N33D FaNs Ch0s3n S0lDI3r's blog: "RESOLVE"

This is a quote that I wanted to share and explain a bit of what it means to myself.

"HISTORY TEACHES THAT WHEN YOU WILL BECOME INDIFFERENT AND LOSE THE WILL TO FIGHT SOMEONE WHO HAS THE WILL TO FIGHT WILL TAKE OVER."

COLONEL ARTHUR D. "BULL" SIMMONS

SON TAY RAIDER NOV 21,1970

To me what this means that when you lose the will to fight someone with more determination will come and take over what you can't handle anymore. There has been a few times in my life when i gave up on everything even life itself but the one thing that always remained is that I have an UNWAVERING BURNING desire to be something more than myself. If you dont understand what I mean here is another explanation. I feel there is something more that I should be a part of so I can't rest until I find out what that is. I have pushed myself way beyond my physical and mental limits throughout my life so far that I have had to get surgery from some of my injuries. I never could allow myself to forget what I am really trying to do in my life. Being a soldier i have been able to expierence alot of things but it still isn't enough. I guess I am a type A personality and i need something to be an even bigger challenge of what I have done before. I punish myself alot harder than most when I am unable to accomplish something or if i fail at something. It takes me a while to recover from mental anguish but when i do I become even more resilient towards whatever it was. The fact of the matter is I WILL NEVER GIVE UP IN EVERYTHING I DO!!!