I am so tired of being taken for granted.. sick of having my heart stomped on when i open it up..
They say when it rains it pours.. well no kidding.
I put walls up and then get yelled at when i cant take them down..
Why cant anyone ever be patient and understanding for ME!
I do it for those around me..
Is it too much to ask to have someone just understand that i am a sensitive person.. no matter how hard i act.. or try to be.. i cry.. and i cry rather easily. It doesnt take much to hurt me at all.. but it seems everyone already knows that .. and just uses it against me.
So for the record, i lost my best friend, my boyfriend, and my ex has blown up on me twice this week.. Ive had to cancel my trip which was my only escape from this madhouse i seem to live in, and i am going to be miserable and lonely in Texas for the rest of my life.. wow.. im on a fucking roll!
