So how long are you going to go on like this petie, how long will you wait for her '
"I don't know how long i'll wait for her, i wish i did know i wish i could put a time frame on how long i can let my heart hurt but i don't know"
' So where is she right now ' Jenn asked softly, "With him" petie replied. ' why do you stand around and wait for her if she can't even give you a real answer petie are you a glutton for punishment do you enjoy having her in your life so much that being hurt by her is okay with you'
"I don't know Jenn okay i don't know but like you asked, if i felt the sparks, i mean if they werent there this would be so much simpler ,i wouldnt care but they are there and no matter how much i might want to i cant see past the sparks" ... "It's like someone lit a fire inside me and all i see is the sparks from the flames"
" Honestly if this is love i think maybe i hate it because its completly consumed me and all i can think about is her and how i want to hold her and how i want to kiss her and just... be with her"
' you can't wait forever petie you know that right, i mean if she isn't it then why wait for someone who doesn't love you as much as you love them? '
He sighed and ran a finger over the picture of himself and steph and looked up at Jenn ... "I know but what else am i suppost to do, where else am i suppost to do Jenn, she knows i love her.... I've said it to her enough times she should know"
' yea and then something happens and then all that hard work you put into the relationship or the work towards the relationship comes to a crashing end, and whats the point if she rather spend time with another man and not you petie , sooner or later you have to draw the line '
"I can't help it Jenn, I love her what do you do when you are in love?"
She sat beside Petie and rubbed his shoulder .... ' I don't know petie but i wish i did, i just hope she comes to her sences soo because honestly she is missing out if she doesn't realize how wonderful you are '
