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so last weekend i went to cedar point ohio with Janelle and her husband Jeff. the coolest amusement park EVER! we had so much fun! camped and we rode so many rollar coasters. she had me havign my eyes open at the end of the first day and by the second day i was allll for sitting up front. i was totally on top of the earth and away from everything and i lvoed it! she is one of the coolest ppl around! jeff and i actually talked and idk "bonded" maybe a little which was cool cause the last time i seen him he was actually rather mean to me and i thought it was going to bring this trip down but it didnt, it made it better! BUT of course there IS a downfall. not the rain, not the rides breaking down, and def not running outta money BUT i developed my first migraine ever. and it wouldnt have been harmful IF it wouldnt have lasted til early this morning. i ended up having to have a catscan done to make sure there wasnt anything seriously wrong...yes i know bring on the jokes...and i was put on pills. well they didnt help last night. i edned up sleeping about 13 1/2 hours last night and woke up wonder women! i just laid around and did some laundry and read a book and then while i was driving home...after i seen Leila...i ended up getting the WORSE headache EVER again! it wasnt as intesnse and the migraine but a few hours ago i was starting to see black spots again so i took the medication and laid down and watch bride wars---made me cry! lol-- so im finally allowed back to work tomorrow. i have been off for a week with my trip to ohio and then this. i wasnt allowed to drive or operate anything. it was nuts. i HATE not being independent. rely on others suck!
the one person i had to rely on was corey. MAN O MAN do i feel sorrrrrry for this man. if ANY of you out there know me you know why. not only was i moody, tired, couldnt remember anything, and bitchy but i was also incoherant! i guess we had a couple convos where i said things that iw ouldnt normally say LOL. he put up with my needyness and my bitchyness. he delt with it all and didnt complain once. and still hasnt complain. he rushed me to the doctors and then we went to bonnies house and chilled with her and my bff and my other niece. she wasnt my fav at the time with her cries and my head about to explode but im sorry baby cj. i still love you ! and then he took me to my catscan and then drove me back home(his home) it was wonderful. he is amazing. i love having him around and i love being with him. he is truly something and someone i need in my life to handle me. and trust me imma handful but so is he. being a fish and all :) lol we have had a couple downs but everything else has been up's. its nice to finally have something to rely on and not worry about. now if a certain female would STOP accusing me off sleeping with her man...which EVERYTIME she calls and accuse me in either with Corey or on my way to ohio...duh...everything would be grand! lol
next is my bff. god i love her. and i wish i could sell my first born...literally...to help her get outta what she is in right now. but i cant and sorry bff i wont lol. we have been through a lot together and idk what i would do without her and i hope she feels the same. i wish i oculd make it all better for her. she is trying so hard to get her buisness sarted. so any of you females out there. need a purse? a new shirt? or maybe a wallet? well she has the latest fashion and styles ready to sell. just contact her. she will give u the hook up! :) and my fav...shouldnt say it but i guess imma bad aunt jen... niece makalia is turning 4 on sat!! sigh. i remember when she was jsut a lil baby in mommies belly now she is this full blown attitude loving best big sister in the whole entire world child. god is she soo smart! she is going to grow up and do things and we are going to be like damn yup i claim her hahaha i added a video on here that they took for me and i just cried it was the sweetest thing ever and it jsut shows how much jes and the girls love me! i love them so much as well!!!!
dad has started racing ago. its neat. he won his first race of the season and been having electrical problems since. it sucks and im sure he will get it figured out. he is a good driver/mechanic. watch out fuckers! hahaha
besides the migraines and of course my accruing debt that NEVER seems to stop, everything is going great in my life. i dont have fake ppl in my life that dont care about me anymore and i dont have anyone that is going to use me anymore. i got rid of all those haters and players and skanks. msutang getting big and my cuddle bug as always. trying to teach my inherited pitbull some manners....useless i know but hey we are trying! lol. i missed alyssas' bday that sucks. as well as lil aidens but the location got changed and i think something happened that day. sorry. i SWEAR ill try 100% to be at dylans cause i know its coming up! lol. love ya tor's!
but imma get off here. not on here much anymore but i thought i would give ppl and update and the ppl NOT In my life reading this an insite to HOW HAPPY i am and realize im cool! :) lol.
