ABoredWife's blog: "Random Shit, Blah!"

I'm soo fucking pissed right now. This is finally it. I have had it with trying to make it work with my husband. He is still drinking and playing world of warcraft 24/7. He rather spend 7 hours on that damn game than 2 hours with his own daughter. He lost his patience tonight, was cursing the game for about an hour freaking straight. Cursed the computer. I've been handling our kids all day! Its like 3 am. Our daugher started getting a little fussy. I figured he could handle her for a minute. And went to smoke a quick cig. All was fine for about 2 min, I hear her start crying a little louder. Thought I heard something shatter. Hear him slamming a door inside. He then comes to the back yard where I'm at. Says nothing to me, has a cig in his mouth, and goes to the side of our shed. Guessing to smoke his cig and pee. I put out my cig, still had half left. Thats how short my time was. Anyways, go back inside. See that our daughter is in her swing. He must have put her in there in a hurry cause she was all crooked. Saw the chair to the pc was shoved all the way back by our couch and her bassinet was slung to closer to the couch. Inspected our trashcan and seen he had threw his shot glass away. Apparently he got mad and broke it. This is just fucking it. He clearly has no patience for our kid. And the fact he broke a glass while she was in the room with him just makes me want to kill him. Would talk to him right now but he's soo drunk would probably go out the other ear. Tomorrow I am telling him he has a week to get his shit straight and total attitude change. Otherwise he can move his ass back to his moms. Me and the kids will stay here and as soon as I can, will file for divorce. I was trying to make it work for our kids sake. But if this is how he is going to be 24/7, they don't need him. Giving him a week to change, but if I even get a hint of him acting like he has tonight. He will be packing his fucking bags. Enough is enough! He can makes shit right, or take a fucking hike!