Woke up all stiff and sore from not sleeping well last nite for one...2nd today my mother would have been 68 yrs old so in her memory the family had a bbq...though many were invited only 3 of us were here...took a trip out to her grave and got upset over what i saw (she's right in between the sprinkers yet her grass was dry and bubbled turf...and looked like someone drove an ATV over by where her headstone will be)...got sunburnt from my upper thighs down (wearing shorts out in the sun) and tonite almost lost a valueable friendship (mostly cuz i got pissed and blew up)...so now i need to stop venting and try to relax before i go back to my HELL monday nite...