I'm sitting here thinking about life... and how i, well that is to say most of us, live in a land of confusion... because if you think about it, we do live in a land of confusion. If we dont know what to do or who to call then I we get bored... and sit and think about life and get slightly confused as to why certain things in our life happens... it prolly seems strange but i think about this every night before bed. No matter how tired I am i sit up for at least 2 hours contemplating life... because thats all i have to do... that is basically my "me" time. I spend it thinking about why certain things happened through out the day or at work... and how they helped to better me in this strange place, time, and world.
I honestly don't understand life all that well but I have learned that things happen for a reason even if they can't be explained right away. The way I see it is: Life will throw things at you to see if you can deal with it. If you cant deal with it then life will make you deal with it. Belive it or not... I see things that happened as "Shit happens... deal with it... theres nothing you can do to change it." a close friend told me that... and thats how I live now. I have him to thank for me not being so moody all the time when things don't go my way, because now I know that everyone has hard times... not just me... and not just one poor soul who has been mistreated... I understeand now that life goes on no matter what.
Well thats all I have to say... dont like it... too bad... thats life.
PEACE, LOVE and of course HAPPINESS to all those who search for it and find it... for those who dont find it right away... keep looking its out there!
