The night, spent crouched at you bed.
Watching the moonlight move across you,
Memories of tasting your lips.
Of feeling you.
TOnight I just miss you.
Crouched in the doorway of your world.
I know as you're still you can feel me.
No place to go but to remain here.
The night my blanket,
cast darker without the light of your eyes.
No one understands, you were the only one.
Who when it was darkest turned on the light.
All within a single kill stolen.
One I never asked for back
but gave a thousand times over.
In your comfort it was real.
The bleeding heart stopped.
Tonight, I miss you.
I trace your name everywhere of you bed.
Remembered your laughter,
your smell still lingers, so long gone.
Even in the dead of the winter,
without you I am naked.
lain bare before the worlds eyes.
My heart worn outside my chest,
beating and broken,
like everything else.
But it was you who taught me to glare back.
I was Perfection. Complex.
Complete and you breathed me in.
But tonight, I miss you.
Five years, and still I haunt you.
Long months when a whisper of you would kill me.
I lay acorss your bed nad rest my head atop your.
You would not complain, you would hold me.
Then months when you were not so present in my life.
But tonight I miss you,
So tonight I crouch on the doorway,
on yout bed and guard you.
No graverobers dare disterb,
My silent admoration and haunting sentaments.
TOnight, I miss you.
