Yes...the title is a lyric to an Avenged Sevenfold song..so go hunt it down...mwahahahaha
Anyways,on to business at hand.I've been coming to terms with a lot of things lately.I'm getting over my fears one by one,by using hatred to treat the wounds.When you've been hurt so many times you become bitter to a lot things,for me mostly men.I've been lied to so damn often I've finally gotten sick of it.But you know what,the time has come to get over it and move the fuck on.I'm done hating,I'm done regretting,I'm done crying...I'm done with all of it.I'm over it..Yea,I'm still hurting but as the days go on,it lessens more and more.With the help of 3 very special friends who are there for me when I need them,no matter what mood I'm in.No matter what I say,they're there for me.Welcoming and comforting me.I dont think they know how much they mean to me so I'll take the time to single them out...Angla,my dearest,closest friend:Thank you for being there every time I fell,cried,screamed and just needed someone to lean on.You mean so much to me and I dont think I've told you lately.But damnit girl,sometimes you're all I have.I appreciate that.I love you girl!
Goth: Who knew what would blossom between us.I found someone who thinks like me and feels my pain even when she's happy.You've done everything to bring a smile to myself even when I was crying..Words cant express how much you mean to me...my adopted sister,i love you bunches and bunches..never forget that!
Miyavi: Dude,you're nuts and I like that.lol You make me laugh my ass off and you're a huge comfort to me when I do get to talk to you..You crazy lil bastard.You give me hope when I cant find it on my own.You and your girl make me go on..Thank you...you still gotta teach me to play the guitar thou!you arent escaping that!mwahahaha
Ok...moving on....You know what...I'm everything other girls will never be.I'll be your best friend,the best girlfriend you could ever have,the best sex you ever got,bc I'm that mother fuckin good...No-ones perfect,but if it was true,then I'm perfect as hell.I'm done hating myself bc ya know what,my flaws make me better than anyone else.I know what I look like,and damnit,I'm sexy no matter what anyone says.You may not see it,but I do....Just a lil side note,I'm not seeking a relationship,I want someone to seek me..However I do have my eyes on someone..He's really sweet,funny,and good looking..I have a crush on him and I admit it damnit...you know who you are!I promise I will give you that back massage soon too ;)
Just to let some of you know I'm thinking of pursuing a career in tattooing and piercing..Who knows if I'll be good at it.I need to take some more art classes and then the classes to get certified..so who knows!I want to make something of myself and get the hell out of this state.It really is the 7th level of hell...so yea,stay tuned folks..i'll keep yall updated!Love you all!Leave comments or i shall stab you with a spork!
