Did you ever have a time in your life when you were so "Exposed"....Someone close to me drifts away...and it hurt real bad. Then life is just life. Showers, Weddings, Babies, Retreat, moving...all wearing me down...
I think one thing of one person..then i get slammed with a knife in my heart. Life friends..flirting..then..I get honest with something and I get slammed. I am sitting here in tears. It just hurts.
People loves from the past coming back to me..and I have to turn them away..ones I want I can't have...
..and I still sit here crying...
..like the nerve ends of my heart are exposed..and someone rubs a wire pad over the ends...salt in a wound
