feeling like i dont belong
wanting to disappear
tired of this shit going on
in my life the last few months
the person i call mom
is pushing me to the point
of doing things
i never want to do again
but im so close to doing it
and she doesnt realize it
i feel like im losing
losing the love of my life
losing everything i want in my life
losing everything i have worked for
losing everything i have put up a fight for
im tired of trying
im tired of crying
im tired of the restless nights
im tired of the depression
im tired of of everything
i just want it to end.....
4/14/08
12:05 am
Bridgette M Bailey
