY LIFE.. AND I HOPE HE FEELS THE SAME WAY.. KISSES AND HUGS
AND TO MY FRIENDS.. THANK U THANK U THANK U FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE.. KISSES AND HUGS LOVE YA
i wrote this jan 07.. man things have really changed
