the words i say to you were not good enough for you to stay, i said them day in and day out with meaning . but never true meaning for i had no clue as to what it meant ,until i woke up in a bed so silent and still . i was lost i could not understand what had happened or even why . i had spent my life telling you how much i loved yo and how much you meant ,but my words fell on deaf ears and a cold heart . as i love back and ponder just what had i done wrong i come to realize i had not shown the meaning of the words i had spoken for so long
