darkness exudes from my blackened heart
enveloping me
stripping me from within
blackened by the heartache and brokenness i’ve endured all my life
i lived my life in miserable solitude
consumed by thoughts of morbidity and pain
questions constantly running through my mind
if i never saw you again, what would i do?
for certain i’d lose all hope for existing
what else is there to live for?
my blackened heart would bleed chrome blood
my eyes would cry bloody tears
wistful thoughts would fill my brain
as my yearning grows stronger and stronger
never did i think i’d love this way
this deeply…
this emotionally…
this intensely…
to lose you would be to lose myself
for without you there is no me
my days and nights would all be a blur
filled with longing…
with loss…
with a yearning to my unanswered questions of our future together
a future filled with promise…
a future filled with love…
a future no one would understand but us
not that it would matter
not that we would care
all that matters is the love we share
without it, what else is there?
