Mothers day was always special to me
even when we were fighting
I always loved her
And now this day means so much more
because now I am a mother
My life is my son
my breath is his
my heart is his
I never knew love until I held him the first time
His first breath was mine
I felt alive
and scared as shit
he depends on me for everything
and the most precious gift
is a dandilion and kiss
from my lil man
and my mothers day is made
tears gather as I think about
what this day means
and to have someone wish me happy mothers day
i thought once that i would never have this
this precious lil man
teaching me far more than i am teaching him
so sweet
so innocent
breathing life into me
on this day and every other
its not easy doing it on my own
its not easy to let someone in
but life is not easy
unless your three
and then everything is simple
and sometimes it is fun just to play all day
and that is all we did
we played all day
it was the best mothers day!
