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Vividly I stare upon a battered face revealed to late to change the upcoming tragedies for the frightening truth is sealed. The smooth image shudders as the pale eyes freeze in time they're hated for thier blindness. Blinking euqivalently with mine in horror...... I look away the broken frame felt similar, how could this tangled mockery within seem so familar? Curious of my own confusion I ask,"Why do you frown?". "Would you rather I counterfeit a smile?" Was replied without a sound although the portraits grief is trapped alone inside only tolerating the obvious. Will the reflection further deny. Sometimes life feels like a play. A twisting story from day to day. The people and the problems, are they real? What about this pain I feel? What is true about man? Are we blessed or are we damned? Do we worry about what really matters? The beliefs we've forgotten, ideas shattered. What about the war and the fighting? Hatred fills hearts like a sky full of lightening Why do we fear the creatures of the night? Morally thier ideas are right. They take just what they need from the land that can't be said about todays man. The blackened souls are full of greed, we try to obtain what we don't really need. The greedy see the poor as having nothing when, in fact, they have everything. This is because what they do have, they cherish, thier beliefs and souls will never perish, what will the next millenium bring? An end, or a beginning? But how much longer could we really last? The things we use are drying up so fast. Peoples thoughts and ideas are impure. They worry me about the future. How are we going to last? Something has to change , and fast. If we change our acts maybe we can delay the inevitable. The mists can lift and a new horizon made visible. Compassion is the key to the portals of our souls. To bring peace are so many peoples' goals. We don't want to see the spill of blood so red. Extinguish the fires of blackness and hatred We have to kill the wrong and ressurect the right. So powerful together we can be, souls unite, we have to do what needs to be done. Let us all come together as one. You are the one that I love. You are the one I'm dreaming of, you don't know how perfect you are. I sit here longing from afar. You are much to good for me. You are out of my reach, You have the most beautiful eyes, they shine like the stars in the nights skies. I'd love to feel your arms around my waist. To feel you close and keep you near to whisper promises in your ear. I can't live without you I'm going insane. I don't know what to do . These feelings are so real. Do you know how I feel? I'm to scared to let you know. What if you like me, what if you don't? Sometimes I wish that you were mine. Please be gentle, my heart is on the line. I think of you all day long. I hear your name in every song. You could do much better then me. You are out of my reach. What if you smash my heart in the dirt? I like you so much that it hurts. My spiraling emotions throw me in hell. I wish you understood how I felt. I wish I could feel your caress. All I wish you is happiness. When I think of you my heart pounds hard. I wonder where and how you are. Are you happy? Are you ok? How re you doing? How was your day? It will only be a matter of time, until the day I lose my mind. If you knew how I felt, would you care? I reach out for your touch, but your not there. But you could do much better than me. You are out of my reach. I wish your arms would hold me tight. I cry myself to sleep at night. I miss you like you were my man. I call you up whenever I can. I think of you all the time. I wish that you were mine. But...you could do much better than me...Your big brown eyes as deep as the sea, you always saw the best in me. Even the most rainy days carried the brilliant sunshine, and I somehow imagined that you'd always be mine. But a turn of events came around and flipped our world upside down. Something changed your point of veiw You are my desire and there is no other. My heart burns with fire no longer my lover. You know I need your love, need you now more and more , set free as a dove. You are the center to my life, my core. You are my desire and there is no other. You mean the world to me. I will forever be yours. Inside of me burns a fire, fire of passion,fire of desire. Life is love and love is here. That's why I hold you so tight, so close my dear. Everyday is fuel to my fire, never burning down, never tires. Maybe one day you'll understand, always together hand in hand. The sun used to shine on me, there used to be a fluffily clouded sky. I knew about soemthing called happy. I always knew just where I wanted to be. That sun is gone, replaced by night. Those clouds now carry low thunder, I only know misery and fright and I don't even recognize me. Somewhere in between something got forgotten and lost the key to my soul was replaced by a lock. I can tell of the deep, dull crevice I have let myself crawl into but no one has asked. If it were wished, I would count the cold tears I've shed but none of it would matter, there would still be the lost happy I don't remember.
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